" - my darling, I don's smoke. But the thought of watching exhaled vapor linger in the cold air, being thought deep in my mind, pleases me terribly, so may I, borrow your addiction, and observe while you smoke your favorite Marlboro on the balcony in our shared apartment, perhaps, laying on your lap, I just want to be close, to drown in that bitter peacefulness, if you let me, my dear ?"














