fucking addicts

kim jaehwan. sixteen. call me jae. sex for drugs. east dorm's little lucifer.

[kim-jaehwan]

MINHWAN | KJH + SSH

[kim-jaehwan]

 songsxnhee:

"Or Sunyoung for a girl. Maybe Minhee. Sunhwa..?" Sunhee murmured, getting a bit carried away - he really had already thought about names despite stressing over the situation. Perhaps he was trying to distract his mind from the bad things and focus on the things he was actually looking forward to. The smile that appeared on Jae’s lips was enough to make Sunhee smile too - thank god he wasn’t shouting or angry. Sunhee was way too sensitive right now to deal with any of that.

As Jae was silent again, Sunhee could tell that the thoughts running through his mind weren’t so positive. He sighed softly and moved a few steps towards one of the chairs, sitting down on it. “Come here… we have a lot to talk about.”

Sunhee tried to run through every topic in his mind, before coming up with an important one. “Oh… I’m six weeks today. That’s probably useful for you to know, right?”

Another important thought came to mind, one which really did scare him. “My parents… I haven’t told them yet.” His parents knew that this would happen someday, but they probably expected it to be when Sunhee was older and had a mate. 

Jae watched Sunhee for a moment as he stated they had something to talk about. That was very... true. They had one too many things to talk about usually not to mention now they had this. But he couldn't exactly be happy about it. Or angry about it. And he really just wanted to take a step back and think but at the same time. He couldn't believe this was happening. And with Sunhee of all people, this was sure going to be a heck of \a lot to explain to his- god what would Minchan say.

"Six weeks..." he repeated, not really a question. Just registering it into his head. Sunhee had known for how long already if he was already six weeks along - okay more importantly how the heck had he not noticed until recently if Sunhee was six weeks along. Well it would probably explain why lately he didn't feel any sort of negative emotions around Sunhee, that was a defense thing right? Keeping the upcoming baby protected and all...

Jae blinked a few times. Right. Parents. Shit. Parents. "You wanted to tell them with me?" he asked, then realized that was probably self centered and tried to rephrase it. "I mean, you were waiting, but you wanted to have everything - or at least some thing - figured out before you told them right?" he corrected. Trying to make his words make sense. 

Stopping Jae reached over and took one of Sunhee's hands. "When are you planning on telling them?" he asked. Because there was one very important thing they needed to tell Sunhee's parents and that was that they were not allowed to mention this to Jae. Jae didn't want to even think about what his parents would do if they found out. Shit, he was going to have to tell his manager... well at least it wasn't his parents. But right now...

"Do you think your parents will be okay with it?"

[yiwxng]

تجد لي | BMC + KJH | AU

[minchanbae]

Minchan felt like  leaving Teddy alone with the pups was probably not the best idea. Last time they let Teddy be in charge let’s just say Minchan was given a massive headache. And probably had to clean up that mess for about three weeks after the incident.At this point though, Minchan didn’t really care for the effects of leaving Teddy in charge surely most of the pups were going to do their own thing since it was getting later. The most important thing at this moment was Jae, all the thoughts running through his mind was just the younger male, because all week he felt like some type of rubber band being stretched far too thin. Being with the younger male was all that was in his mind at this point.

The alpha had to thank Jae for having a home so close to the school, honestly Minchan wasn’t sure if he could last any longer than the fifteen minute walk from the school to their home. Even if they had his motorcycle..which was at their house because he just came back from the airport god. He probably looked way too frustrated, which annoyed him to no end because he was suppose to be the calm one. While Jae was the reckless one who couldn’t control his urges. Maybe it was alpha tendencies that made him more..eager when it came to this sort of things.He wouldn’t doubt it to be quite honest.  

So as they began to near their home, it took all of Minchan’s will power not to slam Jae against the brick walls of the alleys they passed through, he was probably admitting the frustration tenfold and it was lucky he was mated because if had been this tightly strung when he and Jae weren’t it would of probably triggered all the omegas in the area which was not exactly good.  And honestly he wouldn’t put it past Jae to tease him  about this, because he would do the exact same thing in the past when Jae was just as needy. 

[kim-jaehwan]

He had to admit he felt a little proud at the strength of Minchan's sent as they walked home. He was a bit too smug on the walk home, being at Minchan's side and watching as people turned their heads at the alpha's sent and watched them full of jealousy. Sure this was something that Jae could be proud of, he had one of the most wanted alphas as his and he was proud and happy about that for sure. But in all reality, his sent was probably equally as strong. And that he wasn't too proud of, god was he really that easy? Though he was glad that now it was only because Minchan was at his side but Jae knew that he could just as easily attract omegas as his mate. Which was annoying because he could tell when people looked at them longingly and he always wanted to yell at him. Minchan was his and there was no way he was sharing.

When they arrived at the building Jae only could think of one thing. Why the fuck was their room not on the first floor. They slipped into the stairs and they managed to get up four flights before Jae turned around and grabbed Minchan, pulling him in and kissing him roughly. He couldn't wait that long, he couldn't wait until they got to the roof. The alpha's scent was everywhere. It was teasing enough while they were walking down the street but Jea could control himself then. He could act calm because there were people around and people could see him. But now they were on an empty dark staircase did Minchan really expect him to keep his resolve?

His arms laced around Minchan's neck in an instant and his fingers found their way into the older boy's hair. "Babe let's just go here. Let's just do it right now I don't wanna..." god he was seriously so desperate, the thirst dripped of his tongue. But this was his fucking alpha he would seriously do anything for Minchan. He didn't know why his body didn't let him keep control when the other was around like this. He met the older boy's gaze and bit down on his bottom lip slightly nervous. God why was he getting nervous it was just Mincahn. "Babe please?"

[yiwxng]

تجد لي | BMC + KJH | AU

[minchanbae]

As soon as Jae ran to his side, the anxious feelings that twisted his stomach throughout the day had disappeared, instead replaced with a sense of content washed over him as he took the younger into his arms.” you can’t even fathom how much i missed you jae.” He muttered into the other’s hair taking in the sense as he drawled a greater sense relaxation over coming him the longer he was in Jae’s presence. His words were probably cringe worthy if said in any other situation but with Jae, his words just felt right. He could hear the other alphas laughing at his words, and honestly he had to hold himself back from saying harsh and biting words towards them. Just because they didn’t have a mate..they didn’t understand how it felt not being there with them at all times.

The alpha’s hand continued to rub small circles on the leader’s lower back, a habit of his that started soon after they mated, unconsciously rubbing circles on the younger’s skin when ever he had a chance.” I won’t.” Minchan reassured as they pulled away from the kiss, while there was nothing more he wanted to to continue showering the younger with kisses he wasn’t sure if he’d be able to hold himself back if he allowed one more kiss. It had been a week after all, which felt like months when it came his erm other needs. “Next time I have to go away..come with me put one of the other alphas in charge I don’t care.” Which probably wasn’t going to happen in all honesty.

After a few moments, as he watched the others in the pack it looked like they had a good enough time teasing Jae. As the majority of the group were holding in laughter as they watched the couple. So Minchan merely leaned down so he could whisper into Jae’s ears. ” Babe.” He probably sounded pathetic and over eager but he didn’t care anymore.” Can we please just go back home ?” 

[kim-jaehwan]

The world just seemed fine now. The fact he was back with his mate was everything he could have asked for these past few days and he kept himself in Minchan's hold and refused to let go of him. He was pretty sure that he couldn't possibly do it anyway, he wasn't about to let go. A small hum left him as Minchan began to rub his back and he let out a soft satisfied sigh. God he was fine now, he was fine like this. He could breathe again - he hadn't realized how difficult it had been to feel. Now he could feel. Now he could be alright and this was what he wanted. This was what he needed. He needed to be with Minchan. Constantly.  A small laugh left him when the other stated the idea of leaving another alpha in charge. Sending Teddy was a ridiculous idea. They would both have to go. Because Minchan had a point. There was no way they were surviving a few days without each other again. They were basically attached, to be fair they managed themselves better than most couples in their first year of mating. They still come out and interacted with people. From what he'd heard the average mates ended up spending the first half of the year locked up in their rooms doing - well doing exactly what he wanted to do to Minchan right now. HIs attention peaked when he heard Minchans voice in his ear, a small smile slowly spreading across his lips. He leaned against the older boy, letting the Alpha support his weight for a moment before nodding once. "Of course babe." he whispered his responce and turned towards the pack. Looking at them seriously before looking at Teddy who was sitting at the top of the belalchers. "You're in charge, make sure no one kills anyone." WIth that he turned around and grabbed Minchan's hand and began to pull him along back towards their home. He was seriously way too ready for this. 

[yiwxng]

تجد لي | BMC + KJH | AU

[minchanbae]

Minchan liked to think himself as the mature one of his relationship, the one who could hold his ground with his emotions, the one who would understand they had to be apart from one another when needed. Yeah Minchan liked to think that. He was the older one, he was the Alpha, he was suppose to be the one to calm down Jae, he was the mature one. But sadly, it took only three days in Japan for Minchan to get rather irrtaible without his mate, on the edge he was prone to snapping at the poor beta he had brought along as an assistant. He could barley keep his frustration underneth the surface during the meetings. Minchan couldn’t even enjoy the free time given to him during the trip and as soon as the last meeting ended, told his traveling partner to look up the earliest flight back to Seoul.  

Perhaps he was a bit over eager, but it had been a week without his mate and since they were still a newer couple and they had barley spent three hours apart before this trip.  

So, he had to stop himself from running into the school, he had to keep a calm impression for the pack anyways. He couldn’t have the pups acting up because they found this amusing. Minchan made his way through the school, sensing where his mate was, he paused before making his way towards the direction he had sensed Jae was.  

He couldn’t help but laugh at the state Jae was though, looking a bit frazzled, though as soon as the other pups noticed his entrance they began to shuffle out slowly though as if waiting to see the show.” Jae, babe why aren’t you wearing a jacket, it’s getting colder. Honestly I leave for a week.” Minchan teased, though honestly he just wanted to embrace the younger.

[kim-jaehwan]

He felt his heart tug at him the moment he saw Minchan. But he held his composure. As best he could of course, he bit his lip waiting for him to get close and held in a soft whine that threatened to leave his lips.  He could feel his body relaxing though, Minchan was closer now and that was enough for his body to compose it's self at least somewhat in order for him to feel more stable and safe his fingers dug into his plams, nails tearing through flesh as he tried to keep his composure. He could feel the eyes on him, the pack was waiting for him to break - they wouldn't have to wait long. Just a few more steps and he'd run to Minchan's side. "Fuck a jacket." he managed to spit out and quickly rushed to Minchan as soon as the other was less than ten feet away, running to his mate and burring his face in the older boy's jacket. He hugged him breathing in Minchan's sent and quickly relaxing. "Fuck. I missed you so much babe." he mumbled against the other's chest. He could hear the small giggles from the first years and smiled as he heard some of them get smacked on the head. A small laugh threatening to leave his lips as he turned around to look at them.  But he quickly returned his attention to Minchan, leaning up and planting a kiss on Minchan's lips without any more words, "Fuck I missed you. Goddamnit never leave for that long again I'm going to die." he managed to say when he finally pulled back after a  few moments. He was elated though, he couldn't hide it. He could tell his entire body was emanating it. Emanating the joy of having Minchan back by his side after only three days he couldn't tell if that was romantic or pathetic. But at this point he didn't care.

[kim-jaehwan]

MINHWAN | KJH + SSH

A small smile spread across Jae's face and he just shook his head a little. Minhwan. Seriously? He managed a small smile despite the tense situation and nodded a little, trying to keep himself composed on the matter. What a strange situation this was turning out to be. He looked Sunhee over quietly, his eyes wandering over his face as if trying to read him. Them dropping to the other boy's stomach... that's were the kid was going to grow. God damnit why was he so stupid. But he couldn't be mad... He wasn't sure why. But he wasn't mad. He couldn't find a reason to be. Instead he just hummed a bit and nodded again. "Minhwan is very pretty."  He looked up eyes locking with Sunhee's. He wasn't quite sure what they were supposed to do now. It was a little early to alert the company - or to go buy things... but were they supposed to start dating now? What were they supposed to do? He was never one to believe in a child having to grow up with divorced parents. His parents were constantly at each others throats but they still stayed together. Sure they were horrible parents but their principals were in the right place. He licked his lips as he thought. "So... what do you want to ... how should we..." he couldn't find a way to form the words. What were they supposed to do? They were only teenagers. It wasn't like, sure they both had jobs it wasn't like the kid was going to be unprovided for, but how to handle the situation that was going to the the main issue.

[doyouwantpercysd-deactivated201]

Checking up on you? [he grinned]

[kim-jaehwan]

[ he nodded once ] Yeah pretty much.

[doyouwantpercysd-deactivated201]

[he turned to the door and smiled at him as he re-entered] Everything alright?

[kim-jaehwan]

[ he nodded a little ] Yeah jus' my sister calling. 

[lsd-for-you-and-me-deactivated2]

[doyouwantpercysd-deactivated201]

[he ran a hand through his hair and stood up, taking a quick look at himself in the mirror. He quickly ruffled the strands and rubbed his face, fanning himself to cool down]

[kim-jaehwan]

[ he had to reassure his sister about five times that he was clean before she hung up and he was able to get back into percy's dorm, he closed the door behind him softly and slipped the phone back into his pocket ]

[doyouwantpercysd-deactivated201]

[he nodded and smiled, pulling his knees to his chest] No it’s alright.

[kim-jaehwan]

[ he smiled and pecked percy's lips ] Thanks prince. It'll be over soon [ he picked up his phone and answered his little sister when a smile as he stepped out of percy's room to speak with her ] 

[doyouwantpercysd-deactivated201]

[he cupped his cheek with one hand, smiling into the kiss slightly]

[kim-jaehwan]

[ he would have continued kissing percy but his phone rang and he sighed a little, he would have ignored it but that ring tone was unique, he pulled away and got off of percy ] Babe I... gotta take this.

[doyouwantpercysd-deactivated201]

[he blushed and curled his arms around his neck, kissing him back softly]

[kim-jaehwan]

[ he pulled the other up towards him deepening the kiss ]

[doyouwantpercysd-deactivated201]

[he smiled a little and nodded] Thankyou. But yes, you can. You still have nine kisses.

[kim-jaehwan]

Aww yes, you're so cute. I wish they were infinite. [ he gave the other a soft smile and kissed him gently ] 

[doyouwantpercysd-deactivated201]

No, of course you weren’t! I just.. I don’t want to get a name for myself and I want to know that those I do.. Things with, care for me, respect me and all that. I don’t want to be something cheap and meaningless to them.

[kim-jaehwan]

[ he smiled a little and shook his head ] I totally get it babe. Then we won't do anything alright. [ he nodded once and leaned down pressing his forehead against the other boy's ] But can I still kiss you my prince?

[doyouwantpercysd-deactivated201]

No, gosh no! It’s just.. I feel like this will lead somewhere and I’m not that kind of person.

[kim-jaehwan]

Oh babe.. [ he pulled away a little ] I'm sorry... if I was making you uncomfortable. 

[doyouwantpercysd-deactivated201]

[he felt the blood rush south and gently pushed Jae away, biting his lip] 

[kim-jaehwan]

[ he gave the other a pout as he was pushed away ] My Prince.. did I do something wrong?

[doyouwantpercysd-deactivated201]

[he let out a soft whine, watching Jae closely, letting out a sharp breath at the kisses on his skin]

[kim-jaehwan]

[ he smiled a little and looked up at the other as he kissed the skin ]