It's been really rough for me even if it dosen't seem like it.
Losing the love of my life has been one of the toughest things I have ever had to endure.
Sitting behind my equipment and pressing buttons with the thought of you is so hard sometimes I can't do it but I force myself too, same with school work and everything in between.
I've cried on multiple occasions....
Had dreams that everything was okay only to awaken to the cold reality...
I've even listened and consoled others on their relationships which has helped me to view her side and learn about myself.
We all just want to be loved by that one person, and I've been trying to help those who ask for help keep that person and I try hard cause loosing that person is really hard.
I hope those who are in a relationship going through hardships right now can find a way through it.
Cause everyday I have to look at the Mogu Mogu juice in my fridge that I didn't drink. The one she gave me I see it and I die a little inside each time.
I wish I could've been better if I was everything would still be perfect between us...
She probably moved on but through all the times we broke up and got back together I never moved on from her I'll always carry some sort of love for her.
I cried after making this.
