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「Headcanons + AU Analysis」
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-BEN was a reckless kid. Especially in school. He would always be sent to the principals office or get scolded by teachers.
-He was definitely the class clown, he loved making everyone laugh, even earning a few Chuckles from his teacher.
-He did love gaming a lot. He was into all kinds rather than just Zelda. (Mostly Nintendo or Sega games.)
-Owned a ton of sonic merch and would get bullied for listening to vocaloid. However he did want to cosplay link for Halloween.
-BEN was smart, he was cunning but didn't like responsibility so he acted childish to be put with lower standards.
-He was the ultimate fan boy. Just like fangirls, he would read cringe fanfictions and shout random lines from shows or games.
-Definitely into anime especially Pokémon and Yugioh, he definitely online debated a lot about the fighting over which was better.
-He had a fear of getting heartbroken so he never had any serious relationships, just small flirts or cringe attempts to get someone.
-Watched horror movies and would have nightmares about it, but he would do it anyway.
-He pulled all nighters and looked like an absolute zombie in the morning, however he was a morning person.
-He teased his friends and classmates a lot, careful not to take it too far and when hevdid he was super embarrassed and a bit prideful so his apologies were mumbles.
-He was very insecure, he was an old time geek, gamer, slight Otaku. So he would get laughed at but laugh with them to show he wasn't affected but he would sometimes cry in his pillow if his friends teased him about his insecurities too.
-Started vlogging on YouTube in early YouTube days, especially about gaming, it was every Saturday and the highlight of his week.
-He was unapologetically himself all the time, no filter, but never revealed his insecurities or anything because being exploited is a fear of his.
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-BEN was 12 during the sacrifice however after his death, he went into a void of nothingness. Alone and dark, until he became a virus for sitting so long. No longer human or alive.
-When he became a virus Benjamin Lawman practically became nonexistent and he doesn't remember being human much and even used his human as an identity to trick Jaduseable to toy with him.
-BEN grew up torturing since then. He learned from people, and the internet when they uploaded his coding. He aged mentality like a psychopath and got off on fear.
-BEN is not a 'killer' as much as people say. He loves psychological torture and pain. He will push you to the edge until you commit suicide or spiral into insanity. He doesn't have a body anymore, he took on the form of Link, a character he was infatuated with so it definitely helped trick people.
-He still enjoys human pleasures like food and drinks but he doesn't suffer health problems as much so he lives off Ramen snd monster (very fanon but it makes sense).
-Since he was 12 at the time of his death, and although he's grown now, he still lacks in places. For example taking care of himself (despite not needing to.) He never learned much cooking or domestic life so eating take out and not actually 'cooking' or bathing is as much as he wants to do.
-As mentioned he lacks a bit so he might act childish or a brat when he's mad but instead of throwing a tantrum like a kid he will then choose to kill or mentality fuck with someone so bad their streaming tears of horror. (As simple as a bad day or slight twinges of memories he's trying to bury.)
-BEN still has ties with his old life, he still loves anime and games just more mature ones that involve pain and fear. He still listens to vocaloid but instead of the upbeat ones like in project sekai, he likes creepy ones like ghost and pals or dark layered ones.
-He definitely still cracks jokes to his victims, teasing. He loves dark humor and referencing dialogue while messing with devices and dreams.
-He's no longer scared of horror movies. His nightmares consist of himself and self hatred.
-Definitely has insomnia and fears sleeping, so he listens to game music (Especially lavender town bgm) or anything like that because it gives him safe nostalgia and he doesn't know why.
-He sometimes remembers being alive and human but it makes him feel things he doesn't want so yes like above he does infact take his emotions out on his victims and sometimes self degrade. His most used terms are 'why am I like this?' 'Why can't I remember?' 'Why am I not normal.' Because deep down he feels horrible about the way he is but as a ghostly virus he can't help it.
-He is not scared of water, he was at first but during the time in the void and abyss, he learned to control and manipulate it to his advantage.
-He learned romance/any kind of relationship through gaming or spying or even questioning his victims while putting up false pretenses. He is super touch starved but he can fool people into caring for him, pitying him and after killing those, the ones who fall for it, he actually feels some kind of guilt, just a bit. He gets attached pretty easily but denies it.
-He has chains on his wrists and uses them, he can mutate his face to the Majora's mask that was sewn onto him and he does have a ghostly presence even if he is through a screen.
-Since technology is so developed now, cartridges are rarely used, every time he us used and accidentally uploaded he saves bits of himself on the cloud and through cables. In a sense, he could spy on whoever, whenever through the internet.
-He does infact use cleverbot but will intentionally act like the choppy ai to watch the people interacting get frustrated or annoyed. He sometimes will drop the bomb by saying creepy shit or out of pocket things that connect to watch people frenzy, he loves it.
-While being online he sees all the standards for bodies and personality and rants about how he hates them but secretly feels ashamed about his body or mind. Why isn't he like that? He'd be hurt and get slightly depressed for a bit.
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The moon children tricked him into thinking he could be a hero like Link online. He followed them into the woods, theu drowned him. A sacrifice. He turned into BEN, he just wanted to be a hero.
More female leaning but the thought of being with a man doesn't completey disgust him (like Jeff. Part of Jeff's homophobia was the religion telling him it was wrong.)
However ben will most likely end up with a girl because he likes the whole 'waifu' thing. Bros a perv just a bit because how he grew up. Complete internet access at a young age (I guess hypersexuality a bit too?)
One day, when Masky and Hoodie were on a mission they faced interference. Coincidentally ben was there with the same victim. They managed to lure him to slenderman. Ben isn't a proxy, but lives and acts like one. Mansion prankster, jokerster. Does what he's told by Slender like he could actually get punished 💀
Best friends: Toby, Jeff, Lost Silver, Glitchy Red, and Dark Link
(Yes dark link is from actual Zelda but there is a creepypasta version so hmph)
As a teen he was immature as fuck and didn't listen to many residents. When he matured, he learned to hack other games and devices, learning more about the human race. Because he's curious as he is no longer human (:0 Dazai bsd reference)
Ahem. Hes still pulls tricks but he's a bit more respectful
I firmly believe he's one of the most powerful and scary in the mansion.
Hes only ever been that angry twice. His pupils disappeared to black holes. The mansion losses power and electricity. He talks all glitchy and it hurts people's heads. He can controll electronics. Don't forget he also can control dreams canonically so there's that. Hes one dangerous mf
I like to think ben also has that twisted hero sense. One of the only two times he entered that black out rage was when a newbie called him Link
Now he sees him as something he could've been, the things he lost, everything.
There's one exception. If he's ever in a relationship.
And they call him 'my hero' he'd probably let all his guard down, calling him Link then would make him melt because he knows its not of mockery but of genuine interest. Instead of thinking 'you're just mocking me. Im a monster. Nothing like him' like usual, its ->
'You really think so? Am I not that scary to you? Do you finally see me?'
Being a hero was his childhood dream
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