【✰angel on fire】

[kendallyasir]

           swinging open her heavy, wooden door, skylar smiles up at kendall – wine glass in hand. “ ‘sup ‘dall ! c’mon in ! i promise i didn’t get too much of a head start. ” she giggles, stepping aside so she can properly let kendall in. “ i hope ya’ like tacos, i figured our wine wednesday could use a lil’ taco tuesday since we had to reschedule. sorry ‘bout that, i must’ve been so fucked up i didn’t count on passin’ out. ” she glances down, embarrassed by her lack of exercising tolerance. “ of fuckin’ course that’s like not typical of me, but it happens. ” she shrugs, “ but seriously, ya’ better be hungry & thirsty ‘cause ‘m plannin’ on openin’ at least three bottles tonight. ” she threatens with a grin, laughing as she spins on her heels to lead kendall to the kitchen. “ go ahead & pour yourself a glass, i just gotta heat up some tortillas ! ”      

            a grin is already painted on kendall’s lips as the door in front of her is pulled open, her eyes briefly drawn to the glass of red wine in her friend’s hand before coming to rest on skylar’s face. ‘ honestly sky, a head start is probably for the best. you know i don’t hold my alcohol as well as you ’ she admits with a slight shrug of the shoulders before slipping inside. ‘ wow, tacos and wine ? i am blessed ’ she giggles, moving forward to place a hand on her friend’s arm when she adverts her eyes down. ‘ hey,  don’t even worry about it though ! happens to the best of us, yeah ? i mean sure, you’re the best of the best but like, all super powers have their limit, no ? ’ she offers with a playful smile, eyebrows quirking at sky’s next declaration. ‘ okay, i’m starving yes, but three bottles ? are we trying to set some sort of record tonight ? ’ she questions in amusement as she follows sky into the kitchen. ‘ well i at least hope you plan on doing most of the heavy lifting, my tolerance isn’t anywhere near yours yet and i might just be the one to pass out on you tonight ’ she jokes as she makes use of the already opened bottle of wine on the island counter, filling the empty glass beside it nearly to the rim.

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[kendallyasir]

✰ ft. hanler​ !

the hand on his shoulder is feather light and oh so gentle. fingers glide along the hard line of his shoulders, smoothing along the wrinkles already rumpling his shirt. his chin follows the path in time to see kendall slide into the sliver of space next to him. he swirls around on his stool so his back is to the bar, one elbow resting against the wooden bar top and the other fisting his drink. “i’m not alone, k. i’ve been making friends all night.” his lips twist upwards into that infamous grin. “anima a mis amigos!” he lifts his glass high and an impressive number of drunken patrons holler and mimic the action. cheering along side them, hanler tosses back the remainder of his drink and abandons his glass before he fixes kendall with a grin. “but i’d love for you to join the party. what do you say to a round of tequila shots?” he lifts up one ringed finger, then with a playful lift of his brows he holds up another.

earthly hues light in amusement at the amount of people that respond to the boy. holding her hands up in mock surrender, kendall tries to suppress a laugh at the whole spectacle. ‘ alright, alright. i stand corrected. i didn’t realize i was encroaching on mr. popularity over here ’ she pokes fun, enunciating each word as to accentuate her point. a giggle falls from her lips and she quirks an eyebrow at his offer.  ‘ oh, is that a formal invitation now? how very kind of you ’ she comments with a playful roll of her eyes. his energy is palpable— something that she has found quite contagious on many occasions. a proverbial beacon in the night that drew her to him like a lighthouse draws a boat to shore. with hanler, she has found, a good time is always guaranteed. ‘ do you even have to ask? if tequila is the question, yes is always the answer ’ she declares, spinning back around in the stool to face the bar.

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[kendallyasir]

✰ ft. @suongsp !

[kendallyasir]

⌲ 𝕚𝕞𝕤𝕘 : 𝕠𝕡𝕖𝕟

miles: why is the room spinning?

miles: also who took my fucking josé

miles: i will mexican sue your ass

kendall: u r literally in the tequila homeland

kendall: just buy another bottle ?

[kendallyasir]

✰ ft. hanler !

just as the days full of endless sunshine called for relaxation, the approaching evening invariably seemed to entice more reckless recreations. the resort’s tiki bar buzzed with people all throughout the day but nighttime was when it seemed to really come to life. the blazing fire of the tiki torches danced in the light breeze and radiated warmth against the chilly cabo night. at the sight of the familiar boy sitting at the bar, kendall’s spirits are instantly lifted. if there was a good time to be had, surely it was with hanler. the thrumming of alcohol already coursing through her system caused for slightly less than coordinated steps as she made her way to the bar. ‘ you know— ’ she drawled upon reaching her destination, finger tracing the line of his shoulder as she passed behind him, ‘ you really shouldn’t drink alone. ’  dropping backwards into the seat next to him, she leaned back as her elbows came to rest on the counter behind her and she flashed the boy a smile. ‘ they say it’s bad for morale. ’ 

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[kendallyasir]

✰ ft. @ccnnard !

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[kendallyasir]

    for most of their time in high school, charli recalls she and kendall talking about their plans for their senior trip on a DAILY basis. from the color of their bikinis, to the alcohol in their cocktails, each detail was planned out from their first day of freshman year. which is why their current predicament feels so odd. as both of them unpack, making sure to avoid making eye contact with the other, the silence in the room is EERY. the bizarre back and forth each partakes in between her closet and her suitcases lasts for a few moments longer, before charli sighs, unable to take the rising tension for much longer. ‘we’re being stupid, ’ she interjects, putting an end to their mutual silence, ‘ we’ve been friends for longer than i can remember. and that should outweigh the fact that you made out with my ex. especially since i’m pretty sure that’d go against the pact we made in eighth grade. if our crushes on the dutch exchange student didn’t get between us back then, then bronson SHOULDN’T now, right ? ’ / ( & @kendallyasir ! )

though charli had deemed her forgiven, kendall felt it important still to give the other girl her space. she had been cautious not to try and force their friendship immediately back to normalcy. however, in light of their rooming situation, kendall found herself at a loss. being roommates for their senior spring break trip had been something they had spent the last three and half years HOPING for. and now that is was a reality, it only seemed to accentuate the fact that their friendship was still on thin ice. the air felt especially heavy as the two girls unpacked their bags in complete silence. kendall desperately wished to break it, to share in her excitement of the days that they had so meticulously planned for being upon them. but she had to let charli heal on her own terms and she refused to make it more DIFFICULT on her by insisting she put her feelings aside for kendall’s sake. though she finds herself letting out a huge sigh of relief when charli is the one to speak up. ‘ you have no idea how glad i am to hear you say that ! ’ she exclaims as she drops the pair of shorts that she had been holding onto her bed and finally turns to face charli.  ‘ i don’t think i could take it if we wasted our entire spring break not even talking to each other ’ she admits, lips forming into a slight pout.  ‘ wow, i had almost forgotten about lars though. oh my god, do you remember those EYES ? you know— i wander how he’s doing ’ kendall sighs, the corner of her lip quirking up to let on that she was just teasing.

[kendallyasir]

✰ ft. bronson​ !

despite the extravagance of their resort hotel and the vast amenities it had to offer, kendall found herself gravitating, more often than not, to the private beach. there was something about being in such close proximity to the sea that relaxed her in a way that tanning poolside didn’t. so with a strawberry daiquiri in hand, she made herself comfortable atop the beach towel she had previously set out in the sand. it was relatively quiet for the time of day and kendall found herself oddly grateful for it. since the events at skylar’s party she had been trying to distance herself from all of the drama. and so far, she had been reasonably successful in doing so. things were actually going startlingly well for her despite all that had transpired and she desperately tried to ignore the part of her mind that told her it was only matter of time before she screwed it all up again. she had just started to unwind when she spotted a familiar silhouette down the beach, fiery red hair illuminated by the sun immediately giving him away. after the gossip blog blast, they had only communicated briefly through text. but before their kiss and the awkwardness that ensued ( promptly followed by the drama upon his return from aspen ) the two of them had been friends. and now that a couple of weeks had been put between them and the disastrous days spent snowed in at skylar’s, she felt an undeniable need to check in with him. so decidedly, she pushed herself up onto her elbows, drink still firmly in hand. ‘ hey, bronson ! over here ! ’ she called, motioning with her free hand for him to come and join her.

[kendallyasir]

ft. @kendallyasir

the perks of spending their spring break in an all-inclusive resort definitely included access to people who know the best ways to spend your days in cabo. preston looks over to kendall beside him as he smiles to himself, proud of the day he has planned for the two of them, as he leads her towards the beach that stretches out behind their luxurious resort. he and kendall may be just dipping their toes in the water, as he once said, but that doesn’t mean they can’t enjoy their week in paradise together, right? besides, it gives them the perfect excuse to spend most of the week together and avoid as much of the drama surrounding their peers as they could. as they near the beach, he reaches over and takes kendall’s hand in his — mexico seemed to bringing his confident, adventurous side back out once again. “you’re gonna love this,” he promises, looking to her with a smile before looking forward to the shack that is set up along the beach, a makeshift sign nailed to the siding with one word painted in bright blue block letters: “snorkelling.” pulling kendall towards the shack before flashing a smile at the attendant. “snorkelling for two, please.”

in light of their spring break trip, kendall found herself feeling particularly optimistic. there was something about being over two thousand miles away from home that made all of her problems feel an entire world away. and if she felt lighter than she had in months, well she wasn’t sure how much of that actually had to do with cabo. admittedly, she wasn’t quite sure where she and preston stood. nothing was official, yet whenever they were together it was easy to feel as though the last year had never happened. but even so, she was more than content in them taking their time to figure things out. though, despite preston’s elusiveness in regard to their plans, she had practically jumped at the opportunity to spend the day together. as they walked along the private beach, she hadn’t even realized that she had been lost in her own thoughts until she felt preston’s hand reach for her own. her fingers instinctually intertwined with his as she offered him a shy smile. there was something new and exciting yet achingly familiar about the simple gesture. she rose a curious eyebrow to his promise, though she had no doubt that she would love whatever he had planned. and upon reading the sign on the little shack ahead of them, she felt herself getting inexplicably excited. ‘ wait, are we going snorkeling? ’ she questioned with childlike enthusiasm. snorkeling was something she had always wanted to do, though never actually came around to doing. her smile brightened as he pulled her along with him. ‘ did you know that jacques cousteau called the sea of cortez ‘the aquarium of the world’ ? ’ she informed, remembering having read it on some tourist website the week before and thinking it had sounded nice. ‘ apparently this is like the perfect place for snorkeling. ’

[kendallyasir]

@kendallyasir​

the moments following his discovery of the messages he had sent the night prior while drunk off of vodka and hennessy were spent FRANTICALLY searching for a certain someone. the contents of the messages, while genuine ( perhaps the most honest and open he had ever been with finn ) had completely blindsided the sober version of him, as those words would have never managed to slip past his lips if he had been in control. fingers quickly type out a text, asking for a location, and when she does not reply within ten seconds, xavier takes it upon himself to rush to her room, knocking on her door impatiently. there is not greeting once the door is opened, just a step inside before he’s closing the door shut behind him. “you alone?” he asks, but he doesn’t wait for the answer before he’s checking her suite. once confirmed to be just the two of them, he returns to her side, groaning as he sinks into her bed. “kenny, i fucked up. i fucked up BAD.” 

unpacking felt especially tedious to kendall who craved nothing more than to be out exploring all that cabo had to offer. however, she knew it was something that would bother her left undone. so that was how she spent the first few hours upon arriving to the hotel. she was just about finished when the knocking came, abrupt in it’s persistency. perhaps charli had forgotten her key she wandered as she made her way to the door. but before she even had time to process that it was xavier and not charli, he was already inside with the door secured shut behind him. ‘ well hello to you too, xavier ’ she quipped, though almost immediately she could tell that something was off. the whole basis of their friendship disregarded the need for pleasantries but the way he seemed almost distraught when he asked if she was alone was enough to spark apprehension in her. ‘ no, she left a bit ago. it’s just me ’ she answered as she started back to her bed where a couple of her things were still laying out. she knew better as to wait until xavier came to her. she wasn’t sure he had even heard her though as he continued his search of the room until he seemed satisfied that they were the only two in it. her eyes followed him the whole time until he finally come to a stop at her bed. at his vague revelation, she took the open spot next to him, one leg folded onto the bed as the other dangled from the side as so that she could face him. she promptly took one of his hands between her own, voice deliberately smooth despite her concern. ‘ xav, you’re freaking me out. what happened ? ’

[kendallyasir]

✰ kendall yasir’s instagram story ⇢ 02.24.19 

        ↳ft @suongsp

[kendallyasir]

📱 imessage ⇢ charli

CHARLI: i miss you too ken

CHARLI: but i'm just still having trouble dealing with the fact that you hid something like that from me

CHARLI: i kept telling you about how i felt about bronson and how he was acting weird while he was in aspen

CHARLI: and you KNEW why and you didn't say anything

KENDALL: it killed me to keep it from you but the only reason i didn't tell you is because i didn't want to hurt you over something that didn't even mean anything to either of us

KENDALL: i know you don't want to hear it but we were both drunk and we made a dumb mistake

KENDALL: and i'm not trying to make excuses, i know i messed up

KENDALL: but you have to know the last thing we wanted to do was hurt you

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( & @kendallyasir ! )

[kendallyasir]

📱 imessage ⇢ charli

KENDALL: charli, can we please talk about it ?

KENDALL: it's been over a week and i miss my best friend

KENDALL: i am so sorry