karina. twenty. any pronouns. genderfluid femme. bi aroace. autistic.
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historic moment for the emmys! regardless of your feelings about the nominees, sepideh moafi is the first persian woman in history to be nominated for the role of best supporting actress! thatâs a long-overdue milestone that iâm thrilled to see achieved
......I thought we were all relating to michael robinavitch. are we not all relating to michael robinavitch? from at least one point in time in our lives?
yk a lot of people write jack abbot as being very distant going into relationships. bordering on commitment issues depending on the fics. and i think a lot of that comes from people trying to play into him being a widow or even just age gap dynamics. which honestly is an entirely valid take.
but why are we not leaning into the fact that we KNOW jack does not like to be alone. we know he needs to keep moving and stay busy to function. that he comes in early and stays late to keep from being alone. that he has an entire second job to fill the gaps between shifts. that he fills the silence in his house with the noise of a police scanner in case heâs needed.
what about jack whoâs the one to be all in first? and comes on too strong. and has a tendency to be too much. what about jack who has to teach himself to slow down to remind himself that his relationship isnât an escape from himself?
he stands completely still, just staring at the peaceful expression on your face, softened with sleep. he counts the rising and falling of your chest. he likes the steady rhythm.
as long as he has his eyes on you, youâre alive and safe.
you donât mind andrewâs staring, youâre quite used to it. thereâs a comfort in having his gaze on you, knowing youâll always be protected if andrew is around, because heâd never let any harm come to you. you smile when you notice him staring, sometimes continuing on with your task and sometimes going over to kiss him, showing him how thankful you are that he protects you.
thatâs during the day, though. on the nights andrew spends out of bed, watching, you grow tired and lonely. your sleep is more fitful, prone to waking. you notice him, his stillness.
âandrew,â you whine. your voice is raspier from disuse. âcome to bed.â
he obeys, he always does. but you can tell heâs not completely comfortable now, his body rigid, even when he usually melts against your touch.
âi need you here, andy. sleep better knowing youâre with me.â you tell him. you know what andrew wants to hear, what he needs to hear. âmakes me feel safe.â
his arms tighten around you, âyeah?â
âyeah,â you hum, adjusting your position so youâre more comfortable, âyou can watch me sleep, andy, i donât mind. just donât leave. please?â
how can he say no to you? he doesnât.
you fall asleep surrounded by his warmth, the feeling of his body against yours, a shield keeping you away from the rest of the world.
andrew still doesnât sleep. he still stays up all night, watching you, but he realises that this way is even better. sure, it would take him a few seconds longer to get up out of bed if an intruder came in, but he can physically feel your breathing, your chest rising and falling. he can see your face better from closer. and best of all, you notice what he does to protect you and want it. heâs useful to you.
you smile in the morning, when you wake in his arms.
You are allowed to find things hot in theory while also never wanting to actually do them in real life btw. You can get off on whatever wild shit in your imagination and still prefer to be very vanilla in real life. Or not want to have sex at all in real life. You don't owe the universe anything in exchange for your dirty mind.
happy the pitt season 2 day. remember, if your day is bad, thereâs a doctor in pittsburgh having an infinitely worse one right now, so keep that chin up <3