Death by a thousand cuts

just some things someone wanted to say but couldn't

[prettypositivity]

someday when you’re at peace, you’ll be so glad you didn’t give up

[thoradvice]

you’re so young and you have so much time. life is longer than you think, and there will be time for you to do everything. if you lost your youth to mental illness or abuse, your life isn’t over. you can do everything you missed out on, and more. if you’re losing your youth right now, there will be time for you to do the things you want to do. it’s gonna be okay, you still have time.

[podencos]

[positivemindset21]

 “Allow yourself to be proud of yourself and all the progress you’ve made. Especially the progress that no one else can see.” 

[ifyoulikeititsnotstupid]

BUT I ALWAYS THOUGHT YOU'D COME BACK, TELL ME ALL YOU FOUND WAS HEARTBREAK AND MYSERY. IT'S HARD FOR ME TO SAY I'M JEALOUS OF THE WAY YOU ARE HAPPY WITHOUT ME.

[thissideofhealing]

It was stupid you know? Loving you the way I did and thinking that we would last forever.

[wishing-for-deathx]

So I wake up every morning and you’re the first thing that crosses my mind. I make my coffee, mindlessly dreaming about your eyes because the brown matches your gorgeous eyes. I go about my entire day missing you more than I could put into words. I smoke and while I put the cigarette against my lips, how I ache for it to be your lips instead. I try to drink it away but all the alcohol does is bring out memories of you that I so desperately try not to think about. I try kissing someone new but it’s like I can’t kiss if it’s not you. I go to sleep, but you haunt me in my dreams, I’m haunted by how you don’t love me even in my dreams.

— missing you

[lonelydarlin]

I used to believe in soulmates, but time has proved I will be alone.

[wishing-for-deathx]

Everyone talks about moving on, what about those of us who can’t move on. Those of us who aren’t able to move on no matter what we do. Why doesn’t anyone talk about dealing with a life in which one just can’t move on.

[my-sstolen-lullabies]

What do i do when even though i never dated him, and he was never really mine, i loved him way more than most of those possessive, dramatic girls he would choose over me??

[dearestdiaryo]

How does he make me feel?

I can think of a million feelings but only one word:

Inadequate.

[tired-eyea]

As broken as you feel, you are still the brightest light in my days.

[anti-zorras]

I always think of you. When I listen to music any song reminds me of you, when I look good I want you to see me, when I'm happy I want to share those moments with you, everything has something to do with you. That's why I am terrified with the idea that I'm never going to forget you.

-Amorphous

[honeybeecomebuzzingme]

That's it. I've broke my own heart now. The only thing I can do is to reach a stage of emotional numbness.

No one cares.

No one wants me around.

And no one will ever love me for me.

[jasmindanslalune]

If you are in a happy relationship don’t you dare telling a single person anything like „don’t be so greedy, you just have to find a happiness on your own”. Shut the f up, it’s just as ridiculous as if Kim Kardashian told a homeless man that the money doesn’t bring happiness. Just stop, it hurts.

[elliiee]

My mind always falls back at you. I’ve been trying to forget you ever since, but it’s so hard. So fucking hard to get you off my mind. You left parts of you in me that will never go away. Please make it go away...

[someone-like-myself]

It only just occurred to me that you might be in lockdown happily with someone new, and not just with your family like I've been imagining for the past 8 weeks...

Fuck.