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metas i need to fucking write (in no particular order)

chuck’s color blindness (tritanomaly)

kiteman shit (suit, helmet, glider, gadgets, ‘lair’, etc)

relationship with claire (beginning, after charlie/before divorce, after divorce, after charlie’s death)

relationship with charlie

working with joker on the jokermobile

more to be added.

daprojex

…the bird in me

#aes.#ohhhhh

kitefell

don’t look at me okay i’m compiling Evidence™

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#this is me trying to justify my canon rewrite KDJFHGKDFLJGH#speaking of which! any jokers out there PLEASE read the divergence of my doc#it is INTRINSIC to my portrayal of chuck/kiteman and also it just makes sense#like having the riddler kill charlie as a catalyst to make chuck into kiteman#and then have chuck deck him just to make the joker laugh or whatever#is a VERY odd and VERY specific hill to die on writing wise i'm gonna be real

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i think about these panels a lot

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#i think about how chuck joined joker not out of fear of death#but instead because he already trusted joker#because he wanted to avenge charlie#because BATMAN had failed him#because he had nothing else to carry him through the aftermath of charlie's death#there's an analogy here somewhere#about how a kite can't fly without a gust of wild giving it lift#hhhhhhhhhhhhh#I'M SO... FUCKING EMOTIONAL OVER THIS MAN

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i’m right and i should say it :/

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#i will literally never shut up about the fact that the riddler does not harm kids#it doesn't make sense and he's NOT that kind of rogue#also i hate the idea of batman betraying chuck's trust Without a good reason#mmmmm i need to figure out more of this shit with sim#when they are awake once more#until then i'll just keep spamming them and the dash both

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@gothamitae: ❝ you can’t always be the hero. ❞

volcano of acidic bile bubbles and rises in the back of his throat, hot tears burning blurred vision as the truth crushes already gasping lungs. your boy is dead, yet this is all you have to show for it — nausea, tears, and the knowledge that your best was not enough. it was never meant to be enough. you were never meant to be enough — not until now.

little tin soldier, last line of defense, how easily you buckle under the weight of responsibility as penultimate choice is laid before you like a full house: loyalty or vengeance? the answer is so obvious it’s almost funny. he tries to smile through the pain, tries to laugh at a joke with him as the designated punchline. it’s almost funny, how easily he’s able to be swayed from one side to the other. a sudden crosswind sending him elsewhere.

❝ you can’t always be the hero. ❞

❝ according to who — ? you? ❞ voice is steady despite obvious tremor running through bruised body, harsh glare punctuated by raised brow remains focused on shadowy figure before him. ❝ didn’t realize you had a monopoly on that sorta thing — next time this happens to me, i’ll remember to call ahead and get your blessing. ❞ jaw snaps with a blind hostility as cornered animal tugs slightly at his restraints. he could scream — could cry out for the rest of his life, and it would never be enough to heal torn soul. what has been lost can never be returned. your boulder is gone, sweet sisyphus, and now all that remains is the echoing laughter of those around you.

a deep, shuddering sigh is exhaled (it sounds more like a wheeze, but if anything, he’s surprised he’s still breathing in the first place) and puffy eyes squeeze shut as muscles tense in an effort to combat the growing urge to empty what little resides in his stomach. swallow back the rage, let it dissolve until only the fumes of realization remain. your boulder is gone, sweet sisyphus, and now all you can do is laugh alongside those around you.

❝ okay then, batman, ❞ and he’s calm; expression relaxed as battered being now resides in the eye of the storm. ❝ you wanna be the hero? you wanna finally end this nightmare? be my guest. ❞ a beat, brows knitting in thought. ❝ but you’re going to need my help to do it. ❞ and suddenly chin lifts, gaze easily meeting the bat’s own to mirror familiar pained look that has stared engineer down from behind a cowl half a dozen times now. that pain has a name, you know? a source. the thing that has driven you and the bat both to this point. can you guess what it’s called? ❝ they took my boy. i want to take their war. ❞

loss.

weltenwellen

Rainer Maria Rilke, The Book of Images

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@initcne: 🍍🍅 🍏

🍍: how comfortable is my muse in their body? how do they feel about their height, weight, strength, and body type? how important is being attractive to them?

chuck’s honestly pretty comfy in his own skin! it’s decently built, strong enough to keep control of his glider in bad or unpredictable weather, and can carry his head from one room to another with relative ease — overall, not much for him to complain about! when it comes to being attractive, he really doesn’t think about it too much? claire would tell him he was cute when they were together, but it hasn’t been a point of importance to him since then. too many thoughts already in his head, not enough room to prioritize that much self - reflection.

🍅: how does my muse feel about plastic/cosmetic surgeries and procedures? is it something they have done or would do? do they mind if others do it?

as someone fascinated by aerodynamics and related concepts, he finds the end results of those types of procedures interesting from a very objective point of view; does a reconstructed nose create better air intake for your nasal passages? will skin from a different part of your body have more or less air resistance compared to what was there before? things like that! chuck neither has any personal want or need for them (unless something happens that makes them necessary for his health) nor does he mind if others have had them done. it’s your body, do with it as you will.

🍏: how stable is my muse’s physical health? do they go for regular or semi - regular checkups by a physician? do they have any diagnosed illnesses and/or take any medication? how often do they get sick?

chuck likes to think he’s in pretty good health for a man of his age; he gets his annual checkups, but doesn’t go to the doctor more often than he needs to. he doesn’t have any ‘illnesses’ per say, but being kiteman means he gets beat up and kisses the sidewalk more often than before (which was almost never, by the way) thus leading to a Lot of chronic body pains and stiff joints from improperly healed fractures — his best friend is mr. tylenol. as for getting sick, he rarely gets a cold or stomach bug, and is more prone to headaches if anything.

weltenwellen

(…) this world made up of hunger and of seeking a quiet luck to see a bird for what it is.

Tara Bray, from “Starved” (via weltenwellen)

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Tomas Tranströmer, tr. by Robin Fulton, from “Many Steps”, The Great Enigma: New Collected Poems

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@mistermiraecle: 🍉🍓

🍉: which of the four seasons suits my muse best, and why?

spring! bringing in crosswinds of change after winter’s frigid hardships, spring represents chuck’s ability to take leaps of faith, to get back up after every fall, and to keep looking for the good in a situation no matter how bad things may seem — to the point of even becoming a source of good himself when one might otherwise not be found.

his emotions can shift with the suddenness and intensity of spring’s rather temperamental weather patterns; his ire rolling in like a raging thunderstorm you thought would be nothing more than simple showers, unassuming - looking clouds that darken before you can think to take action, with high winds and torrential rains that threaten to destroy anything in their paths — only to disperse almost as quickly as it’d formed, golden rays poking through with infallible hopefulness that things will get better. he is as warm and inviting as the sun, able to thaw out even the coldest of hearts and befriend some of the most unlikely people.

🍓: how is my muse typically seen by others? does it ring true to who they really are? does their reputation matter to them?

Chuck Brown And Kiteman Both Are Seen As Jokes By Absolutely Everyone Around Them And You Fucking Know This, Sim :)

anyway! yes, chuck is seen as a joke by most everyone with few exceptions. he is seen as pathetic, he is seen as weak, he is seen as gullible and too trusting of others and people think he’s kinda dumb! and guess what? he knows this. he is incredibly aware of the fact that very few people take him seriously, and even then only for a short amount of time. he’s one of those individuals that’s useless until he’s useful before once again being seen as useless after his use has run out! he knows kites are a weird fucking motif but guess what? he doesn’t care!

it can be argued whether or not these assumptions about chuck are accurate, but given how aware of them he is he tends to ham it up depending on who’s watching, because it’s easier to live up to a set of expectations when you start to lean into them yourself. is chuck pathetic? is he weak? is he gullible and too trusting? is he kinda dumb? yes, he is all of the above mentioned — just not to the degree others assume him to be. chuck is a very, very smart man who understands his place in the ecosystem of gotham’s underground.

but back to chuck not caring — he just doesn’t! he’s got a reputation for being a joke and for being gullible and all that fun stuff, but in the end he just doesn’t care about how people see him. the only person who’s opinion he cared about is gone now, so why does it matter? why does anyone’s opinion of anyone matter? we’re all jokes, so we might as well be funny ones.