beyond the dictionary of this world

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In ♥️ with the person.. life is gorgeous.. https://www.instagram.com/p/BowOXFnAVK6XOB3w5SIDflVAAgZIzt77y-16Wk0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=fto3u7406n5f

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#hustlehardstayhumble #officelife (at Jaipur)

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#chocolate #goodsalad #instahappy

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#bawselife #tumblrgirls #goodtimes #lunchdate ... a day to remember.. #loveyou .. Alws get me in a way that hits pretty hard enough to bring me back on surface. #mentor..more like a ...frnsis..i dont know if such term exist bt it got the existence now. time shud stop so tht i can talk enough whn u r around. The tiktok of heels alws sound good. (at Cafe Bae)

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#alwaysworking #hustlehard #office_time (at Jaipur)

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I must learn to love the fool in me-the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes, and loses often, lacks self control, loves & hates, hurts & get hurt. I'm slowly slowly leading to this life where I'll be the sole owner of my constellations.

[amortizing]

I can accept failure, everyone fails at something. But I can’t accept not trying.

Michael Jordan (via amortizing)

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#winters #messingaround

[discoverment]

i swear my soul has aged for like an entire century since i finished high school i literally feel like theres an old granny living inside of me who just wants warm beverages and understanding from family while spending her days tucked away in bed

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True n cold as winter 😑😑

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Perhaps you’ve found yourself in this loop: if you say “no,” you feel guilty and afraid based on some fear of rejection or not being loved, which all boils down to self-worth. Your mind tells you things like, “They’re counting on you, they need you, they will be mad at you, you owe them, they won’t love you, you’ll be all alone…” Does this guilt sound familiar? I know, for me, it was a prevalent theme of my life until I rewrote the narrative. It is a life sucker. Guilt will just eat us alive—physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. It’s such a challenging one to work with because, in today’s world, we are taught to feel guilty about everything. We are taught that we need to live according to the expectations and life rules of others which divert us from who we truly are. We feel guilty when we say no and when we say yes. When we don’t meet the high demands and expectations of those around us, including (especially) the unreasonable ones we place on ourselves. We spend so much time creating beliefs around what is “right” and “wrong” and then more time beating ourselves up for the “wrong.” It’s an endless vortex of soul-sucking energy.

I aint Fairy and its time when I shud make the most awaited declaration tht its First me then You, it will be same coz it took me real long to make this self declaration.

[khushboo0504-blog]

Happy birthday harry potter the best thing ever happy 37th birthday i was and i am and i will love you ever and forever you are the best thing in my life no one in all that world have the power to make me hate you and no one have it to change the fact that i love you soooooooo much thanks for exicting in my life thanks becoz you are here when i really need someone to talk with someone cry when i see his eyes i will always love i promise trust me harry i will love you until the very very end - qnd thanks to my legend j k rowling the woman who gives me something to love thank You so much if i do the impossible i will never returns to You what you gives me happy birthday jo i love so much Thanks to you both for teaching me how to love and how important is the friendship in our life teach me to never give up and be always brave

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Life is going so well at the moment. I don’t wanna seem like I’m gloating but it was going downhill for so long, I’m actually in a really beautiful place and I’m just happy overall. I know shit doesn’t last, so I’m trying to make the most of it. Everything and everyone around me is just flourishing. I’m just happy and for once I don’t have the burden of drama or other negative shit playing havoc in the back of my mind. I’m just free from all stress and it’s so peaceful. I always say this, but honestly distancing myself from people with bad energy and toxic situations literally changed the whole dynamic of my life and the changes are still occurring. Very thankful right now man.

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If a WOMAN breaks the stereotypes and become strong independent women, she is considered brave. If a MAN breaks the stereotypes and become weak and dependent, he is considered less of a man and laughed at #doublestandards

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But knowing what I don’t want to do doesn’t help me figure out what I do want to do. I could do just about anything if somebody made me. But I don’t have an image of the one thing I really want to do. That’s my problem now. I can’t find the image.

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U may often wonder why I don’t say anything in words bt my actions regarding I real hard to hide. As much as I don’t know, I dont want to admit I turn to u whn I stand alone in crowd. My heartbeat skipps an inch down when I talk to u & the scent of happiness comes from inside of my soul whn I m around u. U do ur best to make my life as shiny as ur emolument report with subtle hints & pretty smart moves, for I’m scared if I express a little too much my #unsuccessful lifegoals will push me away. I’m putting real diehard efforts to make myself count on scale u knw this I guess, u do. I try to move rocks n mountains & flaming the dark clouds with ur supportive nature. I want to burn bright whn ur moonlight comes down my feet. And u know what my whole little universe begin in a new Gargantua galaxy from where u drag my dead footstep. With this point of time my life is a. Dungeon which is trapped in hundred locks of Thousand complexities, can’t breach with this daunting Heart in my body. The ball is always in ur court till the last moment.

My soul in war with my Heart (via khushboo0504)

I have hated words and I have loved them, and I hope I have made them right ....the deepest desire of my life.

[khushboo0504-blog]

U may often wonder why I don’t say anything in words bt my actions regarding I real hard to hide. As much as I don’t know, I dont want to admit I turn to u whn I stand alone in crowd. My heartbeat skipps an inch down when I talk to u & the scent of happiness comes from inside of my soul whn I m around u. U do ur best to make my life as shiny as ur emolument report with subtle hints & pretty smart moves, for I’m scared if I express a little too much my #unsuccessful lifegoals will push me away. I’m putting real diehard efforts to make myself count on scale u knw this I guess, u do. I try to move rocks n mountains & flaming the dark clouds with ur supportive nature. I want to burn bright whn ur moonlight comes down my feet. And u know what my whole little universe begin in a new Gargantua galaxy from where u drag my dead footstep. With this point of time my life is a. Dungeon which is trapped in hundred locks of Thousand complexities, can’t breach with this daunting Heart in my body. The ball is always in ur court till the last moment.

My soul in war with my Heart

[wnq-writers]

We know not to listen for the accidental goodbyes, for the apologetic farewells that escape them in their sleep, the way someone else’s name on their lips feels like a poisoned dart breaking skin over and over again. We know not to listen for the unrequited ‘I love you’s, how they feel like a slap on the face of someone who does actually love them back, how this someone is more deserving of them than we are ever going to be. We know not to listen to the ‘Come back’, ‘Stay’, 'Don’t go’s, how sometimes one of the two lets go and the other holds on for dear life. We know not to listen to quiet sobs, suppressed laughter, secret smiles, sweet whispers. We know, we know, and yet that doesn’t stop us, doesn’t shield us from the heartache. There are many kinds of love, but this is the kind that breaks us.

incandescentghost (via wnq-writers)