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[kitsunenoki]

wow, been a good long while since i’ve been on here.

well, i’m not dead! (somehow!) and i’ve been way more active on my multimuse blog. (i’ll most likely be putting this guy on there soon. even if only just for myself, aha.)

i hope those of you who read this are  doing well! and if you’re not, i hope things get better soon!

[joshmuratori]

[kitsunenoki]

“...Tch. I got a feelin’ someone’s doin’ some weird shit.”

[kitsunenoki]

[1806nightfall]

[kitsunenoki]

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[kitsunenoki]

Edea chuckled at his joke before turning around to walk back to him, arms curling around one of his and giving him a kiss on the cheek.

“I’ve only been to one for my father’s old military friends. It was definitely not as fancy though.” All of Holly and Baras’s budget went into the booze! “I’m really excited. I haven’t had an excuse to dress up this fancy in a long time.”

Eyes searched his, curious. He seemed a little off.

“Are you okay?”

He hums a short note at the kiss to his cheek, raising the arm that she wasn’t holding to scratch at the opposite side of his face.

Internally, he does as he always has when people show concern for him: Curse the fact that he has never been particularly talented in hiding his emotions.

“Yeah. No. I--I dunno.” A sigh. “ This’ll pro’lly sound dumb, but... part of me feels like I ain’t supposed’t be here. Like I ain’t.. good enough--as in bein’ a good person--or whatever. I wasn’t kiddin’ when I said I’ve been to way more funerals than weddin’s. It ain’t my scene an’ all’a that. I.. dunno what I’m s’posed t’ do at one. Like, yeah, be happy for the couple, but that’s ‘bout it.”

[kitsunenoki]

" It's always good to see you up on your feet. " /Alive./ He plucks invisible lint off of his clothes, nervous energy manifesting in twitchy fingers and the shifting of weight from one foot to the other. Apollo's still not sure exactly /how/ to talk to the former ( ? ) gangster despite /wanting/ to do just that. Stupid; he should just talk to him like he's people, but outside work, Apollo's social skills need a serious rework. " How are you doing? Been up to anything interesting but legal? "

He wants to tell Apollo to relax, that it’s okay and nobody’s going to just run up and shank him., so stop with the fidgeting already--but he doesn’t, for he recognizes those little tics indicating nervousness.(After all, they are so similar to his own.)

There’s the vague inkling in the back of his mind that tells him the hesitance on Apollo’s part isn’t so much fear as it is uncertainty, and when he realizes as much, Wocky feels a pang of guilt stab deep into his chest.

It’s all my fuckin’ fault, isn’t it?

“Gonna take a lot more than jus’ a bullet an’ a surgery to keep me down.”

Initially, that’s all he can manage to say; If Apollo’s social skills are poor, then Wocky’s aren’t much better. 

Talking with family is vastly different from talking with the lawyer who (essentially) saved your life.

“Don’t do much illegal shit these days, man.” A pause. “Work, mostly. I work a lot. Keeps me busy, and people are real fond of our products, so it’s nice t’ see all’a ‘em look all happy when they come t’ buy stuff.”

His hands on his hips, he frowns, head canting to one side.

“What about you, yeah?”

[rp-meme-glaceon]

In the Ask, do everything in your power to make my muse feel loved!

Give them things, pay attention to them, ask them how their day was, compliment something about them, give them pets, etc! Shower them with affection!

[rpmemes-galore]

people who trashtalk oc’s and overall treat them as less important / interesting than canon characters are weak and won’t survive the winter

[wastingspaces-deactivated202301]

i’m just really exhausted from pretending things don’t hurt me

[logarto]

casual intimacy kills me every time. grand gestures are cute and all but seeing two people who are just totally comfortable with having each other in their space, who dont think twice about leaning into each other and thoughtlessly holding each other while doing unrelated things….. thats love

[ladyofeternia]

@kitsunenoki

Edea came from a rather well-off family, but never before had she been invited to a wedding as fancy as this. Well – maybe not quite invited, as she was Wocky’s plus one, but still! She couldn’t remember the last time she had dressed up in such a fancy outfit outside of when she was a little girl.

“Wow! I can’t believe how high up we are!” Ever fearless, she was pressed up against the glass of the elevator as they rose up to the 30th floor. “I can’t believe they’re having the wedding up here!”

[kitsunenoki]

For the most part, Wocky hasn’t visited many weddings as anything beyond a caterer, and even then, most events hadn’t been anywhere near as extravagant as this one. (Part of him wants to roll his eyes at it, but he refrains, figuring that Lenora and Phoenix deserve to indulge some on such a special day.)

While not scared of heights, he definitely does not press against the glass like Edea, content with staying safely in the middle of the platform, absentmindedly smoothing the occasional crease in his suit.

“Maybe it’s a joke about birds. Y’know, what with the groom bein’ ‘Phoenix’ and all, an’ birds like bein’ so high up. I, uh...”

He sighs, already irritated with himself.

“I dunno. I’ve been to a lot more funerals than weddings. But if this’s what makes the couple happy, then ‘ey--I ain’t gonna fuss too much.”

[djvjalwghcsh]

One of my favorite things about boys is that it’s so very easy to arouse them. Just run a hand a little too far up his leg, back a little too far into him in line at the grocery store, nonchalantly give him a little peek of that lingerie, and he’s toast. Boys are so cute!

[bunny-rp-memes]

Reblog if you don’t mind random inbox starters that aren’t memes

[mochiphant]

wockywockywocky  🦊💖

[odinsblog]

Two reasons I don't trust people

1. I don’t know them

2. I know them