03.06.19
Lately, I've been struggling a lot.
I'm juggling work, studies, and personal matters so hard.
Sanay ako noon. I'm a very resilient person. I have an ability to bounce back and cope up immediately. I have never entertain negativity. Hindi uso sakin ang stress at pagod. I am goal oriented. I always work beyond expectations. And I can showcase my ability. I am quite confident with myself. (Ang yabang ni Ate Kim) 😂
But that was before. Something has change.
Ngayon, madalas ko ng sabihin na
"Ayoko na"
I always feel the "pagod" that never goes away. Parang naging parte na ng sistema ko.
Natatanong ko na din sarili ko ng " Bakit ko ba ginagawa to? Para saan ba to? Deserve ko ba lahat ng tao? Tama ba naging desisyon ko? Ito ba talaga gusto ko? Masaya ba ako?"
(pero dahil "bidakid" ako, ako rin sasagot 😂)
Pati sa mga sarili kong sagot ndi ako nasasatisfied. Hahahahaha
Buti na lang maayos Lovelife ko. ❤
My source of strength and motivation. ❤
Despite of distance, he never failed to remind me of my worth . ❤
So balik tayo sa ka-dramahan ko.
You will see that there's something bothering me with my actions and facial expressions. Although masungit naman talaga ko. But if somebody asked me kung kamusta na ako, I can always answer na okay lang with a smile pa. Ako na ata perfect example ng pangiti ngiti lang yan pero...
Basta maraming pero.😁
Pero kahit maraming pero at (rant. Ehem.) I'm still doing my best with every tasks given to me. Wala eh. Anak ni Jollibee. Bidakid eh. 😂
While I'm doing some reports, nahulog to sa mga papel.
Nakaipit.
Scratch paper.
Dinampot ko para tignan at itapon kung basura na.
Na shookt ako.
Just when I thought everything is not fine and full of impossibilities.
There it is!
Maybe, this is God's way of reminding me to pursue more and try a little harder.
That maybe it is a sign that I'm on the right path.
Hindi ako very religious person, kaya big deal sakin to.
So kamusta ako ngayon?
Ayun. Nalipasan na naman ng gutom pero buti na lang maganda pa din. Charot! 😂
Daldal ko naman.
Wala lang. SKL.
K. Bye! 😘