Constantly talking isn't necessarily communicating

You can only trust a persons blog so much as to how they were feeling while they wrote it. My name is Khi Kuru- FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO KNOW ME IN PERSON AND FOLLOW MY TUMBLR. You are allowed to read my shit, but: * don’t speak of it to your friends or anywhere at all. * whatever’s on tumblr, stays on tumblr. * don’t ask me questions about who my posts are about. * don’t judge me from my posts. * don’t assume my posts are about you. * don’t assume my posts are towards a certain someone in particular. * in each post I make, I have my reasons that doesn’t concern you unless notified by ME. - Art is my passion, I am twenty years old, Lesbian and still trying to set my life up. I am currently going through hard times with my family, which may stem off allot of my personal posts. I have my ups and downs like every other human on this planet, life is short and I take that saying to the heart. Have any Questions? http://khikuru.tumblr.com/ask

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ashleythesupermodel:

Hi Herez a quiz to get to know me better ;)

Name: Ashley Dalton <3

Age: 14

Weight: 134

Height: 5 foot 6

Orientation: Straight <3 um not gay gays are ewwww! so if ur a boy message me***

Occupation: Im a pretty Super Model! Be jealous!

Tha names Ashley and I love to...

You guys are such a cute couple too, Kevin! >u<

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Uh. MIGHT POSSIBLY LEAVE THIS ONE FOR GOOD.

Profile on halt. ? Or you know. Forever. Anyway, what ever. Send me questions in my ask if you want to contact me some other way. Because yeah. I have another way.

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7096.) Every time I talk to you about it, you say you'll try, but you don't. You never try. You never will. It’s been going on for a while now, and I'm done. I don't want to feel this way, I don't deserve to feel this way. So maybe if I take a break, if we take a break, it'll all get better. And you'll see how it feels, and why you're so wrong.

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A message I recieved on my YouTube today.

"The LGBTQ is trash. Transgenders are TRASH. Theres alot of kids out there starving and its people like that who encourages them to starve. They make it seem like the parent didnt want to be there. Ok so the man donates sperm but you see these lesbian women encouraging the hunger . And these gay men going around trying to have a baby taking the baby away from the real parent but at lease the kid may know who the real parent is. Just face the music. Reality is man and women. " They didn't make any sense what so ever- Is this really what parents like to see in their children? They don't have a legit reason to dislike something so they have to delude themselves into making up this fantasy realm of hate? Sad part is I'm sure this kid believed every word he wrote to me.

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Okay, I admit. I've been such a fucken downer this past week.

But right now. I feel so fucking great. I can't even explain it. I just opened my eyes and was suddenly overcome with how perfect everything was. [[Even though I'm a mess and I know it's not]] Please life. Make this feeling a recurring feeling.

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GUYS. WATCH. DO IT.

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This-Weekend-

 I'm at my friends again. All I knew was that I didn't want to stay home, in fact I jumped at the chance to leave or do something this weekend other than staying at home and doing what I do every typical day... Agh. but after I got off the phone and thought about it... I didn't really want to. It was more like instinct--> "What? I get to get out of this house and feel apart of this world again?!" //insert metaphorical tail-wag here// I'm at that state though where I don't particularly want to do anything. I'm just kind of tired. Exhausted actually of human interaction at the moment. Allot of it is probably due to this head ache I've had for a week straight now. Go to bed with it, wake up with it. KINDA SORTA KILLS OUR MOOD AS THE DAYS GO BY, YA KNOW? So I ended up coming to my friends house anyway since she was already on her way when I had decided I'd rather stay in bed on my weekend off and tend to my head. Pft- Oh well- She has work this weekend so I'll still get plenty of lazy hours.

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Day 15 - Your favorite LGBT quote

I was planning on looking some up since I really have no clue. But I have a large head ache. So you know. Look it up for me or something, thanks. //just insert your favorites into my ask or reply to this with them//

sjkhj Day 1 - Your sexual orientation or gender identity. Be creative in your definition  Day 2 - Did you have any experiences as a child that might have foreshadowed your sexuality? Day 3 - How old were you when you knew? What was that like for you? Day 4 - The first person you came out to and that story Day 5 - Thoughts regarding inner turmoil about your sexuality; Did you have any? Did it escalate to self-injury or suicidal thoughts? Day 6 - Did you face any problems regarding religion? Day 7 - How your parents took it or how you think they might take it Day 8 - What do you think the closet or being closeted means to you? Day 9 - What do you think about LGBT Pride? Is it helpful or hurtful? Encouraged or unnecessary? Day 10 - What does marriage mean to you? Day 11 - Your favorite LGBT book (or one you’d like to read) Day 12 - Your favorite LGBT movie (or one you’d like to see) Day 13 - Your favorite LGBT role model/celebrity Day 14 - Your favorite LGBT song or artist Day 15 - Your favorite LGBT quote Day 16 - A picture from your first LGBT relationship or of your first LGBT crush Day 17 - Your first experience with an LGBT organization or event (Day of Silence, Pride, etc) Day 18 - Something about the LGBTQ community you don’t understand or have a question about Day 19 - Butch or Femme? Day 20 - Maureen or Joanne? (Or your favorite LGBTQ show or queer-positive show) Day 21 - Political LGBT issue that is closest to you or affects you most Day 22 - An LGBT image that makes you smile Day 23 - An LGBT image that makes you cry or makes you angry Day 24 - The stupidest argument/comment you’ve heard about gay people or an LGBT issue Day 25 - The LGBT slur you hate most or if you’ve taken back a slur and used it as a definition, ie queer or fag. Day 26 - Your favorite gay joke (we all need to laugh at ourselves) Day 27 - Your favorite LGBT blog/tumblr/site Day 28 - Write a letter to someone. It can be a coming out letter or a letter regarding how you hate their homophobia or whatnot. You don’t have to send it. Day 29 - SHOUT SOMETHING! IT CAN BE HAPPY AND ABOUT PRIDE OR ABOUT WHY YOU HATE HOMOPHOBIA! Day 30 - Anything LGBT you’d like to end this on :]

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http://tatulove.tumblr.com/

Why thank you Anon. <3

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Day 14 - Your favorite LGBT song or artist

SONG:  Karmina - The Kiss http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sl4uhCR-GHc

ARTIST: t.A.t.U http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MWMznheQxLg&feature=related

sjkhj Day 1 - Your sexual orientation or gender identity. Be creative in your definition  Day 2 - Did you have any experiences as a child that might have foreshadowed your sexuality? Day 3 - How old were you when you knew? What was that like for you? Day 4 - The first person you came out to and that story Day 5 - Thoughts regarding inner turmoil about your sexuality; Did you have any? Did it escalate to self-injury or suicidal thoughts? Day 6 - Did you face any problems regarding religion? Day 7 - How your parents took it or how you think they might take it Day 8 - What do you think the closet or being closeted means to you? Day 9 - What do you think about LGBT Pride? Is it helpful or hurtful? Encouraged or unnecessary? Day 10 - What does marriage mean to you? Day 11 - Your favorite LGBT book (or one you’d like to read) Day 12 - Your favorite LGBT movie (or one you’d like to see) Day 13 - Your favorite LGBT role model/celebrity Day 14 - Your favorite LGBT song or artist Day 15 - Your favorite LGBT quote Day 16 - A picture from your first LGBT relationship or of your first LGBT crush Day 17 - Your first experience with an LGBT organization or event (Day of Silence, Pride, etc) Day 18 - Something about the LGBTQ community you don’t understand or have a question about Day 19 - Butch or Femme? Day 20 - Maureen or Joanne? (Or your favorite LGBTQ show or queer-positive show) Day 21 - Political LGBT issue that is closest to you or affects you most Day 22 - An LGBT image that makes you smile Day 23 - An LGBT image that makes you cry or makes you angry Day 24 - The stupidest argument/comment you’ve heard about gay people or an LGBT issue Day 25 - The LGBT slur you hate most or if you’ve taken back a slur and used it as a definition, ie queer or fag. Day 26 - Your favorite gay joke (we all need to laugh at ourselves) Day 27 - Your favorite LGBT blog/tumblr/site Day 28 - Write a letter to someone. It can be a coming out letter or a letter regarding how you hate their homophobia or whatnot. You don’t have to send it. Day 29 - SHOUT SOMETHING! IT CAN BE HAPPY AND ABOUT PRIDE OR ABOUT WHY YOU HATE HOMOPHOBIA! Day 30 - Anything LGBT you’d like to end this on :]

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This.

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Day 13 - Your favorite LGBT role model/celebrity

 I'm actually not all that into Celebrities. As for a Role Model, I would have to say Raven on Youtube. I'm a pretty big fan of hers. Though I haven't spoken to her much. Link to Raven on YouTube- [[you can find links to her other accounts there]] http://www.youtube.com/user/antiquitydreams?blend=2&ob=4 sjkhj Day 1 - Your sexual orientation or gender identity. Be creative in your definition  Day 2 - Did you have any experiences as a child that might have foreshadowed your sexuality? Day 3 - How old were you when you knew? What was that like for you? Day 4 - The first person you came out to and that story Day 5 - Thoughts regarding inner turmoil about your sexuality; Did you have any? Did it escalate to self-injury or suicidal thoughts? Day 6 - Did you face any problems regarding religion? Day 7 - How your parents took it or how you think they might take it Day 8 - What do you think the closet or being closeted means to you? Day 9 - What do you think about LGBT Pride? Is it helpful or hurtful? Encouraged or unnecessary? Day 10 - What does marriage mean to you? Day 11 - Your favorite LGBT book (or one you’d like to read) Day 12 - Your favorite LGBT movie (or one you’d like to see) Day 13 - Your favorite LGBT role model/celebrity Day 14 - Your favorite LGBT song or artist Day 15 - Your favorite LGBT quote Day 16 - A picture from your first LGBT relationship or of your first LGBT crush Day 17 - Your first experience with an LGBT organization or event (Day of Silence, Pride, etc) Day 18 - Something about the LGBTQ community you don’t understand or have a question about Day 19 - Butch or Femme? Day 20 - Maureen or Joanne? (Or your favorite LGBTQ show or queer-positive show) Day 21 - Political LGBT issue that is closest to you or affects you most Day 22 - An LGBT image that makes you smile Day 23 - An LGBT image that makes you cry or makes you angry Day 24 - The stupidest argument/comment you’ve heard about gay people or an LGBT issue Day 25 - The LGBT slur you hate most or if you’ve taken back a slur and used it as a definition, ie queer or fag. Day 26 - Your favorite gay joke (we all need to laugh at ourselves) Day 27 - Your favorite LGBT blog/tumblr/site Day 28 - Write a letter to someone. It can be a coming out letter or a letter regarding how you hate their homophobia or whatnot. You don’t have to send it. Day 29 - SHOUT SOMETHING! IT CAN BE HAPPY AND ABOUT PRIDE OR ABOUT WHY YOU HATE HOMOPHOBIA! Day 30 - Anything LGBT you’d like to end this on :]

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Makes me miss my webcaming daysssss.