[remanence-of-love]

[elliiee]

Don’t get me wrong, but I can’t wait to get you of my brain and out of my life. Because I don’t know how much longer I can do this…

[alex-a-roman]

“'Cause you’re fearless in your love Devoted to compassion The highest state of art Piercing in your truth Sincere in all intention The way you wear your heart The way you hold my heart My fierce friend”  ~ Poets of the Fall - The Sweet Escape

[worshipgifs]

[elliiee]

I started writing again, it’s weird but I like it.

[mooooriiiitzz]

People think that intimacy is about sex. But intimacy is about truth. When you realize you can tell someone your truth, when you can show yourself to them, when you stand in front of them and their response is “you’re safe with me” - that’s intimacy.

The Seven Husbands Of Evelyn Hugo

[elliiee]

I’ve been good lately. So good. But right now, I’m not. I miss you like the trees missing their leaves in autumn. I miss you the way, you don’t know how to put it in words. Do I miss Him, or do I miss the thought and feeling of being with him. In a relationship? I dont know. I don’t know anything at the moment. I feel lost. Out of control. I wanna leave. Leave this city, leave this country and start over somewhere else. Where I dont get reminded of you every step I take. There are so many stuff going on in my mind and I dont even know where to start. I just don’t know.

[thewordfortheday]

[thegoodvybe]

[elliiee]

So, in a couple of weeks. Will we be strangers then?

Strangers, as we were 7months ago?

[tear-dropp-deactivated20241031]

can i skip to the part where im in Santorini with the love of my life already

[euesworld]

"Dark eyes, thick thighs.. girls like this are my demise."

Green eyes, mean thighs.. girls like this are where my dreams fly - eUë

[elliiee]

Maybe, just maybe I’m afraid to say it out loud. You said it’s something that you just don’t spit out of your mouth. You have to think first, how you really feel. How you really wanna say it. You have to mean it. Like really do. Because if you don’t, it will only hurt more. And I don’t want to hurt you, that’s the last thing I want to do. But my body ache, I want to say it out loud. I want to let you know how I really feel. I want you to know that you makes me feel the happiest, most valuable girl in the whole wide world. You’re my first love and I don’t know how to tell you how much you mean to me. Maybe with the three big words that we are too afraid to say. Three words that you really shouldn’t be afraid to say, because if you love someone. You tell them. You tell them before it’s to late. Love is such a powerful thing and it’s crazy what it makes us people do.

[jesustureinas]

[elliiee]

I’ve realized this, writing is the best medicine in the whole world when you wanna get something of your chest. Just writing and writing with no one really knowing who you are. Right here, right now I’m just a random gir with a lot of thought and unanswered questions that will keep me up all night. I like having discussions irl but this, this is something else... You can pour your heart out without no one questioning why.🤷🏽‍♀️

[elliiee]

I don’t know why, but tonight I miss you. I miss us talking before falling to sleep, I miss you questioning me why I wanted to sleep when we could talk all night. I miss you joking with me and being ironic in only that one way you could. I miss how you could make me laugh, for no particular reason. But now, we are miles from each other and we can’t see each other. I thought I would “forget” about you when I moved away, I thought for a second that I finally could start thinking about something else. But clearly I don’t. I know you miss me, and I know you are waiting for me to come home. I just don’t understand why you’re not saying it out loud? Are you as afraid as I am? Afraid for things to turn out another way than we hoped? Afraid for me forgetting about you? Afraid for me seeing someone else? I wish I could see someone else, just to get my mind on something else but I can’t. You have left too many pieces of yourself in me that doesn’t seem to go away. I think I’m happy about that but right now it sucks too much...

[iglovequotes]

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