Kim

22 | dutch | fandoms♡

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but there’s nothing wrong with me, this is how I’m supposed to be. in the land of make believe, I don’t believe in me ➖👽➖

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this may be the night my dreams might let me know, all the stars are closer ➖💫➖

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but there’s no love, man. there’s no love and he kids are uptight ➖👕➖

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eyes always know when truth lies low. I bet she hates me now. memories I had long locked away have begun to break free, like shards of glass fracturing off a fresh crime scene.

I haven’t seen her face since November. I almost like it better that way.

in sleep, these shards dissolve into a midnight cloud. I can see it on the horizon, every now and then. the question is no longer a matter of if, but when.

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I think I lost myself trying to find you

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careful creature

[kimisafangirl]

Haven't made a digital drawing for a long time but here's my first one in ages, of the one and only @froymusic ➖💙➖ (twitter @/PREClOUSFROY)

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i love how open you are with your fans. its almost like we're your friends.

uhm y'all are my friends :)

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Would you ever go to more conventions?

I’m going to Brussels at the end of the month for werewolfcon! super stoked about it :)

[kimisafangirl]

Still crying about not being able to attend :(

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Run.

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I have the best frans. ily Rebecca <3

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Amsterdam

I saw two faces in the glow of a red light street begged them for a smoke and we started to speak counting bricks in the wall and my voice cracks said “you see I’ve got this girl but she don’t love me back”

come close and share a smoke let me light you up and dim I want your air in my throat won’t you warm my lungs within reveal yourself to me on this dark and empty street and you can see yourself in me breathe you in so easily

my feet were getting kinda loud so charlie grabbed me hard he said “kid you gotta come down from wherever you are” but his words fall on deaf ears I’m trapped in your lips and this dial tone will kill me by the end of the trip

come close and share a smoke let me light you up and dim I’ll spend my love til I’m broke can’t you take a break from him take the smallest chance on me I’ll give you wings til you feel free and you can see yourself in me oh god I fall so easily

it was the first night I’d ever felt so high tripping over sidewalk stones and slurred words that I know aren’t even mine and steve’s a better friend than charlie cause he keeps the pain at ease but I know I’ll be alone tonight despite how much I bleed

come close and share a smoke let me light you up and dim I gambled all my coins and babygirl you keep the wins take it all with you and I’ll be happy for you two and I can see myself in you and you can see me in you too

half closed eyes and my shoes untied know I’ll be falling asleep in my headphones tonight dripping eyes and blows to my pride know I’ll be a changed man know I would treat you right I met the sweetest friends despite what I intend know I’ll be waking up to messages I didn’t send

Cigarettes After Sex, ODEZSA, Amber Mark know I’ll be falling asleep cradling my heart didn’t I give it all for you all my love I’m still proud of you so take it all with you hope he treats you better than this emotional fool but take it all with you how we broke into the movies, all the stargazing

gave you new parts of me every single day til you had me whole but I’d do it all over again babygirl even with the fall cause we had it all now I’ll go and kiss all the wrong people to distract my heart getting a head start

gotta start learning how to stop if I’m gonna move on from you move on from you everything I do is for you

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take care of yourselves 💙

‪to my white & white passing friends: we are responsible and we need to do better. please speak up, speak out and stay educated. ‬

‪to my friends of color: I love you. please call/text if you need anything, a space to vent, cat pictures, anything.‬

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growing up sucks

this has been weighing on my mind lately - and now that I’m strolling down highland park streets by myself, I wanted to write this while I still feel it. with every step I take closer to my dreams, there’s another hollow hero I meet. my idea of the world and the people I’ve admired have faded as I’ve come to meet them, like the stars as you approach the city. it’s a sobering aspect of growing up - sometimes it feels like you’re staring at the sun. what I’m trying to say is: sit down with yourself. ask your reflection what he wants, what makes him happy. your dreams, your desires should come from within you. keep it in your heart that you don’t need anyone to be happy. that is living. stay hydrated 💙 -F