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Her curious gaze falls on the journal for a few moments as her arms wrap around his neck from behind in a loose embrace but the journal doesn’t stay open for long when her lips fall closer to his ear to question the gold star situation, It’s a surprise to her, mostly since she didn’t realize what an effect she had on the leader. She shouldn’t be surprised though not when most of the time when the opposite occurred she was just as nervous as he was now. She leans forward to press her lips to his cheek only to get another bump to the glasses as he turns to look at her, both pairs of glasses are off center and the only reason she lets go to fix them is because hers have fallen at a weird angle onto her face.
‘You know I still think if i had all the pages claimed maybe the others would sandbag me as much when i’m hooked.’ The botanist lets go to settle right beside him on the log giving a joking smile, she knew the others tried but it still hurt sometimes being taken off only for her to be hit right back to the ground before she even had a second chance to distract and help.
He would have succeeded in bringing a nervous flush to her face if it weren’t for the fact he’s so un-smooth that she wants to laugh not at him well a little bit at him for unknowingly being awkwardly cute. Quietly she leans up only to tease him further (but she’s not lying either). ‘You don’t even have to be wearing stars to get me to check you out.’ She relaxes back down with a little smile. She considers a more daring line but she’s not going to go straight for his life with her teases, not to mention her cheeks are already heating up with her own admission.
With a fresh layer of sweat soaking through his shirt collar, he has half a mind to mention that, compared to the Trapper, she had somehow acquired a presence far more unnerving than that of the man who loomed up behind them so often, his serrated grin stretching wider until the spines he salivated over snapping, shuddered in recognition. Although the Trapper harvested more of his dread than she would ever manage, even if she walked in on him picking his nose, Dwight couldn’t help but feel like a balloon with all its air missing whenever the botanist joined him by the fire once they’d fought their way out of a trial before the Entity could make flies in a web out of them. Mostly because keeping up his leader-like facade was so much easier when the stress of surviving forced him to take the bolder initiative in keeping his team safe and efficiently supervised so that all their strengths could shine through the clutter of chaos that came of thinking he could wag a scolding finger at a beast large enough to crush him like a soda can, which they often did once they realized the prey they were carrying off to a hook had only wriggled free because a sweaty shrimp named Dwight had thrown a pallet across their path.
Sometimes he wondered if that was the part of him she expected to meet by the fire each night alongside the faint glow in her cheeks he imagined his nervous small talk dowsing before the shy warmth even had a chance to travel downward and kindle her heart. Perhaps his unintentional cooling of her interest was for the best though. There was no point in trying to pretend he knew what the hell he was doing as much as the next survivor. If it weren’t for the fact that he’d arrived in the realm shortly after a weekend of unpaid training and group activities that no one else wanted to take charge of and risk getting them out of the woods sooner than malaria could strike, he wouldn’t be the one striving so hard to steer his team at the expense of their patience for his motivational tactics. Regardless, he’s glad she at least appreciates his efforts enough to make the mules among them more likely to drink from the fountain of well-meaning altruism. Of course, there were still a few reckless heads among them who would rather piss in that fountain by ripping folks off their hooks without any concern for them afterwards. The botanist probably doesn’t mean to remind him of this problem, but now that its drifted to the front of his concerns, it’s all he can do to keep the storm in him from darkening his face and raining over an otherwise pleasant evening. “I hope you’re planning on taking names next time that happens. Because I’ve got a firm talking to in store for whoever pulls these brainless stunts” Not that he’d expect her to rat anybody out, and in a way–he’s glad she doesn’t. Biases were the last thing a leader needed.
Blatant shows of favoritism in the innocuous form of PDA was also something he didn’t intend on subjecting the team to, but once a furtive glance around the camp confirms that Claudette’s been the only one sneaking around behind him, Dwight figures he can risk a small hug and loops his arm around her shoulder. He just doesn’t expect her to soften the stiff gesture further by burrowing against his side until the heat pooling in his cheeks resembles a fresh sunburn under the moonlight. And of course she has to worsen this further with that teasing tone of hers that she might have curbed kindly enough so that she didn’t rip his heart out entirely, but even so, Dwight knows that if he examines the shivering organ later, there’s bound to be nibble marks around it. “…is that what this is?” He murmurs soft enough for her ears as if doing so would help stifle the nervous tint to his tone. His hand– resting limp on her shoulder, slides uncertain down the length of her arm until he cups an elbow. With a fond squeeze, he tuts as her woolly hair tickles the underside of his jaw. “And here I thought you actually wanted that raise in stickers.”














