emotionally unstable

lovesick and obsessive ⭑.ᐟ 22

[kitti-luvs]

「You won't have to worry about being alone ever again my darling !! i'll never let you leave me ♡」

I'm dahlia and welcome to my obsessive love-focused lovecore + vent sideblog (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)

Trigger warning for:

mentions of stalking, self-harm, body dysmorphia, kidnapping, abuse, and violence

About Me .ᐟ

𐙚 Dahlia (lily, lia) 𐙚 22 years old 𐙚 they/doll/bun 𐙚 INTP, Taurus, 5w6 𐙚 no darling as of now

yandere types: RAMS, ODIAF, CSWI, DSMT

DNF/DNI:

minors*, ageless account, nsfw, homophobic/racist/transphobic/etc, dont respect neopronouns or xenogenders, ddlg, proship

*adult DID/OSDD alters in minor bodies + adult systems with minor alters allowed, just remember you're bodily a minor and/or have minors in your system and act accordingly

Tags .ᐟ

# love letter ♡ : yandere / obslove content

# diary⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ : vent

# journal ꩜ : images

# lovelies .ᐟ : asks / anons

# yapanese lesson •⩊• : personal thoughts

# music therapy 𝄞⨾𓍢ִ໋ : songs i like or am currently listening to

[needygirlsymptoms]

"you are so dramatic" I will kill myself in front of you

[kxtre]

don’t you think i’m quite lovely bruised,, bleeding a bit perhaps? i think i wear your love beautifully. <3

[thegardenofiris]

how to make someone obsessed with me and only me, no glue no borax

[obsessivel0v3r]

Actually I am at your every beck and call, love. .ೃ࿐

[mondochan]

are you thinking of me? are you thinking of me? are you thinking of me? are you thinking of me? are you thinking of me? are you thinking of me? are you thinking of me? are you thinking of me? are you thinking of me?

[kitti-luvs]

why am i not enough for you? why do you want to replace me how much of myself do i need to change for you to want to keep me... please dont throw me away i want to be by your side forever...

[obsloser]

lock me up and make me understand why i need you.

[xynix-l0ves-him]

[kitti-luvs]

Being a yandere without a darling is a bit like hell in a sense. It's like the relationship between angel and god. Hell in its fundamental sense in Christian concepts (forgive me for going to the predominant religion for this one) is to be absent from god. The torment for angels in Paradise Lost were not the adamantine chains, the pools of boiling sulfur... They could break the unbreakable chains and they were beings of light after all; they could not truly be scarred for there were no bodies to wound.

The film series, The Prophecy, truly captures an angel's perspective in this separation for an angel's singular purpose, their one desire, their drive... Is to serve their god. It drives angels to insanity, to terrifying extremes when deprived of even just the voice of their god.

Do you understand this pain that I feel? To be seraphim without one to praise. To be ophanim without one to serve. To not have that voice that feeds every aspect of your being... To crave the unadulterated love and devotion you give, for once just having passion for passion, word for word, heart in their hands and theirs in your own.

It's that green light I always reach for... Do you reach for a green light?

Call me Gatsby, a yandere lost in Gehenna. A fallen angel seeking answers in the wilderness. What's an angel if not a yandere? What's a darling if not a god? Can angels worship angels? Because gods always seem to abandon, never just quite capture that devotion that's craved. Does this make sense to you?

- Gatsby

i understand exactly what you mean Gatsby!! i am a doll, made to love and praise the people around me, but when they dont want that, when there is nothing left to praise... it's like i become nothing. an empty doll with no core to power it. it would be nice to have someone understand what it's like, for the first time in my life.

we may be angels cursed to walk forever with no true gods to worship, but we have each other, even if it drives us both insane <3

[kitti-luvs]

[kitti-luvs]

[aspdist]

If you kidnap me, I'll take that as a marriage proposal btw

[obsessiveon]

normalize having favorites. in fact, normalize me being your favorite. normalize loving me more than you’ve ever loved anyone else. please please please please please please

[hospitalclown]

[ilovedowners]

oh my god i want you under my skin. i can't take it. i feel so empty i could rip myself open and show you the holes underneath. i want you to fill them. i want you to fill me. i want to feel you in every crevice. want to taste you when i swallow. see you when i blink. i want you in my veins. i want you in my ribcage. locked up forever where i can keep you safe. what are you waiting for?

[ruincurse-deactivated20251102]

Your hair would look beautiful clutched in my fists while the walls drip red around us. I don’t want flowers or dates or gentle words—I want the sound of your ribs breaking beneath my embrace. I want the whimper you make when you realize there’s no escaping me. I’ll hurt you just enough to make you stay.