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future plan thoughts again...

so i was thinking now that i am in sciences and my friends are in business. i think i should like finish my science degree (integrated sciences), then do a masters of science in business administration, then like get a management position at some pharmaceutical company or like just a spot at a big company ya know...

november 6, 2020 - 8:24 pm

sammi and em r journalling, so i might as well journal right?

so here were are like 3 months into this bts phase. i really wanna meet bts. like who am I kidding. of course i wanna meet bts. wouldnt it be crazy if i could just be friends with them. i cant wait for the trip we have of us three going to meet them. I REALLY WNAT FLOOR VIP SEATS. MY GOAL IS TO EE THEM TOGETHER ON THE SCREEN AND TAKE A PICTURE OF THEM TOGETHER ON THE SCREEN. I ALSO WANT JK TO TAKE MY PHONE AND TAKE A VIDOE OF HIM LIKE WHAT HE DID TO THE FAN YAYAYAYAYAYA

sometimes, i just have these extravagant dreams. like too much for me to handle. like do i wanna get a really good job or like live a luxurious life. im just too materialistic. tea.

also, i really need to do better next term. i needa manage my time better and actually get my shit done. I know i can do better in school. like girl come on, i know you can do this.

also, last night i learned that suga got a surgery on his shoulder and i facetimed with sammi and em till like 2 ish. like i really need to get over how unrealistic it is to actually have these people in my life. like ya bro i lowkey just wanna meet famous go on tour, be a producer and stuff like that but where do i start? anyways last night i got the thought to just solidify my dreams. study hard, become a physio and expand my business. that’s all. I kinda get the best of both world right, medical field helping others and business. i wanna sponsor these programs open other branches and create a brand out of this company. it definitely won’t be as easy as i think, but i think it’ll be something i can enjoy...

oh shit, i came upon this koreaboo article (HAHHAHHAHHAAHHA), and it said what jimin would do when he’s on the verge of giving up. He said he would imagine what his life would be like if he succeeded and achieved that dream. that literally hit so hard. that is exactly what i’m gonna do now. think of how happy i’ll feel when i have achieved that dream and how content i’ll feel.

“The ARMY had asked him what he does when he feels like giving up. Jimin told her that he would often just think about the him in the future, and be motivated to work hard by imagining himself when he has reached success. The ARMY was touched by his words and thanked him for the advice. He had also written “I just think of my ownself” on the post-it.“ -jimin (koreaboo).

i think thats about it for today hahah i hope i look back and have achieved some of this!!! BTS CONCERT LIVE FLOOR SEATS CLOSE UP TO MY KINGS!!!!!!

p.s. i feel like next time i really should start writing my stuff down. like maybe writing it down with solid paper and pen will solidify and manifest my goals & dreams.

imma decorate my place with kaws, figurines, and all the things jsut like bts rm’s and hobi’s studio. and like jb’s house

i’m glad that in every phase of my life, i’ve had different things to look forward to the next morning when i wake up. just when i think that my nothing is bringing me excitement the next morning, something new appears to excite. i’m so grateful.

like after online school started because of covid, there was summer i could ook forward to, then university rolled by and you’d think ill be dreading each day, but nope, bts pops up to brighten my days and make me have smth new to look forward too.

update...

i’ve been feeling so down recently and unmotivated. i dont even feel like eating or i eat a bit and will be instantly full...

everything just seems so bland. i want this term to be over soon so i can start over with school

september 29, 2020 3:29 pm

what am i working towards?

what is that point in life that i want to achieve that is pushing me to work hard?

men’s fashion is so sick

like it’s so fun to just look around and see what they’re wearing

#v #ballers #bts

also Taehyung’s bracelets r so nice... the LV and ccnmade ones 🤩

ive had two dreams this past week with jimin.

not the lovey dovey shit, but it was just comforting. him by my side comforting me and it just felt so good and so right.

ok bye. im going crazy

jin jimin jungkook

you have my heart

I just fell in love...

eric nam’s love die young

holy shit what a bop

VIBE

sorry it’s been a while... i def forgot about this

kinsleyquinn

so im just reading all the stuff i wrote like a long time ago. damn. what was i thinking

kinsleyquinn

here i am again and it’s the summer of 2020. it’s been a while. I’m heading to university this fall! Who would’ve thought. Crazy times. a lot of stuff has happened since this post. COVID. HK. GRAD. I’ve also learned so much these past couple years. Reading what I wrote in the past really helps me recognize my own growth and how my perspectives have changed. ya it’s 2:02 am rn. that’s all for now. i hope to keep this updated more often. all love 💛

when i first started loving u guys. this exact moment.

last night i had a couple dreams...

but the best one was the first one

i was having a couple of drinks on a balcony or something with this guy i have known for a while but we were not that close. but a couple drinks in we were both so comfortable with each and other and we were talking. its like we were already together. so i moved in to sit next to him and i hugged him and leaned to him. he hugged me back and there was this sense of peace and comfort and that was a feeling i have never felt before. it was absolutely amazing. i felt so comfortable in his arms and i felt that he loved me. i really just want to go back to that moment and just relive it. that sense of comfort and love made me ignore his looks and i just fell in love with his soul. the feeling was just so great.

At a part rn.

1:25 am

i love wholesome people

he agrees with me too: forehead kisses r so cute

Iloce him

It’s been a year since I first met him