kai has daddy issues.

xix. kingberly. loving people who (surprise) do no love me back. suffering an obsessive disorder with elizabeth grant, harry styles and malachai parker. depressed ass bitch.

[the-edge-of-reality]

[rohgoreihgiorefdhgirehgreihg-de]

[morbid-lycoris]

[pink-heart-writes]

[the-edge-of-reality]

[hatred-rage-and-repression]

Deep down I wanna be worse because I deserve it... I don't wanna be happy, safe, or loved. They are such alienated feelings to me... I deserve to live a life full of misery, because I am evil.

[lilliryth]

Fuck, man. Neurodivergent love. I’m never going to get over it. Depression love says “I will do my best to stay for you.” DID/OSDD love says “Every face of this brain is endeared to you.” Autism love says “I will do anything to reach you, to give you the understanding I never got.” BPD love says “You are a vital organ of mine, and I am one of yours.” Bipolar love says “Wherever I may go, I will come back to you.” Post-traumatic love says “I will always show you gentleness in this reckless world.” ADHD love says “I will try for you, no matter the obstacle.” Anxiety love says “You are my safe space and I am yours.” ASPD love says “I choose to, on purpose, for you.” OCD love says “I will stand guard for you.” Neurodivergent love. Neurodivergent love. Different brains in love, oh my G-d. These colors are uncountable and they are my religion.

[traaumaa]

[wolkenleere]

And I wondered what it was like to be chosen. I was never chosen. I was a maybe, a probably, sometimes even a definitely but never the one, never the chosen one.

Unknown

[777sull3ngirl]

when he hurts you so bad you come crawling back to tumblr

[thestylesgifs]

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[harryfeatgaga]

do you have a pic of miami airport harry🥺

IT WAS ALL THOSE PAP PICS OF HIM INT HE YELLOW SUNNIES LOOKING THICC AS FUCK

[harryfeatgaga]

[fallen-ology]

“And I so desperately need you - I need you to hold me again. I need you to whisper to me that you need me, that you won’t leave me, that you’ll pull me out of this dark hole I’m sinking into. Follow me into the dark, don’t let me go too far. I miss your eyes, how they’d light up when you looked at me, as if I were the world and the universe. When I look at them now, when you are looking at me, you just seem so worn out. So tired. Are you tired of me? Have I used up all my tokens? Do I still mean what I meant the day you met me? How painful it is to see you fall out of love.”

— H.M

[mr-styles]

Harry Edward Styles | A Film by Beauty Paper Creates & Consults | Directed by Casper Sejersen. *UPDATE: The video has been made private but you can still watch it here.

[mr-styles]

Harry Styles for Beauty Papers Magazine By Casper Wackerhausen-Sejersen

[bbreakddancennothhearts]

All you have to say is "i miss you" and I will forget you ever said goodbye.

[mr-styles]

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