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The Haddonfield Interview - miniseries, superman x Halloween crossover *NEW OCT 2025*
It doesnât even matter if theyâre long or short.
If you guys have sex, he has at least one of your legs over his shoulder.
Iâd say Jinu prefers them smooth and shaved. But of course, if you donât wanna shave, he respects that too (Heâs a gentleman, after all đ¤).
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That dude is OBSESSED with your ass.
If itâs thick and fat, heâd grope and smack it all the time, making it jiggle. If itâs flat, heâd do those things anyway đ
Thatâs why his favorite sex positions are Doggy Style and Backshots (or any other position where he can watch your ass).
You wanna distract him? Then wear some booty shorts and bend over đ
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Heâs a tits guy for sure. Nothing can change my mind about that đŞđť
This dude will make sure you wear clothes that define your boobs, no matter if theyâre big or small <3
Bro is a sucker for missionary position and any other position where he can watch your tits bounce and jiggle with each thrust đ¤¤
Romance also loves nuzzling his face in your tits. Like cmon, theyâre so soft, you surely canât blame him đ
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Thighs. Do I even need to explain?
It just feels so comforting for him to just lay his head down on those after a long, stressful day.
Wear thigh highs and he has you either bend over on the nearest surface or pressed against a wall in a few seconds đ
He always makes sure to have one hand on one of your thighs whenever you guys are sitting next to each other đŠś
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Also an Ass guy. Cmon, itâs quite obvious, isnât it?
Heâs quite similar to Abby, when it comes to loving your ass. Both are basically nasty in their own ways, Iâd say.
He LIVES for Reverse Cowgirl. It gives him such a delicious view of your pretty ass đ
That mf also shamelessly watches your ass whenever he has the chance to do so. You could be walking to the bathroom and his eyes would be glued to your ass until youâre out of sight
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a/n: youre exposed to sex pollen in the field. 5k words⌠im sorryđ
The warehouse had been cleared by the time you arrivedâagents already sweeping for evidence, bodies already bagged, the sting of gunpowder still clinging to the humid air. You and Spencer were last to respond, mostly for paperwork and profiling, wrapping up what the rest of the team started. A simple cleanup, they said. Nothing dangerous.
No one had warned you about the broken vial in the corner. It was barely noticeableâjust a cracked glass container, its liquid contents long evaporated into the air. You barely remembered brushing past the table it had been resting on but the chemical team flagged it almost immediately. âUnidentified compound,â they said. âPossibly synthetic. Possibly hormonal.â
They didnât use the words sex pollen until they got the preliminary analysis back but the moment you heard the phrase, your stomach dropped. That shit never ended well in any field report. And by then, it was already too late.
âYouâll start feeling the effects within a few hours,â the hazmat technician told you, holding a clipboard and avoiding your eyes. âItâs uh⌠fast-acting. Intense. And it mimics extreme heat symptoms. Weâre required to isolate anyone exposed. Just until it wears off.â
âGreat,â you muttered. âSo I get to sit in quarantine while my body tries to fuck itself.â
Beside you, Spencer shifted uncomfortably.âSomeone will be assigned to supervise in case medical intervention is needed,â the tech added, flipping to the next page. âOr if symptoms become⌠unmanageable.â You didnât ask what that meant.
You expected to be sent to some sterile room in Quantico. Instead, Spencer offered his apartment. Hotly. Quickly. The moment the idea was brought up, his hand was already half-raised and his voice had that eager, slightly-too-fast edge to it.
âI can do it,â he said. âWeâre coworkers. I meanâweâre close. I know her. Itâs better than sticking her in a glass box with strangers, right?â
You had no argument for that. Just heat blooming in your chest as you glanced at himâsoft curls, worried eyes, fingers twitching by his side. They agreed. No one questioned it.
Youâd been at his apartment for three hours. Three. The early onset effects were supposed to have hit by now. And sure, maybe your skin felt a little too warm under your shirt. Maybe youâd showered longer than usual, just to stand under something cool. But you didnât feel crazy. Not like the stories went. No desperate writhing, no begging for touch, no burning arousal that left you breathless. You just felt⌠irritated. Restless.
Horny in a way that wasnât quite urgent but definitely persistent. Like a low hum beneath your skin. A knot that wouldnât untangle.
âI feel fine,â you said, for the third time. âYou donât need to babysit me, Spencer.â
From his kitchen, he raised a brow. âYouâre quarantined for a reason.â
You flopped back onto his couch, groaning. âI could be home, in my own bed. But instead iâm rotting away in your living room.
âYouâre not rotting.â
âYou donât know that.â
He leaned on the counter, glass of water in one hand, hair pushed back from his forehead. There was something almost amused about the way he looked at youâlike he knew better but was letting you burn yourself out. âDo you want anything to eat?â
âUnless itâs a cure for vague, medically induced horniness, Iâm not hungry.â
That earned a real smile. The faintest quirk at the edge of his lips. He set the glass down and crossed the room, arms folding in front of him, his frame tall and lean and calm as ever.
âYouâre going to feel worse before it gets better,â he said gently. âThe symptoms build.â
âAnd you are not helping,â you mumbled, thighs shifting where you sat.
He tilted his head. âHow am I not helping?â
âYour voice is annoying,â you lied.
Spencerâs brows ticked up slightly. âThatâs new.â
âEverything you say makes it worse.â
A beat passed. The air shifted. His mouth parted like he was going to speakâbut he didnât. Just studied you for a second. The flush rising in your cheeks. The way your arms crossed too tightly over your chest. And your thighsâpressing together. Trying to ease the ache building between them. The knot that was already tightening.
âYouâre annoying,â you muttered, avoiding his eyes.
Spencerâs smile twitched again.
âIâm not the one clenching my legs together every time I talk.â
You glared. âFuck you.â
His voice dipped an octave. âThat might actually help.â
Your breath hitched. His expression stayed soft, almost unreadableâbut there was something behind it. Something careful. Curious. Watching you like a scientist, like a profiler, like a man trying to read something far more dangerous than a casefile.
âIâm kidding,â he said after a moment. âMostly.â
âYouâre such a dick.â
Spencer walked back to the kitchen but not before throwing one last look over his shoulderâsharp and deliberate. You could still feel it after he turned away. You shifted again on the couch. Your shirt clung to your skin. Everything tingled. Maybe you werenât fine after all.
You wanted to pace the apartment like a caged animal, restless in a way that doesnât feel like arousalâbut it is. Itâs in your skin, your breath, your nerves. Itâs in how warm the couch feels under your thighs, how every fabric that brushes your body feels like too much and not enough all at once. Youâre not squirming, not really. But your hips shift a lot. And Spencer sees it.
âYou okay?â he asks again. Heâs in the armchair across from you, nursing a tea he hasnât taken a sip from in twenty minutes.
âIâm fine,â you bite back, the words sharpânot at him, not really. Youâre just uncomfortable. Hot. Frustrated.
He watches you with that too-big brain of his, eyes sweeping your body like heâs reading symptoms off your skin. Youâve shed your jacket. Then your socks. You sat in a tank top. Now youâre curled into the corner of his couch, arms crossed under your chest, thighs clenched tight like a pressure valve.
You know he notices. Of course he does. You catch the flicker of his gaze down your bodyâquick, cautious, reverent. And when your hips shift again, slow and subtle against the cushion, you see him swallow.
âItâs warm in here,â you mumble, mostly to yourself, rubbing your palms down the sides of your thighs like itâll help. âI feel⌠itchy. My skinâs buzzing.â
Spencer nods, slow. âThat lines up with the early stages of arousal-inducing pheromone exposure. Symptoms are typically mild at firstââ
âI know what the report said,â you interrupt, huffing a breath. âI was there. I read it. Twice.â
He doesnât take it personally. âJust making sure you remember.â
You throw your head back with a groan, eyes squeezing shut. âI remember. I also remember it saying the effects can be psychosomatic, which means this might all be in my head. Which means you donât have to babysit me like Iâm gonna spontaneously combust.â
âNo,â he says, firmer than before. âThatâs not what psychosomatic means and youâre not leaving.â
You blink at him. âSeriously?â
âYes. Youâre not driving in this condition and we donât know how your symptoms will progress. Iâm not risking you being alone.â
Thereâs something final in the way he says it. Something that makes your stomach twist and not in a bad way. You press your thighs together tighter, annoyed by how easily that helps.
ââŚYour voice is different,â you murmur, surprised by the words as they come out. âWhen you talk like that.â
Spencer blinks. âLike what?â
âLike youâre in charge.â
He shifts in his seat. âIâm not trying to be in charge.â
âI didnât say it was a bad thing,â you murmur, mouth dry. âI just said itâs different.â
Your heart thumps once, hard. You see the flicker in his jaw when you look at him againâhis leg bouncing, his knuckles pale around his mug. Heâs trying to be good. So good. But youâve worked with him long enough to know the signs of when heâs not entirely in control of himself. And this is starting to look like that.
You lean your head back against the cushion and sigh through your teeth. âGod, I feel like Iâve had five espressos and a daydream I canât stop.â
âThat⌠might actually be one of the effects,â he says, tugging at his collar.
âOh my God, stop talking like a doctor Spencer.â
He shuts up. A beat passes. Then another. His eyes flicker toward you. You watch him over the edge of your arm.
ââŚSorry,â you say, a little sheepish. âIâm justâI donât know. I feel weird. And your voice is not helping.â
Spencerâs brows knit. âI am a doctor. And⌠my voice?â
âItâs justâitâs like everything you do feels hotter right now and I donât know if thatâs you or me or the pollen or what butââ You cut yourself off. âI think Iâm going insane.â
His eyes stay locked on yours. You can see the moment something shifts in him.ââŚYou pressed your thighs together when I told you no,â he says, so quietly it almost doesnât register. âDidnât think I noticed.â
Your lips part. You hadnât expected him to say that. You hadnât expected him to notice that, not out loud. And now itâs hanging there in the air like an admission. The tension between you thickens like syrup. And suddenly you realize youâve stopped breathing. âI didnât mean to,â you say.
Spencer hums, something low in his throat. He sets his mug down, eyes on you like youâre something fragile and glowing. âI donât think you meant to feel like this either,â he murmurs. And you donât know if he means aroused or frustrated or aching but heâs right. And itâs getting worse.
âYouâre not touching yourself, are you?â he asks, a little hoarse now. âThatâs what they said not to do. Until the effects pass.
Your whole body burns. âNo,â you whisper.
âBut you want to.â He says it like a statement. A soft, knowing one. Like he already has you figured out and doesnât need you to say it.
Your voice comes out thin and barely audible: âYeah.â
Another beat. Then quietly, almost tenderâ âDonât.â
Your body shivers. Heâs not even touching you and you can feel him. The weight of his voice. The way heâs watching you. The way your hips shift again, slower this time, like gravity is pulling you toward something.
âSpenceâŚâ
âDonât,â he repeats, softer. âNot yet.â
Your thighs clench again. You canât stop. Every word he says sinks straight into you. And you donât even realize your nails are digging into the couch cushions until his eyes dip down to your hands.
âYouâre not okay,â he says. âYou just think you are.â
âIâm fine,â you whisper. Your voice breaks on it. You last all of five minutes.
Five minutes of shifting on the couch, of pressing your thighs together so tight they ache. Five minutes of trying to breathe normally, trying to ignore the slow, electric hum beneath your skin. Five minutes of Spencer watching you like heâs memorizing every twitch of discomfort, every unconscious move you make to relieve the pressure building between your legs. Itâs unbearable. And itâs only getting worse.
âI need to go to the bathroom,â you blurt out, standing too fast.
Spencer raises a brow. He doesnât argue but you can feel his eyes on your back as you walk awayâfast, too fast. You donât even turn on the water. Just lock the door, shove your pants down, and sit on the closed toilet lid with your head thrown back and your hand already between your legs.
Youâre soaked. And itâs instant, the relief of pressure from finally touching yourselfâbut itâs not enough. Not even close. You rub slow and firm circles, breath catching, hips rocking with every pulse of heat that crashes over you. Your thighs shake. Your toes curl against the floor. You bite your lip to stay quiet but it only makes it worse. You try to speed up, fingers moving faster, sloppier. But no matter how close you get, it wonât happen.
Your breath is a mess. Your body is screaming for something it canât reach, and it hits you: the report warned about this. That once the arousal sets in, your brain stops registering solo touch the same way. That you need external stimulation to reset the chemical overload.
And youâre not alone in the apartment. You donât know youâre moaning until you hear it echo against the tile. And then you hear him on the other side of the door.
âAre you okay?â
Your heart stutters. âIâmâfuck. Iâm fine.â The silence after that is so loud, you think maybe heâs walked away.
âYouâre not fine.â
Your breath stutters again. âSpencerââ
âI can hear you.â
Shame burns hot across your face but your hand doesnât stop moving. It canât.
âYou said you were fine but I know you arenât,â he murmurs through the door.
âIâm sorry,â you say weakly.
âIâm not mad,â he says gently. âBut I think youâre past the point of pretending you can do this alone.â
You donât respond. Not with words. Your legs are trembling, your hand still moving between them but you already know itâs not going to work. Youâre panting like you just ran a mile, back arching off the seatâand still nothing.
Another knock. Softer. âI can help,â Spencer says, voice low.
You should say no. You should tell him itâs the pollen talking. You should warn him that once this starts, it wonât stop. You want to tell him that itâll ruin everything between you. But your handâs already reaching for the lock.
You barely get your pants all the way back up when Spencer gently pushes the bathroom door open, his gaze dark and steady. You try to pull your sweater down over your thighs like itâll hide anythingâbut itâs useless. He saw you. Heard you. And he knows.
âCâmere,â he murmurs, voice lower than youâve ever heard it, fingers curling lightly around your wrist. You donât even hesitateâyou let him lead you out, your heart hammering against your ribs, your body so wound up it almost hurts.
Spencer leads you through the hallway, the short walk to his bedroom feeling longer than any distance youâve ever traveled. His hand stays on you the whole time, thumb stroking slow circles against your wrist, soothing and claiming all at once. The bedroom door clicks shut behind you and then thereâs nothing separating you from him. No reason to pretend, no rules, no shame. Just the gnawing, burning need.
Spencer tugs you toward him until your chest brushes his. His hands settle lightly on your hips, the heat of them sinking through the thin fabric of your clothes. His forehead drops to yours, breathing you in. âBeen wanting to touch you all night,â he murmurs, his voice fraying at the edges. âYou know that? Sat there watching you squirm, pretending youâre fineââ His hands trail down your sides until his fingers find the hem of your pants again. ââwhen youâre really falling apart.â
You let out a shaky exhale, grabbing at his shirt like itâs the only thing keeping you standing. Your skin feels hot and tight, hypersensitive, desperate for something to soothe the ache. âI canâtâI canât think straight,â you breathe out, pressing closer.
âI know.â He ducks his head to kiss along your jawline, slow and savoring like heâs tasting something heâs been denying himself for far too long. âYouâre burning up. Need me to take care of you, huh?â
âYesââ it leaves you before you can even think, a desperate little whine slipping from your lips. Your hips buck forward slightly, brushing against the hardness tenting his pants and the soft groan it pulls from him makes your knees go weak.
âYouâre so wet already, arenât you?â he whispers, one hand slipping between your bodies to cup you through your pants. The pressure makes you gasp, you press into his hand shamelessly. He chuckles low in his throat, all fond and wrecked at the same time. âFuck, youâre dripping through your clothes.â You whimper, face going red. The humiliation burns but itâs nothing compared to the need clawing at you. Spencer gently nudges your chin up until youâre looking at him. His thumb traces your lower lip, slow and careful. âYou gonna let me help you, baby?â You nod, already too wrecked to form words.
âThatâs not good enough,â he breathes and suddenly youâre shoved back onto the bed, Spencer following you down until heâs hovering over you. âSay it. Tell me you need me.â
You squeeze your thighs together, your whole body pulsing with need. âI need you, Spencer. Please.â He grins and itâs all teeth and something dangerous glinting behind his eyes. Hungry and desperate to make you feel as good as he knows you deserve. âThatâs my girl,â he mutters, hooking his fingers into the waistband of your pants and dragging them down your thighs slow enough to make you whine. âFuck, youâre gorgeous. Could spend hours between your legsâŚâ His voice is nearly trembling with restraint, his hands splaying over your bare thighs like heâs grounding himself.
Once your pants and panties are gone, he spreads your legs open and just looks for a moment. âSo fucking pretty.â His fingers ghost over your inner thighs, making you twitch and squirm. âLook how messy you are for me already. Been suffering all by yourself, havenât you?â You nod again, hips jerking up slightly in search of more.
âIâll take care of you,â he promises, leaning down to kiss just above your mound, maddeningly close but not close enough. âIâm gonna make you feel so good you wonât even remember your own name.â You whimper again, bucking your hips in a silent plea. Fianlly Spencer drags his tongue up your slit, slow and deliberate. You cry out, hands flying to his hair.
âSo sensitive,â he murmurs against you, pressing a kiss to your clit that makes you jolt. âGonna have you coming so many times youâll forget how to say no.â You mewl, tugging at his hair and he chuckles breathlessly, wrapping his arms around your thighs to pin you down. âNo running away,â he teases, voice warm and wrecked. He flattens his tongue against you again, licking a thick stripe up your cunt before swirling around your clit with infuriating precision. Your thighs tremble in his grip, your whole body arching off the bed.
âYou taste so fucking sweet,â he mutters between licks. âCould get drunk off you.â You canât even form coherent words anymoreâjust high, broken moans spilling out of you as he eats you like heâs starving as if youâre the only thing that could ever satisfy him. And god, you want it to last forever. Your hands fist in his hair, your hips grind against his mouth. He lets youâlets you use him, lets you fuck yourself on his tongue like itâs the only thing keeping you alive.
âYouâre so good,â he murmurs against you, the vibration making your whole body shudder. Youâre right there, right on the edge when he slips a finger inside you. He moves perfectly to hit that sweet spot that makes your whole body lock up. You moan his name, head tossing back against the pillows and Spencer just smiles against you, like heâs exactly where heâs meant to be.
Youâre right there, teetering on the edge. Your thighs quivering around Spencerâs headâ when he suddenly pulls back. A broken whine tears from your throat, hips chasing him instinctively but he just chuckles. He wipes his mouth with the back of his hand. His fingers tighten around your thighs to hold you down.
âNot like this,â he pants with desperate eyes. âWanna feel you come around my cock.â You barely manage a whimper of protest, your whole body screaming for release but then heâs shushing you, climbing up over you, nosing along your jaw. His hips grinding into yours and making you feel the thick, hard length of him through his sweats. âYou can wait a little longer, canât you, baby?â he murmurs, voice all syrup and sin. âGonna make it so fucking good for you. Promise.â
You nod frantically, your hands sliding under his shirt. Youâre clawing at the warm, solid planes of his stomach. Anything to get him closer, to get him inside you. âPlease Spencer,â you gasp, wrapping your legs around his waist like you could pull him in yourself. âI need youâneed you so bad.â His breath shudders against your ear as he ruts against you as if heâs barely holding himself back.
âFuckââ he groans, dragging his pants down just enough to free his cock, hot and heavy and leaking against your bare thigh. âYou have no idea what you do to me. Gonna fill you up so goodâŚyouâll forget anything else ever existed.âHe lines himself up, the thick head of his cock sliding through your soaked foldsâand itâs already almost too much, the anticipation, the need.
âYou ready?â he rasps, his voice trembling with restraint.
âGod, yes,â you sob, lifting your hips into him. Spencer smirks and starts pushing inside, slow and deep. Splitting you open perfectly as everything else disappears.
You barely have time to breathe before heâs moving, his palms hot and firm around your waist as he lifts you and nudges your hips back, steering you further up the bed like youâre something breakableâprecious, even now. Even with the way both of you are trembling to touch, to fuck, to feel. Spencerâs lips brush against your ear as he leans over you and the heat of his breath sends a shudder tearing through your body.
âSo tight,â he mutters roughly. His voice nearly unrecognizable, caught between a growl and a plea. âSo perfect.â You can only nod, throat too dry to speakâ heart pounding a riot against your ribs. You feel him shift behind you, the rustle of his own clothes joining yours in the scattered mess on the floor. You whimper and it makes him groan under his breath. You can feel the way heâs struggling to keep it together, the way his cock twitches inside of you, pulsing with need.
âPlease,â you manage and Spencer rewards you by speeding up.
âSo wet for me,â he murmurs, like he canât help but marvel at it. He leans down, mouth grazing your neck. Itâs just above the frantic beat of your pulse. âFuckâ you need this, donât you?â You nod frantically, back arching. Youâre chasing the barest hint of him.
âI do,â you whine. Voice breaking with each thrust. âNeed thisâ need you.âYour fingers clutch at the sheets, at anything you can grab as he fills you, thick and heavy and stretching you so perfectly you think you might actually cry. Spencer lets out low, guttural sounds. Heâs burying his face against your shoulder as he seats himself fully inside you.
âFuck,â he hisses, voice cracking. âIt fits so goodâ made for me.â He pulls out slowly and the drag of him inside you rips a broken gasp from your throat. When he thrusts back in harder, it knocks the air right out of your lungs. Your body jolts, pleasure burning through you so hot and fast that your knees nearly buckle. He moving in long, grinding strokes. Heâs dragging the thick head of his cock against every sensitive spot inside you. Just fast enough. Cruel, almost. Intentional. Controlled.
Every thrust is a brand, a mark heâs stamping deep into your body. âGod, look at you,â Spencer pants against your ear. One hand slides down to press against your stomach, feeling the way he moves inside you. âTaking me so good. You can see it.â
You choke on a whine, barely able to form words. âY-yeah. Youâre so big. I needââ
âI know what you need,â he cuts you off, hips snapping a little harder, drawing a sharp cry from your lips. âYou need me to fuck you until you canât think about anything except how full you are. Hmm?â You nod desperately, hands gripping at him, at yourself, at the bed. Anything you can grab. Your whole body feels raw, wired so tight you think you might snap apart at the seams.
Spencerâs rhythm grows rougher, deeper, the slap of skin on skin filling the air along with the filthy sounds youâre both makingâpanting, moaning, gasping each otherâs names like prayers. And through it all, Spencer keeps talking.
âWanted you like this for so long,â he groans, voice wrecked. His hands are everywhere nowâyour hips, your waist, your shouldersâlike he canât touch enough of you at once. âDreamed about it. Fucking you. Making you feel good.â
Youâre barely holding on, your entire body trembling with the effort of staying right on that edge, right where heâs keeping you. When he pulls you up slightly, forcing your chest against his, itâs almost too much. One hand holds you upâ the other finding your throat, squeezing softly.
âYouâre gonna come when I tell you,â he breathes against your temple. âOkay?âYou moan, youâre thrumming with need. Thereâs sweat slicking your skin. His hand slips from your neck inbetween your thighs, fingers teasing and circling just above where you need him most but not touching, not giving you that last push.
Spencer keeps fucking into you, deep and slow and deliberate. Grinding his hips in just the right way to make you sob. âYou feel good?â he murmurs. âYouâre dripping all over me. Making a mess.â You canât think anymore. Can barely breathe. Youâre nothing but sensation, tethered only by the sound of his voice, the relentless rhythm of his body inside yours. But stillâyou donât come. Because Spencer hasnât told you to. You want to be good for him. You want to give him everything. Even if it kills you.
Spencerâs thrusts start to falterâstill deep, still good but messier now, losing that iron control heâd fought so hard to keep. His breath is ragged against your ear, every exhale a soft, desperate whimper that shoots straight through your blood.
âSpence,â you whisper, reaching back to touch his hip. Youâre trying to steady him, to soothe him. âLet meâ let me ride you.â He groans, low and broken like just the idea of it shatters whatever composure he had left.
âPlease,â he rasps, nodding frantically, barely able to get the word out. âOkayâ yes.â Itâs clumsy, the two of you scrambling to reposition but it doesnât matter. Nothing matters except getting closer, closer, closer. You straddle his lap, legs shaky from how much heâs already wrecked you but the second you sink down onto him againâGod, heâs so deepâeverything else fades away. Spencerâs head falls back against the mattress, a choked moan ripping from his throat. His hands find your thighs, clutching hard enough to bruiseâ like heâs afraid youâll disappear.
You move slowly at first, savoring the stretch, the way he fills you so completely. The way his mouth falls open, eyes glassy and wide and so fucking gone beneath you. âFuck, youâre perfect,â he babbles, hips jerking up instinctively to meet your movements. âSo tight, so good, youâre gonna make me come. I canâtââ
âYou can,â your hands braced on his chest, feeling the frantic hammer of his heart under your palms. âYouâre so deep.â And he whimpers. Actually whimpers, high and broken, thrusting up into you helplessly as you start to ride him harder. You roll your hips, grinding down just right and he loses it.
âOh, fuckâ gonna breed you.â The words tumble out of him in a stream of gasped, pleading sounds, almojst incoherent. His fingers dig into your thighs, dragging you down harder onto him. Trying to chase the friction, the heat. His pretty mouth falls open, desperate sounds spilling out with every thrust. Grunts and moans.
âTaking me so good,â he babbles. âSo fucking pretty like this. So wetâfeel so good around meââ You speed up, hips snapping faster. Riding him hard now, and youâre both falling apart. Spencerâs cock pulsing inside you so thick and hot you can feel him twitching already, right on the edge.
âYouâ ahâ so good.â you pant, leaning down so your lips brush his jaw, your words a filthy little tease. âGonna fill me up, Spence?â He gasps, the sound so wrecked it barely sounds human and his hands claw at your hips, yanking you down harder as he bucks up into you wildly now, rhythm lost completely.
âPlease,â he groans, high and broken. âYesâ filling you all the way up.â
You nod, whispering, âI want it. Need it.â Thatâs all it takes. Spencer cries out desperately, jerking up into you for a few last times as he finally lets go. You feel itâthe heat flooding inside you, the way he throbs and twitches with every pulse of pleasure. You ride him through itâ triggering your own orgasm. Itâs loud and messy. Youâre slowing your movements just enough to make it last, to draw every last drop.
Spencerâs hands are digging where they hold you. His hips stutter weakly, his chest heaving like heâs been running for miles. When you finally collapse against his chest, both of you boneless and shaking and soaked in sweatâ itâs like the entire world narrows to just thisâhis heartbeat pounding against your cheek, the wrecked little sounds heâs still making under his breath, the way his arms tighten around you like he canât stand to let you go.
Neither of you speaks for a long moment. Just breathing. Just existing. Finally, Spencerâs hand lifts, trembling slightly, to run through your hair. âHoly shit,â he whispers hoarsely. His voice is wrecked, thin and scratchy like heâs been screaming for hours. âIâI think I saw God.â You huff a weak, breathless laugh against his skin.
âGood,â you whisper back. His arms wrap tighter around you, pulling you impossibly closer. And for the first time since this whole night startedâyou feel something other than desperation.
âAre you okay?â he asks, shifting enough to pull himself out of youâ letting your guysâ mess to spill out all over him. You nod against him and he presses his chin to your forehead, breathing you in like he needs it. âYouâre shaking,â he murmurs after a second, thumb brushing the side of your thigh.
âSo are you,â you say, your voice soft.
He gives a weak, breathless laughâa little hoarse thing that barely escapes his throatâand shifts you carefully off his lap, laying you back against the pillows. His hands never leave you. He tugs the comforter up over your bodies, his fingers smoothing the edges near your shoulders, almost absentmindedly like heâs on autopilot. Like he needs to be touching you, even if itâs just fixing the blanket.
He leans in, his nose brushing your temple. âYou did so good,â he says quietly, almost a whisper. âYou feel so good.â
You blink up at him, heart stuttering stupidly hard against your ribs. âYou do,â you whisper back. Spencerâs mouth quirks into the faintest, most exhausted little smirk and for a second he just looks at you like heâs seeing you for the first time. Like he canât quite believe youâre real. You reach for his hand under the blanket, threading your fingers through his. He lets out a soft, broken sound at thatâalmost like a whimperâand squeezes your hand tight, clutching it to his chest.
Neither of you says anything else. You donât have to. He stays curled around you like that, close and warm and steady, until your heartbeat slows and your breath evens out. And even then, he doesnât let go.
I need some people to understand that I will absolutely ship two characters who would absolutely never get together in canon simply because I want to. No I donât think theyâre canon nor will I look for subtext that they like each other. In fact, I donât even want them to be canon. I just like the art and fanfiction man. Like their shippers low-key got something fire going on and I wanna be a part of that. It really isnât that deep.