🌺isa madrigal🌺

blunt and raw and random thoughts here

[kindaisabelamadrigal]

i lowk like u tbh currently waiting for u to txt me lol so annoying

[missridingwolf]

Guys I think something is wrong with my Tumblr because I keep getting the pumpkin from Halloween instead of the Christmas version 😭

[kindaisabelamadrigal]

yeah, we almost broke up again

i suddenly stumbled up to this song: we almost broke up again. i cried like actually cried. this reminds me of how i used to tolerate shits.

Bullshit repeats itself Is that how the saying goes? Been here a thousand times Selective memory though

that's the part of the entrance of the song.

sometimes i feel trapped when i'm tolerating someone just because there is an innocent wishful thinking of 'i know he can do better'. the biggest emotional miscalculation i ever experienced in my whole life is i made certain someone became the main character of my tale.

when he entered the auditorium just because he wants to be a peripheral character, i ended up spinning an entire narrative. he lives under the spotlight he never asked. i built the stage, i wrote the script, i casted him inside my head. his failure was only against a script he never agreed to. it's never his fault. mostly me. i built a whole arc for someone who only wants to be a spectator.

i amazed how i could be the whole builder when i was in love. I could raise a moon from his shards of stones. but eventually, i ended up disappointed when i realize all the bullshit. sometimes i thought: no one even deserves such loyalty.

now i treat people like seasons. they reflect what chapter i currently lived by.

idc please leave me fucking alone if you just need to fulfill your ego. i didn't exist bearing this whole pit of hell called living on this fucking earth to feed your ego.

emotionally immature men does not deserve a good life. may all who hurt me live eternally in looped karma. this includes the men who will enter my life and mess me up again in the future.

from the bottom of my heart, whoever hurts me, may you rot under fascism.

[ellipsus-writes]

If you haven't heard, the em dash has been getting a lot of attention lately…

Because it was trained on pirated work—including freely accessible online writing (like fanfic, academic texts)—ChatGPT picked up patterns and quirks native to human writing.

Including (sigh) the em dash.

There are other victims here (RIP tapestry and delve 🫠), but the appropriation of the em dash—a punctuation mark beloved by writers everywhere—feels especially personal.

A kind of low-grade panic is ensuing. Writers who once memed their own em dash overuse—the greatest punctuation mark ever to grace the control-freak’s lexicon, frankly—are suddenly backing away to avoid accusations.

No. More. We have centuries of dash-abusing writers behind us. We will not sit quietly while AI repurposes our beloved stilted aside—or the just-one-more clarification the sentence demands—or the dramatic pause your comma could never—etc.

You don’t write like AI—AI writes like you.

Defend the em dash.

(Feel free to download/share/stick it where it matters!)

[weaselle]

[mi-ciudad]

It's been a while since i worked in cities skylines, but I did a few little things tonight but i also forget the last time i showed off my city so here's how it looks now:

[kindaisabelamadrigal]

i have this concept of personal boundaries about relationship that if someone approaches me but keep things vague of their intentions i won’t emotionally invested. yes they are giving attention or whatever it is but i recognize it will cost me a lot if i dont set early boundaries. i wont translate any emotional vagueness. if they step the game up, i’ll open to the offered idea. if not, why would i entertained such haze.

[depsidase]

[kindaisabelamadrigal]

them all stupid idc

[theconcealedweapon]

"But being a landlord isn't easy. Sometimes landlords are overwhelmed with bills that they struggle to pay."

So, what you're saying is that we should create a society in which no one struggles to pay their bills, regardless of their situation or how they got there?

There are already people advocating for that cause. You can join them.

But you don't want that. You want a society that considers you superior for owning an extra house. You want a society that cares about your comfort while sacrificing the comfort of others. And that's why you're considered an asshole.

You don't get to fight against a rule then wonder why the rule won't save you.