This is a personal blog, but I likely won’t be making many posts myself. I prefer to stay silent and reblog stuff, mostly fanart. If I do post something, it’s most likely to be whining or ranting. However, I’m also known to ramble on (especially when I’m tired).
I’m the type who hyperfixates on one thing, and it becomes my whole world. However, I have a vast collection of other fandoms I like, as well as other interests. So there’s likely to be odds and ends here and there, too (especially when I fall down rabbit holes).
I’m also the type to hyperfocus on one character. In doing so, he (as the character is almost always male) is subjected to the insanity and depravity that is my mind. Mainly by pairing him up with other guys from his fandom (and sometimes other fandoms, too), in which his dynamic will always be the bottom. I’m also a sucker for omegaverse, so he’ll be an omega if applicable (98% of the time).
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Current hyperfixation & other distractions:
Detroit: Become Human | Connor | HankCon, RK1K (MarkCon), RK1700 (900800)
My fic: SPU | series | Gen, M/M (eventually) | canon divergence (deviant Connor), omegaverse (Ω Connor)
Dispatch | Robert | Flambert, Sonbert, Herbert, Z-Team/Robert Polycule
Resident Evil | Leon | Chreon, Serrenedy, Kreon
One Piece | Sanji | ZoSan, LuSan, AceSan
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Click keep reading to view all fandoms and things you might also find on my blog (as well as my favorite character in them).
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Games:
Animal Crossing (Marshal), Bloodborne, The Dark Pictures Anthology, Detroit: Become Human (Connor), Dispatch (Robert), Fields of Mistria (Caldarus), Final Fantasy (Cloud), Kingdom Hearts (Riku), Left 4 Dead 2 (Ellis), The Legend of Zelda (Link), Pokémon (Eevee), The Quarry (Dylan), Resident Evil (Leon, Grace), Silent Hill, Skyrim, Stardew Valley, The Walking Dead (Clementine), Tomb Raider, Undertale, Until Dawn (Sam)
Anime/Manga:
Code Geass (Lelouch), Death Note (L), Durarara (Izaya), Free (Rin), Fruits Basket (Yuki), Fullmetal Alchemist (Edward), Kuroshitsuji (Ciel), Naruto (Sasuke), Natsume Yuujinchou (Natsume), Neon Genesis Evangelion (Kaworu), No. 6 (Nezumi), One Piece (Sanji), Promare (Lio), Shingeki no Kyojin (Levi), Tokyo Ghoul (Kaneki), Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle (Fai) (and other CLAMP series) (Watanuki, Kamui, Subaru, Kazahaya), Tsuritama (Haru), Yuri on Ice (Yuuri, Yuri)
Movies/TV shows:
Adventure Time (Marceline), The Big Bang Theory (Sheldon), Buffy the Vampire Slayer (Buffy), Disney/Pixar, Doctor Who, DreamWorks, Ed Edd n Eddy (Eddy), Fantastic Beasts (Newt), Harry Potter (Draco), How to Train Your Dragon (Hiccup), Good Omens (Crowley), Gravity Falls (Dipper), The Hobbit (Bilbo), In the Flesh (Kieren), Labyrinth, Lord of the Rings, Marvel Cinematic Universe (Loki), The Princess Bride, Rise of the Guardians (Jack), Sherlock (BBC), Sherlock Holmes (Guy Ritchie movies) (Sherlock), Star vs the Forces of Evil (Marco), Steven Universe (Lars, Pearl), Studio Ghibli, Supernatural (Sam), Wicked (Elphaba)
And possibly various other games, anime, manga, movies, shows, books, actors, bands, YouTubers/streamers, Sanrio, animals, nature, astrology, astronomy, etc.
So you know how Flambae’s base intellect is 1 so canonically he’s naturally kinda stupid? Well I think it's a fun headcanon that every once in a while, this stupidity resurfaces in a comment so brainless that it derails the whole shift
An example:
Flambae: I don’t get all that shit about the Great Depression
Prism: What’s not to get?
Flambae: Everyone’s always talking about it like it was the worst thing ever. I could totally beat it
Robert: You think you could beat the Great Depression
Flambae: Why do you sound so surprised? You doubting me, Bob-Bob?
Robert, incredulously: Yes
Mal: What does that even mean? How are you beating the Great Depression?
Flambae: Well first of all, I can’t get a sunburn, so I stay out in the sun all day. Second, I get a cat, I let it purr on me—
Robert: Wait, do you think—
Prism: BAE, NO
Flambae: What?
Visi: Well we know one kid got left behind
Golem: Way behind
Flambae, confused and pissed off: What? What’s wrong with what I said??
Sonar: HE THINKS EVERYONE WAS JUST REALLY SAD
Flambae: Why the fuck are you laughing at me?!
Visi: This is your man by the way, Robert
Robert, dryly: I have some thinking to do, clearly
Haha. What do you mean I accidentally lined up three appointments back to back again for this week? And they’re literally back to back—Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday? Haha. Surely I wouldn’t be stupid enough to do that twice in as many weeks, right? …Right?
Code Veronica Remake in 2027? I’m intrigued. Leon is my favorite boy, but I do love Claire Redfield. Can’t wait for the let’s plays. (I wonder if it’ll send back into the Resi hyperfixation? I suppose we shall see.)
I need Robert to go hobby hunting. Like, he's mecha man, fantastic, but Shroud is gone so, who is Robert? What does he like? What does he do for fun?
Trying to find out who he is outside of hero work, maybe he joins the Z-team on their hobbies? Z-team being excited to share what they like and try new things together.
There's this one trope I saw in a fanfic many years ago, and now I absolutely love using it to show a character's moral exhaustion.
So just imagine: Robert and Chad are having sex pretty aggressively, in their usual manner – maybe for only the second or third time ever in their relationship. And right after Robert orgasms, he just starts sobbing. All that built-up negativity finally releases, and he can't calm down afterward. He keeps insisting that he's fine, nothing hurts, and the most important thing right now is that Chad doesn't leave his side. Not even for a step.
At first, Chad completely panics – which I think is pretty logical when someone is crying underneath you, even if you're pretty sure that just a few minutes ago they were explicitly telling you not to stop... All he can do is let Robert ride out all those emotions and just be a heated emotional support vest for him.
The only exception might be having to briefly step away to move the cats away when they try to bite him on the cheek or lick his nose in an attempt to comfort him (this is an accurate description of my cat's behavior, and cheek bites actually hurt quite a lot), and to lift Beef onto the bed after hearing his sad little woofs.
I love crybaby Robert this is very in character for him.
As someone who had to be strong growing up, who was not allowed to be a child, or soft, or weak, and have never felt loved, he definitely has a lot of feelings pent up.
I think he'd cry during rough sex but only because it's intense, and in a way he's pretty used to that. I don't really consider that crying.
Tender sex is where he'll full on start sobbing, the uncontrollably type of crying that doesn't stop no matter how much he tries contain it. It's the kind of cry where he has to just lay there for a bit and let it out, he can't do anything else. The type he hates.
Chad is very patient with him. First he definitely makes sure it's not because he's in pain, and absolutely refuses to keep going even if Robert insists. He'll cradle Robert against his chest and rub his back, will raise his body temperature just enough to be comforting. He'll start speaking to him in Dari, very softly, and the lull of that will start to calm Robert down.
Once Robert has stopped crying, Chad will gently coax the truth out of Robert. Robert is embarrassed as all hell and tries to shrug it off, but Chad is nothing if not stubborn, and isn't going to let this go. Robert finally admits it's because he's never felt this comfortable and loved, and it hit him all at once. He's safe. He's okay. His body relaxed so completely it made him cry.
Chad spends the whole night babying him. "It's okay, Robert. I've got you."
