in my saionji canon, was i a survivor, blackened, or victim? also was i the shsl ballerina dancer or something entirely different?
Thank you for requesting. I received a yes for you being the blackened in your canon and a strong yes for you being the Shsl ballerina. I do hope that helps but of course you would know best.
For the pendulum, am I kin with Shuichi? If so, how many canons do I have?
I got a weak yes for you being kin with Shuuichi Saihara but unfortunately I cannot give you an estimate of how many canons you have. As you know, there is an infinite amount of numbers and a pendulum can only answer questions with a yes, no or unsure answer. There may be a way but it is outside of my capabilities.
Hi hi, may I request aesthetics for a Toko that likes to spend quiet evenings with her Byakuya? with cream colors and hints of coffee if that's okay!!
Hi hun, I’m terribly sorry but I won’t be able to do this request if it is a romantic relationship between Touko and Togami. The relationship is displayed as abusive quite frequently and as stated in the previous post, I don’t believe any other mods are intending to be active in future.
Hey there! If you aren't busy could i please get an aesthetic for an Ibuki who really misses her boyfriend, Teruteru? Preferably with softer colors please!
I’m sorry anon but I won’t be doing this as the character Teruteru makes me quite uncomfortable and I do not believe any of the other mods ae active or will be active in future.
If it's alright, Miss Kirumi, may I please get some positivity? I've been bottling up my emotions lately and can never seem to find a moment to let my guard down. Deadlines are approaching and panic has begun to eat at me... I'm sure I can pull through but I have nobody to turn to for support. As if this weren't enough I haven't been eating enough as I have entrusted the job of making sure I do to a person whom I'm sure doesn't fully care... My meds are working just fine, but still...
Of course hun, I hope everything gets better for you soon. Your positivity is under the cut. Don’t hesitate to contact me at @tenkumi or @kirumum if you need someone to talk to.
~Mod Kiru
I know everything may seem hopeless or even impossible at the moment but I promise things will get better. It may seem like a pipe dream but sometimes things must get worse before they can get better, which may sound horrible but it is just apart of our human lives.
 It might seem like letting your guard down is weakness, even dangerous and it might seem as if your emotions are overflowing, much like a river. But weakness isn’t a lack of strength or a bad thing, it just means that you have been strong for such a long time and you need a break. Allowing yourself to let your guard down can be difficult, especially when you have no one to turn to. But I promise you will get there. Bottling up your emotions this way can be detrimental to your health, both mentally and physically. I promise you that although it may seem like there aren’t, there are so many sources and people willing to help.Â
I know that deadlines can seem terrifying and scary, it can consume you like a darkness but there is hope. Don’t let the voices in your head try to make themselves so prominent. Remember that deadlines can be extended in some cases, it isn’t always black and white. Try to avoid finishing everything in one go and break everything into manageable sections, unless of course that is your process of completing things. It may seem hard at first when you view the projects as a whole but break everything down into small pieces. You know you best and it is important that you do what works for you and that you are constantly explores new methods to complete a project.Â
Not eating can be a serious strain on all aspects of your life. We are creatures who require nutrients to survive and without that, we begin acting and feeling negatively. This can also amplify already present feelings and issues, which I am sure you have noticed. I do not know your current situation so I cannot say that what I will say regarding this will prove helpful to you. Avoid giving such power to individuals and try to assert certain responsibilities to yourself, it allows you to be more aware of your improvements, feelings and notable events. If this person does not fully care then, if possible, it is important to reclaim control of your food intake and take these matters into your own hands.Â
Your medication may be working but that doesn’t mean these things can’t happen and it is important to understand that that doesn’t mean something is wrong with you. No matter how much we heal or improve, we will have bad days and struggles. I wish you all the best and remember that you are not alone.
Can I get aesthetics for an Oma who just misses Komaeda and Kiibo, his two boyfriends (if it's to uncomfortable for you to do I understand! If you don't want to do this just delete this ask :>)
Of course dear, your aesthetic is in the previous blog most. Thank you for requesting and I apologise for the delay. I hope you like your aesthetic.
Thank you Miss Kirumi! That was very helpful! I was getting worried I would never find an answer, the internet wasn't a good help this time... I'm very grateful!
You are very welcome anon, it is a pleasure to be of assistance. If you ever need anything of this sort, don’t hesitate to send an ask.
Miss Kirumi? I'm really new to this, and I'm wondering what a double is? I tried to look it up, but I couldn't find anything...
It’s completely alright anon. Also, there is little need to address me so formally. I apologise that my explanation may not be entirely correct as I am not incredibly well-versed in the kin situation. But a double is essentially someone who shares the same ID or kin as you. Some individuals don’t allow doubles to follow or interact with them but for the most part it seems to not be an issue. I do hope this helps.
Playlist for Kokichi Ouma who is secretly in love with Shuichi
Requested by @pixel-dot
Thank you for the request hun, I hope you enjoy the playlist. This is a bit of a mix of different songs but I hope it’s alright. Some of them are more so about the feelings associated with hiding these feelings and I’m not sure if they are as accurate to the request as I hope but let me know if you need any changes.
ouma here, i wanna find my amami! it was a non despair canon, i had a difficult time finding a place to stay and he let me stay at his house. i remember we were friends at that time, but when i opened up a bit more i think he got a bit more protective of me.. he became basically my big brother we were really close. he would paint my nails or do my hair or let me ride on his shoulders.. i miss him!
If this sounds familiar or you believe this could be your canon please contact @kokiichiouma.Â
Playlist for Kirumi Toujou who is stressed and lonely
I hope you like the playlist hun. I know that some of these songs don’t directly relate to stress and loneliness but I wanted to give you songs that were positive as well. I hope you feel better soon hun.
The Lonely- Christina Perri
Waves- Dean Lewis
Unsteady- X ambassadors
Monster- paramore
Echo (GUMI English)- Crusher P (flashing images)
Rolling Girl (English cover)- Jubyphonic (flashing images)
If we have each other- Alec Benjamin
Here comes a thought (piano version)- Annapantsu (cover)
I wasn’t the one who made this post but I still would like to acknowledge the fact that all of you have helped us reach over 200 followers. This is truly heart-warming and it means so much to us all. Thank you everyone.
Also, on that note. If any of you have suggestions for what we should do for you all to celebrate, let us know!
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