olumsuzluk eki

my depressed side

[perfectfeelings]

“One day someone is going to hug you so tight that all of your broken pieces will stick back together.”

—

[ashstfu]

propaganda i am not falling for:

always moving on. some goodbyes need to rot a little. some griefs need to be held in the mouth like a stone.

beauty defined by algorithms. beauty exists in crow feet and smile lines

pretending to be chill. i’m not chill. i care deeply and inconveniently. i read into things. i write poems about eye contact

beige apartments with no soul. give me bookshelves and incense and loud art

sneaky links and unclear intentions. i want devotion. and also clarity

treating books as decor. read them. dog-ear them. argue with them in the margins

[gotteszeit-deactivated20241010]

[incimsii]

Ölmedin ki yas tutalım, bizimkisi yokluğuna hasret.

[iyesiz]

[zahmetliyiz]

[autarque]

[enisteyjia-deactivated20250106]

[yangfuu-deactivated20210208]

[arcusxx]

[timebombtown]

[wishingto-disappear]

this anxiety has made me absolutely exhausted

[ashryvaer]

[angefemelle]

Hymn to the Sea - Piano

[metamorphesque]

― Mary Oliver, Upstream: Selected Essays

[mmaryoliver]

[Text ID: In the beginning I was so young and such a stranger to myself I hardly existed. I had to go out into the world and see it and hear it and react it, before I knew at all who I was, what I was, what I wanted to be. /End ID.]

[photografya-deactivated20230917]

[unhappydiaries]

the fact that people can see me makes me kinda uncomfortable not gonna lie