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[kiingofthefall]

Hello I don’t really know how to talk about this so i’m just going to get right to it I guess? 

I’ve been gone for awhile like 2 monthsish i’m not sure. But i’ve been gone because i’m currently going through a lot of things mentally and physically. I got diagnosed with Lupus on the 5th of January and since then my physical and mental state have gotten worse. I’m not going to get into details because frankly I just don’t want to. I really didn’t even want to come on and say what was going on, but considering some of you have messaged me asking where I vanished off to, I wanted to explain why. I’m not sure when i’ll be on again but considering RP is a good distraction I might look into coming on here more since i’m no longer working. 

Thank you everyone for the messages and I hope everyone has had a wonderful year so far. 

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I hope everyone had a wonderful start to their year! Also i’m looking for new threads for both my boys so if anyone is interested please like this or message me! :~)

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heavenlysigh‌:

“i bet you think you’re limited edition.” she’d definitely be one of a kind in the making but more like the type of make with some sort of defect. “you’re offended? imagine me.. so many people walk in and out of my life and none of them really know me. none of them, actually.” maybe that’s her fault, or at least in part. she doesn’t know how to open up, let me people in. but why would anyone expect her too? she wasn’t taught. what she knows is people always leave and she wants to make sure it’s her that does it first. she should be careful with him. following her unwritten guidelines, she should have left him awhile ago. but she’s gotten so comfortable in not worrying about the next place she sleeps or the next meal. he takes care of that. “i got you something, too.. you know. not as much as you got me. but something.” 

“think i am limited edition? doll i am limited edition. there is no one like me.” were there people richer than him? of course. were there people better looking than him? maybe. however, were there people as young, as good looking and as rich as him? probably not. he knew he was the ‘total package’ to most women and as much as he loved the thought, his days of sleeping around constantly were over. it had become boring quickly and the lack of any sort of intimacy after the initial fuck was quite depressing for him. hara was different and even though they weren’t technically dating or an item, it was still nice to have more than just a great fuck with someone. though money was involved slightly, he didn’t mind. he liked taking care of her, he liked being able to have her not worry and live comfortably. zaire had plenty of money to go around and giving some of it to a very deserving woman was no issue for him at all. “you did? you didn’t have to.” he would be sure to give her the money back for it. 

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heavenlysigh‌:

she thought she’d be fine in his absence. it’s not like she hasn’t been alone before — even in the time she’s spent in his company. but for some reason those weeks he had been gone really bothered her. she had considered asking him to fly her out but never dropped the request in any which way or form. she’s buzzing with excitement now. could hardly contain herself around him, let alone all the gits he had gathered up. her hand catches the back of his neck as she leans in to place a kiss to his mouth — holding herself back from pouncing him. “i love them all.. including this one.” she picks up a bow and puts the sticky end to his forehead. “none of them need to be exchanged. i’m actually surprised you know me so well.” he even manged to get her things she never knew she wanted. 

of course he couldn’t stop the grin after feeling her lips against his. “yeah? i’m glad you like all of your gifts, including me. - unfortunately i think it’s a little too late to exchange me if you didn’t like me.” his gaze drops down to her lips, his arm reaching out so he could grip her small hand in his large one. “of course i know you. i’m a bit offended that you don’t think i do.” a small pout appears on his face, his fingers brushing against the back of her hand. he had spent more time with her than any past girlfriends. though they weren’t technically dating, there wasn’t any girl he remembered that got his interest like hara did. he paid close attention to her and basically knew every small detail about her, to the point where he was beginning to think he was slightly obsessed. of course he wasn’t, but the feeling of having that strong of a feeling towards someone was weird to him. females have come and gone throughout his life without him even giving a second thought about them, but the thought of hara leaving him made him nauseous and his chest tight. 

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@heavenlysigh​

“Do you like everything?” He had been gone for the last few weeks on business but he had made sure to take some time out to get Hara gifts for Christmas. Zaire knew what she liked, knew what she didn’t like, so he was sure that she would like the couple thousands of dollars worth of gifts that she had opened. They had all been packaged nicely and neatly, placed on the table in the center of his living room. He had simply just watched her open the gifts, his gaze occasionally dropping from her face to watch her delicate hands open the packages. His left hand kept a firm grip on his wine glass, his other resting on his upper thigh as his body leaned back against the couch. “If you don’t like something I could take it back no problem. - Exchange it for something else you want.”

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meowindie‌:

“because i’m not a good liar…he knows when i’m lying. if a try sneaking out again, he’ll really lose it.” 

“he won’t do anything to me and there is no way i would let him do anything to you. - i don’t know why you won’t just stay with me instead.”

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motherallison‌:

“Because he’d figure it out.” Allison had been in a few too many bad relationships recently, one of whom had been her daughter’s father. While they weren’t together at the time, she knew he was keeping tabs on her. “He would ask too many questions.”

”You know I could handle him if shit went bad, right?” Of course he would. There was no way he would let anything happen to her or Ava. “I just don’t see why he cares so much about what you are doing with your life. It’s not like i’m a bad guy or anything. - I get it. Is he jealous?” And there goes his ego. 

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”You do realize that i’m almost six foot six right? There is no possible way for me to sneak in and out of a house, let alone a bedroom window. - I don’t know why you won’t just come over mine. Just tell him you are going out with friends or something.”

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not sure if anyone that follows this blog is still active?? but i’ll be bringing the twins back so i’m currently updating stats, deleting posts and just cleaning out the blog. feel free to message me if you want to chat or talk about starting a thread! 

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January 22nd, 2013

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