To the next guy.
This is not a warning sign for you.
I think of this as something I shouldn’t say in front of you. So, here I am scribbling and typing these things. I hope you do understand that I am this type of girl.
I won’t tell you about how my heart skips when I see you cause I’m afraid you’ll think of me as a clingy girl. It will make things mysterious as well. I won’t tell you how much I want to spend time with you cause I don’t want you to think I’m dependent on you. That’s probably my secret. I won’t tell you how hurt I was before cause that will make you think I am still not over the pain. And I guess I won’t have time to even think about it cause I already have you. I won’t tell you about my recent heart breaks cause I’m afraid you’ll think of me not trusting you. Cause I trust you of not hurting me. I won’t tell you about my ex lovers cause I don’t want you to think I am comparing you to them. And they’re not even comparable to you, cause you’re the best I will I have. I won’t tell you those things. I won’t.
But I’ll tell you about a lot of things, don’t worry.
I’ll tell you how I spent my day cause I want you to be the first person to laugh with me. I’ll tell you about the good news I heard cause I want to celebrate with you first. I’ll tell you how bad my day is cause I want you to be the first person to comfort me and you’re probably the person who can comfort me the most. I’ll tell you about my family, my responsibities and even about my friends cause I want you to understand that you are not my only priority. I have lots. I’ll tell you about my dreams and I want to hear yours too cause I know we’ll be the one supporting each other all the way. I’ll tell you what I think about you, about us and about our future cause we’ll have a bright one.
Don’t worry about the things I won’t tell you, cause for me those doesn’t matter, you are the one that matters. I have not found you yet, but once I did. Yeah, these are the things you need to deal with.