HER ROUGHED LIPS PRESS against each other and she is forced to swallow her smirk. The crown that pointedly rested atop her head is not just a symbol of her status, her authority -ย ย it carried a much weightier meaning. Legacy. The crown was once their motherโs, passed on to Eliana on her coronation of Crown Princess. Even then, on that grandiose occasion, she could see the heaviness behind her brotherโs eyes as he lowered the crown; he wished he was gazing upon a face that remind him of their mother, but he would find no salvation, her dark eyes reflected no one but Lothar. She could see that same gaze now, with a dark and quiet rage alongside. โ You do not intimidate me, Ilias โ She scoffed, turning her body to face him square on and rigid, โ You should stop pretending to be, Father, your presence commands merely half of what his did, andย Iย am much more alike he than you. โ
โ I speak on behalf of our people. They too desire answers - she was not just our mother, but their Queen. Are you so selfish as to not seek the answers your people provide ?! โ Once more, she tests him, her words beckoning and coercing.
โ I would not declare war, I would merely ask questions. They disrupted ourย peace when one of their swines carted off with our countryโs queen - our motherย Ilias !! โ Her mind stubborn and her will was iron; Eliana refused to accept any other way but her own, she was exactly how their father intended for her to be crafted.
Her hands take his. Fingers caress the top of his hand, feeling the smooth skin beneath. The blood coursing within his veins is also her own. Blood of my blood. โ If you will not enquire for Neriakโฆthen do it for me, dear brother. โ
Eliana slips from his touch, and for a moment, his fingers brush only air on their descent down. What a familiar feeling it was -- to reach and grasp and desperately pry and find nothing.ย His eyes shut, letting dread extinguish the spark of anger, so that when he opens them again, his gaze is empty and unfocused.
โIt is true,โ Ilias concedes, turning his attention to the veil, which he winds meticulously back into resting form.ย โYou too are little more than rot and rage.โ
He brushes past her, toward the vestibule where worship garb is kept. For a breath, the only noise in the space are his footsteps, which echo off the high walls and remind him of how small he is. How small he was always made to feel. What a clever trick his sister learned from Lothar, to find the tender places and pierce them. The sting was a dull one -- nothing he did not already know. But the truth, despite this, was that Ilias did not need to intimidate Eliana. He commanded her. And that enraged her, which he knew lingered much longer than her small stabs at him.
โNeriak has no queen now,โ he answers evenly, closing the veil away in its rightful place. Each word clipped at the end, a tone implying an end to discussion. Yet she pressed, and pushed, and bent Iliasโ patience until it took new form, wavering on the precipice of breaking in two. โYou speak only of yourself, both in your interests and in your motives. If there is selfishness to be addressed in this temple, Osiris knows it slithers from you.โย
And yet, despite explicit instruction to the contrary, Eliana offered no end to her insistence. He watched her regurgitate whatever vile garbage Lothar had conjured, face contorting with disgust and disbelief that she could cling to something so blindly. Her hands took his, and he felt the gentle thrum beneath her skin -- the milky well of sorrow that pooled there. He felt it run the course of her body, reaching the tips of her fingers and the the heels of her feet. A kind of pain that permeated her whole. If he were a better man, he would have absorbed it from her -- borne her suffering as his own. Instead, he recoiled, repulsed by the knowledge that she might feel the agony in his form too.
โSabine is gone, Eliana,โ he pushed a sharp exhale from his lungs, muscles tense as he began to slip out of placid disinterest and into something more familial.ย โShe did not come when we begged Osiris, when Lothar fell ill, when he died. She did not come when we ascended -- when I took the country and you took her crown. She is gone, and I will not allow Neriak to remain cloaked in the shadows of the past because you cannot accept that.โ
It did not matter if Ilias believed Sabine truly absconded to Alfheim, or if he clung tight to suspicions of a more macabre end. She had abandoned them, left them to Lothar entirely, and damned them to pick up the pieces. In her absence, years had passed with nary a word from outside the walls of Neriak, as she had condemned her children to exist as walking corpses, sealed into the coffin with the ghosts of a people once vibrant and alive. Here now, they choked on the fresh air, where light was too bright and they knew too little. How long had they dreamed of freedom? Of escape from the prison Makati had become? And Eliana would sacrifice their opportunity -- their second chance -- to satisfy her own hunger? To seek out a woman who either did not exist or did not wish to be found?
โOur people want their lives back, Eliana,โ Ilias turned his back to her, lowering his head in reverence before Osirisโ idol.ย โDonโt you?โ