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Old demons continue to haunt me no matter how long since I did it.

It was like looking in the past.

There was no anger and yet, it didn’t feel quite right.

25/1/13

It’s time.

As much as I enjoy your company, it has become dangerous. It’s dangerous for me to even see you often with the fear it’ll go back to the way it was. I’m tired of feeling this way. I’m tired of a lot of things. I deserve so much better. It’s terrible but that’s just how it is based on how everything played out.

But with the way things are looking, the choices that you make will lead to certain outcomes. I’ve learned the hard way that you don’t get everything you want in life. While you get one thing, you lose out on something and you’ve just got to accept that. You need to know what you’re losing when you decide on something else.

This isn’t me simping. This isn’t me being petty. This isn’t me being salty. This is me coming to terms with the situation and realizing everything. I always wondered what was wrong with me. Why I wasn’t enough. What else could I have done. But I realize my worth and I know what I am capable of. I know I can do right and there was never anything wrong with me in this situation.

I’m not hiding anything and I also won’t be doing anything. I’ve done more than enough in my part. Everything is in your hands and I’m sure it’s not that difficult for you to figure out.

I hope it’s clear. I don’t want to have to say it out in black and white and make this difficult.

Now you've got a reason to simp.

And on the day, July 21st, this is when and how it ends.