I don't know where I'm going but I'm on my way.

Kerry Day-Bonham | Former Rocker | Current Consulor | Estranged Father of Three

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Marcus rolled over on his bed, searching for Ori but she had already left for the morning and instead found Kerry staring down at him. “Go away.” He pulled the sheets over his head, it was still dark out and the demon spotted his alarm saying 5:00am. “Go do yoga on your own.” He groaned out. @kerryxday​

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“Good morning, sunshine.” Running a fingertip over the rim of Marcus’ ear  before the sheets were promptly pulled over the demon’s head. Kerry was undoubtedly a morning person. He had been up before Ori, awake to kiss her goodbye and start a pot of coffee while Marcus slept. But time was a wastin! “C’mon man, where’s the fun in that? We got the whole place to ourselves and you wanna sleep the day away?” he walked his fingers over Marcus’ bicep.

“Bet if I told you you were gonna take a shower with me after you’d get up then, horny bastard.”

When that didn’t get a response Kerry pulled the sheets down, nuzzling into Marcus’ neck, “Marcusss...” then nipping at the man’s ear, like a whining puppy, “Ori said for you to be nice to me before she left. Scout’s honor.”

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The demon held on to Kerry’s hand as they browsed through Sensations.  New Year’s Eve was getting ever closer and Ori wanted his help in picking out a new bit of lingerie for Marcus.  Of course the phoenix would get to enjoy it plenty too, but her husband got first dibs on the anniversary of their engagement.  It was only fair. 

She picked up a black mesh onesie with leather straps that went around the torso and under the breasts and held it up against her petite frame.  “How about this one?” she looked down and then back up to Kerry with a playful smile.

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It felt... really nice to hold someone’s hand again. He had forgotten, it’d been so long.

His thumb gingerly ran against Ori’s knuckles, suddenly impulsed to lift her hand to his lips, leaving a gentle kiss there. Reluctantly, he let her pull away to pull something off the rack.

“Have mercy.” He took a moment to look her over, pretending to really consider the piece, “...I think you look beautiful in anything.” Or nothing. “But you know me. I like the leather. Maybe some things never change.” He was going to buy whatever it was she picked out for her, he had decided when she asked him to accompany her to the store, “I think Marcus will like it too. He’s a smart man.”

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What are your hopes for your son?

“...Magic. Safety. Security... A life filled with music and love and things that make you feel whole and healed. That’s my hope for all my kids.

For Connor, specifically? He’s my oldest son, and I think he’s real hard on himself. I think he has this idea of what he should be like and I... I hope more than anything he’ll give himself permission to just be... Him. I have... a lotta regrets. Now, I can’t go back and time and I do want him to make his own mistakes and learn from them because that’s how we grow but what I’m sayin’ is: He doesn’t have to be me, or his mother, or anyone else. I want Connor to be Connor. I lost a lot of time by tryin’ to be somethin’ I wasn’t.

Anyway, I’ll stop blabbing on. I just hope he finds true happiness. Whatever that means for him. He deserves that.”

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// except with Marcus. Kerry will fight with @nctgold

all day.

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Keanu Reeves | GQ Magazine 2019

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Marcus adjusted the wig once more in the bathroom mirror while he waited for Kerry to finish up whatever he was doing. “Will you finish peeing already? we’re missing it.” The demon was just tempted to go over and pull the stall door open but he didn’t, instead, he just leaned against the sinks. When the phoenix finally appeared, he laughed. “The mustache is still the best part.” @kerryxday​

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“Would you hold the fuck on, man! Gimme a sec!” He whined. For your information Marcus, Kerry wasn’t actually even using the bathroom, thank you very much.

Still when he pushed through the stall he washed his hands anyway, “I was signin’ us into the guest book. It’s a delicate process... -- And before you say anything, smart ass, here me out: bathroom graffiti is done for neither critical acclaim nor financial gain. As such, it is the purest form of art and I won’t have you disrespecting it.” He glanced over his shoulder as he grabbed a paper towel, “I can’t tell if you’re making fun of me or not. I think the stache is sexy. Ori likes the stache.” He tossed the paper towel into the bin, giving Marcus’ ass a generous slap on his way past, “Your ass looks great by the way. Alright, I’m ready if you are.”

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Ori took a bite of her toffee apple, relishing the sweetness, before she lifted it up to Kerry’s lips for him to take the next bite.  Marcus wasn’t particularly fond of sugar, so the demoness chose her other companion to share the treat with.  “We have quite a bit of time until the party,” she said after swallowing her bit of apple.  “What would you like to do until then Kerry?”

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He brushed the blond hair away and out of her face as she took a bite from the apple. “Do we? You’ve been keeping me all distracted. Time flies.” He took a bite when the apple was offered, “That’s up to you baby-doll. We probably shouldn’t keep your husband waiting much longer though. I won’t hear the end of it if I kept you out later than I said I would.”

A fond smirk, “...Or I could we could fuck around more and Marcus’ wrath can be a future-Kerry problem...”

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Connor arched an eyebrow at his dad when they met up at festival, his eyes narrowing at the marks on his neck. “Is there something you wanna tell me, Dad?” he asked, nearly teasing. It wasn’t like he didn’t approve of his father seeing people, but he’d rather not actually think about it. Then again, he wanted to have an actual relationship with him, so here he was, trying and maybe being a little awkward about it. “You wanna like, borrow a scarf or something?” He grinned a bit. 

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Kerry was excited that Connor wanted to hang out with his old man. The party wasn’t until later that evening so they had some time to walk around the fair and catch up. The phoenix didn’t know, maybe he was expecting a greeting more along the lines of ‘Hey, pop! How’s it goin!?’ or ‘Wow Dad it’s great to see ya!’ but he’d take being scolded by his 24-year-old. That was fair.

“Somethin’ I wanna tell you about...” He paused, hand raising to his neck, “...Oh. -- Oh! Is there..?” He reached into his phone, taking a very dad amount of time to let his glasses slip off the top of his head and to the bridge of his nose before opening his camera to glance at his neck. “Shit. Marcus really got me, didn’t he?” Or was this Ori? Or both? “Sorry, kiddo. I didn’t even realize. -- I’m allowed to have my fun now and then, aren’t I? Just because I’m old doesn’t mean I don’t still got it, man. I mean I can tell you if that’s what you want, C-man. But if I spill the beans then you gotta too. That’s  only fair. You’re an adult and all, I don’t wanna be all in your business but I’d love to hear about your friends.” He folded his glasses and slid them into his breast pocket, 

“-- And I’ll wear a scarf if you want me to. Am I already embarrassing you? I just got here!”

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Kerry Halloween ‘20 Costume - George Harrison aka The Best Beatle, 1969 Rooftop Concert Look

ft. @nctgold as David Bowie and @orivelnias-arkwright as Debbie Harry

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reaperxnoah​:

“Oh. Sorry. You didn’t tell me,” Noah said, wondering if he shouldn’t have said all that so nonchalantly. “I guessed. I’m a reaper, so I know when people have died. You’ve died before, but you’re still alive, and not possessed, so that must mean you’re a phoenix. Sorry if you didn’t want me to know that. But now you know what I am, so I guess we’re even?” He hoped Kerry wouldn’t get upset with him about it. He looked down at the guitar in his hands, hesitating before holding it back out to Kerry. “Here’s your guitar back. I’ve thought about taking guitar lessons. The phe-guy who owns the record store in town teaches lessons. I always wanted to ask him, just an urge I had, but I haven’t set them up yet. I guess I was nervous. I didn’t want to be bad at it.”

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A pause, leaning back in his chair, taking a moment to process what he had just been told, “...That’s kinda heavy, brother.” But like most things, Kerry took the information somewhat in stride, “Nah, no need to apologize, saved us an awkward conversation later.” He patted Noah’s shoulder then took his guitar back, slinging it over his shoulder. It was a nice guitar but still not one of his absolute favorites. He didn’t often perform with an acoustic, and when he did it was most likely a custom Martin D18 or a Gibson Hummingbird if he was in the mood. This one was a Seagull Original. Maybe he’d used while recording an album he didn’t remember. And he had, like, two more that he used much more at home. Still, it probably sold for a pretty penny online.

“--Oh, you mean Myles? Hell yeah, Noah. Great kid. Real talented too. Go for it. I’ll even get you started...” Kerry just didn’t see the point in letting the guitar collect dust when Noah could use it so he handed it back to Noah, “Treat her well. And if you ever wanna sell her let me know, I’ll sign it for you. You’ll get more money for it that way. Anyway.” a salute.

“Thanks for the help, young blood. I know Myles, so I’ll know if you don’t go on and sign up for some lessons. I’ll nag you about it, that’s a promise.” 

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Marcus shrugged. “Am I? I’m just explaining where my sigils come from because I get asked so often and hear ‘ohhh cool tattoo’s’ all the time.” He rubbed the fresh one on his neck. 

The demon grinned at Kerry. “That’s why I’m fantastic at my job, because I’m unreadable.” He laughed at that as they walked away from the building, Marcus was fine to leave a comfortable silence between them, until he mentioned Ori. “Ask it.” He looked over at Kerry then laughed again. “Maybe I am. I know Ori would be fine with that, we never said that it’s a closed marriage after all.” 

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He watched the man run a hand over the sigil on his neck, “...So... you get those when you fuck anyone or..?” But his train of thought was interrupted by that look on the demon’s face. Marcus was also fantastic at getting a rise out of literally one of the most laid-back, unbothered people in town it seemed.

“You can’t answer maybe to a yes or no question, Marcus!” He grumbled, “That, basically, means yea, y’know? So why not just say yea, huh? What if I said: ‘hey, Mark, baby, how’s about I suck you dry’ would you answer maybe to that? I don’t want a ‘yea’ I want a ‘hell yea,’ motherfucker.” It was moments like these where Kerry’s rock & roll war flash backs flashed before his eyes. “-- Jesus. Sorry.” A deep inhale, then exhale. “You always get me all hyped up, man...”

He let his voice trail off, lifting his shades now to push back hair out of his face, “...Hold on...” glancing this way, then that... This wasn’t the route to get back to campus, “Where are we goin’?”

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KEANU REEVES in CYBERPUNK 2077 WHAT YOU’RE LOOKING FOR trailer.

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John Wick director Chad Stahelski recalling one of his first interactions with Keanu Reeves during production of The Matrix in 1999. 

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