Written in the Stars *à©â©â§âË
You had been beside Midorima since you two were five. It started with scraped knees and juice boxes in the sandbox, when his glasses were too big for his face and he still had the habit of looking away when spoken to directly. Back then, you were the one who did the most of the talkingâ and truthfully, not much had changed.Â
By the time you were both in high school, people had stopped questioning it. You were always thereâ on the edge of the court during practice, at his desk during breaks, and beside him during his walks home, holding his ridiculous lucky item of the day when he couldnât fit them in his bag. Whether it was a wooden frog, a bottle of French mineral water, or a toy rocket ship, you carried it without complaint. You were as much a constant in Midorimaâs life as the stars he read every night.Â
He rarely said much beyond the practicalâ âYouâre late,â, âDonât touch that,â, âHoroscope said to avoid red todayââ but he always looked for you in a crowd, always paused if you werenât where you were supposed to be. Always carried an extra umbrella even when the forecast was sunny.Â
Because in your own way, you understood: for all his logic and structure, Midorima Shintarou didnât like to leave things to change. And for reasons he never put into words, he had decided long ago that you were a kind of constant he couldnât afford to be without.Â
Even now, as you sat together on the bench outside your classroom, watching the late afternoon light spill across the hallway, he wordlessly shifted his bag so you could sit closer.Â
You looked at him. He was still reading from his horoscope site, still pushing his glasses up like he always did.Â
âShintarou,â you said lightly, âWhatâs todayâs lucky item?âÂ
ââŠA handheld vacuum cleaner,â He muttered.
You blinked, surprised. ââŠPlease tell me you didnât bring that to school.â
âI didnât. You did.â He replied smoothly, cleaning at the small shopping bag by your feetâ something he had asked you to pick up for him on the way to school. ]
You couldnât help it. You laughed. Loud and full, the kind that earned a sharp look from your home room teacher down the hall.Â
Midorima frowned, but you sworeâ- just for a secondâ you saw the corner of his mouth twitch.Â
Midorima never said it out loud, but all his teammates knew.Â
You were more than just a friend. More than just a girl that stuck around for too long, passing out towels, refilling water, or with a clipboard in hand to help the coach record information on the players. You were always thereâ and to Midorima, you had to be.Â
Coach didnât question it anymore. In the beginning, he tried. âSheâs not part of the team,â He had said, arms crossed, stern gaze on Midorima as he arrived at practice dragging you along with him, a few steps behind. Always
âSheâs holding todayâs lucky item,â Midorima replied flatly.
You held up a small cactus in a ceramic pot like that was your badge of entry. Coach gave up after the third week and instead put you to use.
Even when the lucky item didnât require itâ even when it was something Midorima could easily carry himselfâ he still found a reason to have you come. âYou need fresh air,â heâd say. âYouâll get lazy at home.â Or simply, âPractice. Letâs go.â
He never said you were his lucky item. He never said anything sentimental at all. But the way he always looked back if you werenât right behind himâ the way he seemed off balance if you were even a few minutes lateâ said enough for everyoneÂ
âShe not coming today?â Takao grinned, leaning around Midorimaâs shoulder. âYou gonna break your ankle or what?âÂ
âSheâs not my talisman,â Midorima snapped without looking down at his shoelaces. But his hands paused.Â
From the bench, you offered a small wave and todayâs lucky item: a small plush giraffe.Â
You werenât his talisman, not some magical object.
You were his habitâ his anchor, his chosen constant, to him, even if he couldnât admit it to himself yet⊠you were the piece that made the world spin around.