The Best Person In The World

31. she/her. poet

[kitcia]

2026

RULE 1: Somethings I’m just not meant to understand

Rule 2: Al miedo dale amor

Rule 3: Life is beautiful because it's brief.

Rule 4: Decide who are in this world despite how it sees you.

Rule 5: We gotta make peace with the living before we join the dead

[kitcia]

"Ain't no fun when the rabbit got the gun"

[kitcia]

It'll never be the same again and I think that's the point

[kitcia]

Just a woman

In love with life

Resting

After years of fighting to keep

What never wanted to be kept

[kitcia]

It is, in our success, that people shy away from our spotlight.

It is too loud.

Our success highlights just how much people enjoyed our misery and are angry at the outcome we have achieved.

[kitcia]

2026 Wisdom

1. Consistency is not a matter of motivation or fear, it is born of desire

[kitcia]

My silence is defending

But

My composure blooming

I am everything i had hoped to become

[kitcia]

I am

Repairing everything i once lost

In hopes

To never find it again

But remember the reason why I longed soo fevorently to have it

[kitcia]

The last time I held you

I didnt know it would be the last

The last laugh

The last chisme talk

The last "I'll see you soon"

I didn't know i wouldn't have the privilege of being on the same planet again

I didn't know

& I am angry with the world for not telling me

& I am angry with myself for not slowing down and enjoying every second of it

I didn't know

-the biggest lesson grief taught me

[kitcia]

Don't wanna look like everyone else

Not trying to be like anyone else

Just trying to be ma self

[kitcia]

An addendum to the previous post

This year I will be honest all 365 days within myself about what I am actually afraid of

[kitcia]

This year I want to learn how to face fear in the face everyday. Regardless of what it will cost me. I want the next 365 days to be filled with fear and watch me overcome it everyday

[kitcia]

They can't be me

Its my priviledge

&

Theur blessing too

-5hus body isn't for everyone

[kitcia]

"You think you're perfect"

No. I think I'm real.

I show up,

I say it,

I do what I can

I embrace it

The incongruences

The chaos

I feel it all

[kitcia]

I'm a hugger

Wasn't always a hugger

Now I definitely am.

I want to hold and hug just about everyone because life keeps teaching me the future is non existent & the past I cant get back.

So I lean on his shoulder

I hug her

I hold them

And the tears always swell up in my eyes

God i hope I get another chance

For one more dance

For one more i love you

For one more embrace

Just

One

More

Breath

-another existential crisis

[kitcia]

It baffles me how even the closest people in my life struggle with authenticity

Struggle with vulnerability

In how much theyre struggling

[kitcia]

I hope i meet you in every life

And that in every life I get to love you deeper

And for a much longer infinity than what I got

I hope in every life

I recognize you

Not just by your gaze or your face

I hope that the way you move and walk reminds me of all the galaxies we have crossed

Because I swear to you, you feel eternal