Vent Account, Not Okay To RB

I frequently mention s**cide and s*lf h*rm so if any of that triggers you dont read. No, you cannot have my main or any other socials

[pollie-pockets]

Gen 1 my little pony transparents

[chubbymaryjane]

kiss his tummy u coward

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Its bitter bitter its all so bitter theres barely any sweet theres almost none it all hurts and all of the good it comes from blindness its all so awful and it makes me hate myself but i hate you more and i cant let it get to me i

[hidakka]

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I am a bad person

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The documentary we watched in psych reminded me of my friends from inpatient and i almost cried cause i genuinely miss them a lot, i hope theyre all doing well

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I should not have been discharged

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Was hospitalized monday the 7th and just got out today

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I am literally one bad shift away from killing myself i say this sincerely

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Hey guess what

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i have the hiccups really bad

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I cant feel my arms

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I am literally one bad shift away from killing myself i say this sincerely

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Depressive episode that ive been in since late September please fucking end or ill kms

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I need to tell doss that the only time i enjoyed having sex with them was when i pegged them, otherwise im mostly miserable lol

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i dont know where my mom keeps her gun here, ill have to go through her stuff i guess

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ive never cleaned my scissors and i use them for other things, im surprised i havent got an infection. maybe if i use my knife

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inside me there are 2 wolves, onw wants my body 2 rot away like a corpse and the other has an intense fear of people thinking im disgusting and dirty