any/no name, it/they/he or no pronouns with no preference. please try to be consistent within sentences.
posts/rbs are occasionally suggestive, so follow with caution (i am an adult). adult mutuals and followers can dm me for my tasteful sideblogs, but be aware i may decline to share them.
if mutual, dm for new tags; current: flashing, loud, clown, bug, unsanitary, apocalypse â bug is for realistic/descriptive bugs, unsanitary is for more descriptive/visual gross posts, and apocalypse is for world-ending scenarios, especially imagery. i will also try to use mdni whenever i'm aware i'm reblogging from a blog that states minors should not interact with them.
please don't hesitate to give me a nudge if i fail to respond in a timely manner to important matters or if i fail to tag something â i have memory issues
you may tag me in posts but i may not respond to them directly if at all. i do look at them though. i also tend to respond to asks very late.
my discord server (VLJS) is always open if you'd like to talk, play games, listen to music, or watch things with us. there's a link in my carrd under the cut.
my OCs â feel free to draw them or ask about them
if i reblog something with a group of characters but only tag one of them, it's because i only tag my favorites in reblogs.
more about me @ https://beeleth.carrd.co
INCOMPLETE TAG GUIDE:
"#art" covers all art (i try to only rb & tag art with clear sources or credits / art by the poster); you can also check "#my art" and "#not my art" to be more specific.
"#for X" is for posts i make or collect for my friends.
"#X tag" is for posts that remind me of ocs / actually include my ocs. you can find oc art specifically by looking through the "#my ocs" tag.
"#loreposting" is for oc lore; feel free to send asks, dm me, or check my wiki/toyhouse for more info.
"#just like me fr" is me-like posts.
"#volo" is volo from pokemon legends: arceus.
"#demons" is, despite the name, for demons and various other entities.
"#00FF00" is mostly neon green. it's my favorite color.
"#halberd irl" is my irl tag â i typically use it for mundane purposes (photos and daily happenings).
"#bpd" and "#intersex" are exactly whats on the tin. some posts in these tags may not explicitly be about them but they remind me of my experiences (and/or common experiences).
"#box 1", "#box 2", and all further boxes are curated post collections with often vague theming.
"#library" & "#enrichment" are both full of resources, reminders, guides, links, downloads, etc.; enrichment is more fun/activity-based, but there is some overlap between the tags. sometimes they're more for others than they are for me.
i tend to not make image ids / alt text for images in my posts out of worry my descriptions arenât coherent or high quality enough; if i find the energy and focus to write them myself i will add them retroactively, but you are also very welcome to write some for me (in which case i will edit my posts to use them with credit).
This the report that JK Rowing doesn't want you to see. This report scares her so much that she is trying to destroy Amnesty International, a human rights organization, to stop you reading it:
Amnesty International put out a major report documenting the influence of UK based anti trans gender critical organizations and their fundin
(Amnesty already pulled the report because of JKR's threats. Of course that didn't and won't stop her - capitulating to fascists and bigots is never the answer. Alejandra captured the report and posted it, so you can read what JKR doesn't want you to know.)
a lot of people assume psychosis hallucinations are super intense all-consuming horror movie shit like the memes about the hat man or always horrible debilitating things that make you dangerous to be around
but in my experience 95% of my hallucinations are getting spooked by very clearly hearing someone knocking on my door or calling my name from another room or hearing footsteps walking behind me which are "just" my brain recreating the horror of an abusive childhood
i *have* gotten the "bugs crawling all over me" hallucination once or twice though and yeah that one is exactly as terrible horrible as it sounds AUGH
(not trying to put you on blast specifically, you're just a good example to jump off of)
media and pop culture hypes up psychosis a lot as The Worst That Can Happen out of sanism, so even when you try and filter that cultural bias out you still assume it's based on something
when, no, psychosis is actually very simple: it's just hyperactive pattern matching. it's your brain's signal-to-noise ratio being off balance, it's seeing images in random static. it's not always this special uniquely big thing, it's in fact quite mundane a lot of the time.
no one is immune to psychosis, it's not purely the realm of the insane. anyone is one bad night of sleep or one bad case of food poisoning or one bad fever away from being just like me on my worst days.
and this, indeed, is why solidarity with the insane is so important: you, yes you too, are just one bad day from joining us, and no perceptions of being a "temporarily embarrassed sane person" will save you from the oppression of the psychiatric institution.
So I do 3D modeling and printing as a hobby, and a few weeks ago I designed wheel guards meant to prevent office chairs from running over cables and clothes... or your pet's tail.
I got the idea from cowcatchers old locomotives used to have.
Anyways, yesterday I uploaded the model to Thingiverse, and just hours after uploading it, the Community Relationship Manager of the whole website left a comment suggesting I enter the model into a competition that's currently being held on the site.
So I did... and now it's in third place not even a day later. First place is $500, but the competition still has a month to go.
Then the Community Manager contacted me again, telling me they want to feature my model in an upcoming design promotion.
Just, what is happening? I mostly made this thing for myself in, like, an hour, and now it's suddenly super popular? This is all a little bit overwhelming đ”âđ«
Other models I worked on for weeks didn't get nearly as popular. I swear, it's impossible to predict what people will like.
Anyways, if you want to print the wheel guards yourself, you can get the model here or here.
I also made a quiet version you can stick furniture felt pads on.
in front of you there are two bottles of poison. one of them is green and is labeled "green poison" and the other is purple and labeled "purple poison".
If you donât let go of your prejudices and past grudges, your heart wonât blossom. 2013 is coming, letâs make a change. We only have one planet so letâs show each other some kindness.
