Hidden Secrets

. Kendall May 20 There are still so many things you don't know about me. NYC I am upper class, and you can't get me down. [indie | muse is 18+] (under construction!)

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Shiloh Fernandez & Ashley Benson on the set of ‘Chronically Metropolitan’ on February 23, 2015 in NYC

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The Distance Between Us || Kendall & Cole

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Cole sat still as a statue, eyes focused on the passing traffic buzzing by him. Part of him wondered if he had come all this way for no reason, just to get shut down. She seemed… Free. She seemed free working as a barista in this little café in Brooklyn, out of harms way and out of his. Maybe… Maybe coming to find her was a selfish act. Maybe she really did want to run away from him.

If he really thought hard enough and took a look at his hostile, crude self, he couldn’t blame her.

He was on his fifth cigarette by the time she came out, his brows creasing a permanent frown line as his mind explored further and further why she could have possible left him like that. He hadn’t thought this hard since before he left to search for her, but looking at her… Guilt found its way into his heart for intruding on the new life she had made for herself. 

"Thank you.." Cole breathed, taking the coffee, sipping it to warm his chapped lips. Slowly gazing up at her, Cole tried to keep his emotions at bay to no avail. "I won’t be too long. You probably have a… Uh, a someone waiting for you at home."

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Kendall almost laughed at his words. She had almost forgot how Cole could jump to imaginary conclusions. Something that she would never think of doing. But then again, he didn´t know the reason why she had left. Biting her lower lip, she pointed to the seat next to him, and without waiting for an answer, sat down.

"Yeah.... No. I just live in a small appartment.Usually get home about this time.. And watch some stuff on TV... With take away. The closest I go to the kitchen is microwave.. Or now coffee... " Her was was tender and quiet, yet she was still bubbly due to the fact that she was trying to not sound nervous. 

All the blood in her body was heating up. The blonde was trying to take mental pictures of him while he was sitting right next to her. It was as if the next moment he would be gone, in the blink of the eye, he would just disappear as smoke. Without herself realising, she moved closer to him and tucked a loose strand oh hair behind her ear. It was cold outside, but the heat didn´t seem to bother her. 

"What would you... " Kendall started to speak but shook her head, cutting herself off from whatever that was going to come out of her mouth. " Look... The reason I left wasn´t because I didn´t... " The girl paused for a second, not sure if it was the right thing to say. " ...Love you. " She breathed out the words and locked her blue eyes on his. " It was because... "

Kendall bit into her lip more, this time from trying to keep the tears from falling down her face. Maybe it wasn´t the right thing to tell him. Maybe they were still looking for him and the moment they would find out... She couldn´t risk it. She would never risk his life. Instead of finishing, she just looked away and wiped the tear of her cheek.

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  He shrugged at her with a playful grin tugging at his lips. He wouldn’t let her know that she was right but instead let her simply think she was. “And if you ever set this place on fire then I’d set you on fire so it would be a lot of explosions going on around her. The neighbors might talk.” He fake gasped as he looked at her. “Say please.”

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"If I´d ever?" she asked, arching her perfectly plucked brow at him. " I think you missed out on me cooking cereal this morning. There was steam.. And as you know the alarm went off. " Kendall got off her chair and grinned as she put her hands on Logan´s shoulders. " Please, Logan Conrad. Please share the food with me, or else I might die and starve. Or is ti starve and die? Which ever. but due to the fact you live with me.... Food it needed. Please. Please. " She said ina  baby voice and smirked.

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The Distance Between Us || Kendall & Cole

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This wasn’t how he pictured this going. At all. He wanted to scream at her, to hurt her the way she had hurt him when she left without a note or a word in her wake. He wanted to grab her and kiss her until he learned how to breathe without oxygen and have her body pressed into his until they burned into one. He had pictured this going many different ways, with tears and strained voices and heated palms and kisses. His ordering a coffee as if he was just a regular costumer was not one of them.

"Black. Thank you." He said, the words laboured as they exhaled from his lungs. He didn’t move or speak for a long time, only felt himself get lost in the wide blue hues that bore into his soul, before he forced himself to look away and ruffle through his pockets for a bill. Quickly, he used the pen at the front desk and scribbled something on the five dollar bill, before sliding it to her, moving to where his coffee would be served before he could gouge her reaction.

I’ll still be here when you’re done. 

Grabbing his coffee, Cole moved to the door, throwing one glance back at her before leaving. The store closed at nine, and it was six-thirty already. Only two and a half hours. He could bare it. Cole moved to the bench that sat right outside the shop, zipping up his jacket so the cold air wouldn’t sting him too much, and waited. Waited for her. Like he always would.

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She was confused. Her mind was working on so many different levels that she simpyl didn´t know what to think. Or what to say. But Cole seemed to make it easier for her. As he confirmed his order, the girl simply nodded her head and turned to push the right buttons on the machine. As she turned, all she saw was him moving away and the five dollar bill he left. Taking it, she saw something on it written down. And the words she saw, burned into her brain. He was going to wait for her. He wouldn´t leave. Maybe.. Just maybe he´ll give her the time to explain.

"I... His coffee is into my account.. I have him a freebie. " She said to her co-worker as she put his five dollar bill into her pocket and took the coffee to bring to him.

After that, Kendall just watched him walk away and caught his last glance just as he walked out. She wasn´t exactly sure how to get on with her day. Knowing that he was there outside, just waiting for her to come out. She wanted to touch his lips, his skin. To make sure he was actually real and not a pigment of her imagination.

It was five minutes till eight when she was told she could get changed. Quickly, Kendall threw off her apron and grabbed her coat. Her heart was beating so fast, she thought it was going to jump out of her chest. That seeing him will make her so happy, that it will kill her. Kendall rolled her eyes at the thought. As if. Taking another black coffee, she headed outside.

She saw him sitting down, thinking as he always did. It was an image that she did not want to disturb. But had to. She wanted to hear his voice again, she wanted to kiss him. Over the year, she had imagined their meeting so many times, that  this seemed too good to be true. She didn´t deserve it. Bitting her lower lip, she walked up to the side of cole, the love of her life.

"I thought you´d be cold... I brought you another one... " She whispered.

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the signs as disney villains

Aries: Cruella DeVille

Taurus: Gaston

Gemini: Ursula

Cancer: Hades

Leo: Maleficent

Virgo: Hans

Libra: Jafar

Scorpio: Captain hook

Sagittarius: The queen of hearts

Capricorn: Evil queen (Snow White)

Aquarius: Scar

Pisces: Yzma

[loganconrad-deactivated20150315]

  "That is what I just said, isn’t it?" Logan grinned as he turned to face her fully and nodded. His eyes following her closely as he went to shut off the stove and finish preparation on the meal he was currently making. "Ha hah ha. Becuase you’re such an amazing cook that you can judge." He stated sarcastically as he rolled his eyes playfully in her direction.

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With a slight smile on her face, the girl moved in closer and sat down on the chair. " Yeah but I´m different to you. Obviously. " Sitting down, she took a fork and playfully pointed at him. " If you let me cook, I´ll set the house on fire. Now.. what are we having I´m starving. " Kendall curiously looked at all the stuff that was done and licked her lips. " Okay I think I´ll eat it. Loooogaaan. Gimme food. "

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Heath was in the grocery store; buying a few cups of instant soup and some pasta. Before he made his way to the cash register, he put a big bag of chips into his cart and that was when he heard a familiar voice. A voice that he hadn’t heard in a long while. Lifting his head up, his eyes met hers. “K-Kendall?”

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Kendall needed some junk food. She already got the movie she wanted to watch on, but as soon as she made her way to the kitchen, she realised it was empty. Groaning, she grabbed her lñeather jacket and left the house, all the way muttering, and curing under her nose. As she walked in, she started fulling her cart up, and as she reached the chips, and looked up, she saw the one person... she wasn´t quite expecting to see. " Heath?" She asked as she walked closer to him. " Hey... You. " She smiled. Finally smiled.

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People make mistakes, Holding to their own, Thinking they're alone.

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dark starter sentences

some yandere, some angst, some rivalry, but no happy stuff on this list

"You actually thought i cared about you?"

"I wonder how loudly i can make you scream in agony?"

"You're a monster!"

"It would be a shame if i had to damage that pretty face of yours."

"You're all mine now."

"How could you do this to me!?"

"I trusted you!"

"Is that supposed to scare me?"

"Put the knife down."

"You're scaring me..."

"You look so sexy when you're all bloodied and bruised like that~"

"I wonder how many volts it would take to kill you?"

"Why are you pointing that gun at me?"

"Let me go!"

"You're so cute when you struggle like that~"

"Your blood smells wonderful."

"Who did this to you?"

"You're in my way."

"I thought you were dead!"

"Help me!"

"Long live the king."

"What did they do to you?"

"What have you done?"

"Maybe i should carve a pretty picture in your flesh?"

"Don't worry, I won't do anything fatal, I just need some information."

"I don't care what you do to me, I'll never tell you!"

"Stop it, your hurting me!"

"They'll kill you!"

"I hate you."

"The only reason I chained you up is to show you how much I love you!"

"If you keep struggling like that I'll have to punish you~"

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