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Brain Dump
I'm back. Not even sure why I'm here but I feel like I have to dump these thoughts of mine.
You know what's annoying? I've always wanted my partner to grow and explore more in life, but the moment she does... I always, I meant ALWAYS, feel left out. I'm not even sure if this is still a symptom of BPD or am I just using this as an excuse to be a terrible person?
I clearly need help.
I just know that she already lost the moment she chose to be with me...
I'm sorry.
I am hiding
Hiding in my own demons
Hiding to the fact that I am alone
Hiding to the ugly truth that I wasn't enough
Hiding to the mess that I've made.
I am pretending
Pretending to be the one for you
Pretending to be everyones favorite
Pretending to be enough to the one that I love even though I clearly know that I am not.
So, I hid myself to the closet...
The closet that's supposed to make me feel safe.
I hid there, not knowing that my demons is hiding on the same place as I am.
Here I am beside my demon.
The demon who made me sensitive
The demon who made be irresponsible
And the demon who made the anxious person in me.
We sat there as he comforts me with his words "this world will be better of without you, dear"
Kimberly Schlobohm, 2019
Afraid
I am afraid...
Afraid of another heartbreak
Afraid of another pain
Afraid of another chaos
And afraid of another disaster.
It will eventually happen when you least expected it;
In the midst of happiness and contentment.
The world will make your feel INSECURE
Ugly
Unworthy
Unloved
Unwanted
But don't blame the world for it
As they say
"It's all in your head, dear"
Not thinking that I needed help from the this thing they called something in my head.
I am afraid
To pick my self up once again
To be drowned in my own thoughts again
To be the one to blame for the mess I became.
No one ever asked why...
Why did I became the enemy of my own
Why did I became a chaos of thyseld
Why?
They say it will be okay.
I hope this is not okay.
I am expecting for a BETTER OKAY.
SOMEDAY.
Someday, I'll be free as a bird
Someday, all the heaviness in my chest will disappear
Someday, I won't be needing any approval from anybody
Someday, somehow, I am still hoping for a better day.
Once we've learned how to swim to a pool of emotions.
To surf to the wave of the sea of pain.
To dive into the chaos we've become.
To ride along with the sadness.
Maybe... We'll be okay.
Maybe it doesn't go away.
Maybe it won't be okay.
Being numb is a better choice I would choose, someday.
You're my kind of perfect! 🙊
Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your GOD will be with you wherever you go. Joshua 1:9 🙏🏻⭐️👏🏻You've touched my heart Caite! Thank you for being an inspiration to all of us. & we'll always remember that GOD LOVES US MORE THAN MOST 😍😭🙏🏻⭐️ #courageouscaitie #courageouscatie
Ayoko na talaga. Final na to :)
Congrats kim! Tanga ka nanaman. HAHAHA
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BAYMAX HUG ME
Me: *makes a small irrelevant mistake*
My Brain, banging pots and pans together: YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUCKED UP YOU FUC
😬👌🏻 #tb
Kunwari sexy pose 😂👍🏻👏🏼
Every gising is a BLESSING 👍🏻
God saved me. I woke up during a horrible dream; I dreamt about all my biggest fears but that dream didn’t made me realize that i’m afraid of whats around me: Deep dark pool, WATER, over sized stingray (i even called him “baymax”) and lastly I saw my mom crying. The moment i said “In Jesus Name” in my dream, i automatically woke up and realize how horrible my dream was. Thank you God! I AM BLESSED. 👍🏻
Every gising is a BLESSING 👍🏻
God saved me. I woke up during a horrible dream; I dreamt about all my biggest fears but that dream didn't made me realize that i'm afraid of whats around me: Deep dark pool, WATER, over sized stingray (i even called him "baymax") and lastly I saw my mom crying. The moment i said "In Jesus Name" in my dream, i automatically woke up and realize how horrible my dream was. Thank you God! I AM BLESSED. 👍🏻
Bæ 👊🏼 (at St. Dominic College of Asia)
ASADONG ASADO.
Oo ang lakas-lakas ko umasa, onting di ka mag text umaasa akong nag hahanda ka na ng pang effort mo sakin. Pag tumatahol yung aso feeling ko ikaw yung isusuka ng pintuan. Pag di ka nag tetext ng ilang araw akala ko may surprise na, mala "big come back" yun pala may iba na. Oo, ganto ako kasi yun yung kinasanayan kong ikaw eh. Akala ko kasi di mag babago yun. Kasi yun sabi mo. Na masanay na akong may taong laging andyan para sakin, na may taong andyan pag kailangan ko ng comfort pag nalulungkot ako. Eh asan ka? Asan ka nung kailangan kita? Asan ka nung kailangan ko ng comfort? Wala diba? Oo nga pala. Pano mo ko icocomfort kung ikaw mismo dahilan kung bakit ko kinakailangan ng comfort. - BLOG NG BROKEN HEARTED #blogngbrokenhearted #broken #hearted #brokenhearted
