KillGusTo

I take pictures and write stuff.

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Last night we went on a quest for the moon...

The road was light by your beaming soul and your yearning for purpose. You spoke of love and war with passion that could set worlds on fire. Your fingers tapped the staring wheel to the rhythm of Vietnam era music as you drove the winding road care free. In that moment I realized I was free with you.

We came to a stop and you turned off your car.

There was nothing but deafening silence and the sky was lit by statillites and stars. You drew constellations, and showed me planets.

I cried.

I was ashamed i was born on earth yet never seen the stars, I was happy I was now able to say I have. You showed me beauty unlike anything I’ve ever experienced.

I looked at you and felt reassured that if that moment was to be my last that I can say I was free.

When it was time to go home we turned around and floated off towards the moon.

Thank you C.O.

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I guess time will tell.

I think about you often, and I wonder if you think of me.

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My friend and I were walking in the forest, he asked, “when was the last time you climbed tree?” I responded, “A better question would be, when was the last time o saw a tree I wanted to climb.” We laughed and kept walking. Right before we parted ways, I saw this lady.. and I felt an urge to climb.

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I don’t chase, I attract. What belongs to me, will simply find me.

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Days will begin and end without my permission. Sometimes i become resentful because they started while I’m unconscious, then I wake up to them halfway gone!

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I noticed that we cycle.

I criticize you , then you criticize me. We get mad, We get over it. We talk & laugh, drink coffee & eat food. You criticize me, then I criticize you.

I’m not mad about it, I’m just noticing it. I think it’s time for me to readjust.

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My mom

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I feel the warmth my body is creating between the blanket and mattress. I feel the chill on my toes. The tear from my eye dripping off the tip of my nose. But I don’t feel anything. I went on a date today, and my date said they felt my sadness. I had to tell them,”lately that’s just the space I occupy”. A sad space. It’s not cold here. It’s not in a place unlike earth. It’s the same place you eat dinner or watch a movie. Its a place that exists amongst all the places, it’s parallel. It’s always there. Sometime I just choose there, rather than here. And sometimes the veil is thin enough that I wander there unknowingly.