why though

𝖑𝖎𝖋𝖊 𝖎𝖘 𝖆 𝖈𝖚𝖗𝖘𝖊,𝖊𝖝𝖎𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖓𝖈𝖊 𝖎𝖘 𝖆 𝖕𝖗𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖓

[killmepeasant]

Does he break your heart?

He does, and I glue it back myself.

That is, he helps and I glue it back.

He watches me put it together.

Then he breaks it again.

[killmepeasant]

Dying first is bullshit and fucken selfish.

I would want to outlive you because that is the biggest sacrifice i can make for you. To live a half life without you. To wake up every single day without you by my side, knowing that you are gone where i cannot follow.

I would let you go so you dont have to be the one left. I would shoulder the pain so you dont have to.

I would look for the stars every moonless night to feel like you are out there watching for me too.(but you won't be- you couldn't, could you? You are just ashes and dust. Long gone. Swallowed by the earth. Forgotten. (I remember) discarded ( i care)

The heavens are where you will never be because we were sinners through and through)

why would god bless me with you if he didnt plan on taking you away too? Too soon. Too soon. I cannot. It hurts so bad. Everyday.

Another morning another sunset. Another joke that we cannot share

Another one of your favorite dishes but you, you are not here to taste it.

Your song plays on the radio and you cannot hum along.

So i do it. For you. i live for you. But you wouldn't know that either. You couldn't.

Because you aren't fucken here. You're just a corpse 6 feet under. If i could i would join you.

But we have people who love us. ( loved you) i am selfish enough to pass on the hurt, the pain.

Because you are mine and i wouldn't do anything less.

You said it would get better but it hasn't.

[killmepeasant]

Maybe in another world, you are still breathing; you are still alive.

[killmepeasant]

we'll make it out

[killmepeasant]

“and like the moon, we must go through phases of emptiness to feel full again”.

[killmepeasant]

- Not sad anymore- Clara mae

Hey, what's the use being sad over you Now I can't seem to remember being broken

And hey, what's the time? 'Cause you're not on my mind I'm just making sure I won't forget the moment

When I'm not sad anymore I'm not sad anymore

[killmepeasant]

You're in love with him, and he's in love with you, and it's like a goddamn tragedy, because you look at him and see the stars, and he looks at you and sees the sun. And you both think the other is just looking at the ground

[killmepeasant]

“Turns out it’s was mostly a lie.But,at least for a while,it was a beautiful one.”

[killmepeasant]

I wish you get everything, but me.

[killmepeasant]

You don't understand, I don't wanna die.

I just wish I wasn't born in the first place.

[killmepeasant]

Hermione Granger       Gryffindors’ princess

[killmepeasant]

The boy with no choices.

Draco Malfoy

[killmepeasant]

 Sagittarius /Fire sign 

I didn't realize how exhausting existing could be 

[killmepeasant]

Until the only thing that’s left is rotten flesh under your skin.

[killmepeasant]

Leo/Fire sign:

‘At the end of it all, we don't get to decide, who we feel for.’

-Makenzie Hipple

[killmepeasant]

Aries/Fire sign :

People say we are all the same, 

     but do we have the same pain?

[killmepeasant]

‘It's one o'clock in the morning and the only thing I know how to do, is fall apart.’

-Makenzie Hippie