The otherside.

missy. soccer.friends.family.az.18

[fcukk]

[ozei]

[scareone]

[prettystuff]

[lans-jpeg]

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[cornerbakerycafe]

[suspend]

[dollpoetry]

I crave touch, yet I flinch every time someone is close enough.

I have become rather fearful I suppose. 

(via

dollpoetry

)

Literally me.

(via demuresoul)

[ikwt]

[suspend]

[intreccio-di-profumi-deactivate]

[vanessasigillo]

[everyoneslame]

[adapto]

[saltydreams]

[kettelkamp]

A Bottled Mess

It's been a while since I have posted on here, and I can't help but hope I have grown tremendously since then. Tumblr was my escape, my go to, but also my messenger to others when I wasn't feeling up to personally discussing my feelings. Well, life is different now, but still exactly the same.

 I haven't talked dated anyone since him, and I'm starting to get scared that I am becoming too independent. I am too in control of my life, too focused on my future, and too okay with being alone. I'm scared that I have forgotten how to rely on another, how to trust, and how to let go. Who would have thought that there is such thing as being too independent? I'm ready to lean on someone, but I'm scared. I'm ready to open up again but the thought terrifies me. Yet I have so much on my plate that maybe being so alone is a blessing. I have time to focus on myself and the future ahead of me. Maybe that's why soccer and school is going so well right now, but am I really living?

[b-a-n-d-i-d-a]

[hxwlz]