𐙚 I have only ever known you 𐙚 20

❝ 𝐽𝑢𝑚𝑝 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑒 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑦, 𝑏𝑎𝑏𝑒, 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑡𝑜𝑜 𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑒, 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑦, 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒'𝑠 𝑎 𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑔𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑤𝑒 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑦 ❞ ♱ ·͙*̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩̥͙　✩　*̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩͙‧͙

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❝𝐴𝑙𝑙 𝐼 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑, 𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑛'𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑝 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑡 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑟𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑟, 𝑏𝑎𝑏𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑑𝑜 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑒?❞

˚.🎀༘🧸ྀི

❝𝐈𝐓'𝐒 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐃 𝐓𝐎 𝐃𝐄𝐍𝐘 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐈𝐓 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋𝐒 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒, 𝐈 𝐅𝐄𝐋𝐋 𝐈𝐍 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐎𝐅𝐅 𝐎𝐅 𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐊𝐈𝐒𝐒<𝟑❞ 💋ྀིྀི

❝𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐦𝐞, 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐲, 𝐈'𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐝, 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐰 𝐰𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐚 𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮❞

𐙚˙✧˖°📷 ༘ ⋆｡ ˚

︶꒦꒷♡꒷꒦︶♱︶꒦꒷♡꒷꒦︶♱︶꒦꒷♡꒷꒦︶♱︶꒦꒷♡꒷꒦︶♱

↳⋆˚࿔ 𝐕𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ 20. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🦋་༘࿐

❝𝐥𝟎𝐯𝟑𝐫<𝟑❞

𝐇𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐨!!<𝟑

𝐈 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐯𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐬 𝐦𝐞. 𝐈𝐭'𝐬 𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐛𝐲! 𝐈'𝐝 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐲𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐞 & 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲!!

𝐀𝐬 𝐚 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐬 𝐮𝐩, 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐲𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐞 & 𝐨𝐛𝐬𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐬. 𝐈𝐟 𝐢𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐮𝐧𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞, 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐝𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐟𝐮𝐫𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫.

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⋆.˚✮🎧✮˚.⋆

❝𝐈 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐀𝐘 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐊𝐈𝐒𝐒 𝐌𝐄.ᐟ.ᐟ 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐒𝐀𝐈𝐃 𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐑𝐄 𝐒𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐃, 𝐈'𝐋𝐋 𝐋𝐄𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐃𝐎𝐖𝐍? 𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐊 𝐀𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐋𝐋 𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐃 𝐎𝐔𝐓.ᐟ 𝐁𝐔𝐓 𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐀 𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐄 𝐌𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐃? '𝐂𝐀𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐈'𝐌 𝐒𝐎 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐃, 𝐁𝐀𝐁𝐘, 𝐈'𝐌 𝐒𝐎 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐃 𝐎𝐅 𝐘𝐎𝐔❞

𐙚.ᐟ

❝𝑇ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑏𝑙𝑒𝑚 𝑛𝑜𝑤, 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑐𝑒𝑟𝑛 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝐼'𝑣𝑒 𝑓𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑛 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑟𝑖𝑏𝑙𝑦, 𝐼 𝑔𝑢𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼'𝑙𝑙 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑠 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑𝑛'𝑡 𝑖𝑚𝑎𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒, 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒, 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒, 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒, 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝑠𝑎𝑦 𝐼 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑦 𝑖𝑡 𝑐𝑜𝑜𝑙, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡'𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑚𝑦 𝑠𝑡𝑦𝑙𝑒 𝑖𝑓 𝐼 𝑙𝑎𝑦 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑚𝑦 𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑑𝑠 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢, 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡'𝑠 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑑?❞

𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚

❝𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑙𝑠 𝑢𝑝 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑙𝑜𝑢𝑑𝑠 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑗𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑜𝑢𝑠 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤𝑖𝑛' 𝑤𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛' 𝑠𝑜 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑜𝑟𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑎𝑟𝑦 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑘𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑛' 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑔𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑜𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑠𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑡𝑢𝑎𝑟𝑦❞

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🧸ྀི

🎀 𝐈'𝐦 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐨𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐧 + 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟𝐟, 𝐬𝐨 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐬𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐦𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐛𝐞 𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰. 𝐒𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐝𝐯𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞!

🎀 𝐅𝐥𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐞, 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞. 𝐈'𝐦 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐬𝐨 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞!

🎀 𝐈 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐞𝐫 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰 𝐍𝐒𝐅𝐖 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐬, 𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐬, 𝐨𝐫 𝐟𝐟 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐬.

🎀 𝐏𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐮𝐧𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐞.

🎀 𝐘𝐚𝐧𝐛𝐥𝐫

🎀 𝐀𝐥𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐝𝐦𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝, 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐚𝐬𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐟𝐟 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐚 𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐞 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐚𝐬𝐤. 𝐏𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐛𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐟𝐮𝐥, 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐠𝐮𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐝.

🎀 𝐒𝐩𝐚𝐦 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐩𝐚𝐦 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞!

🎀 𝐀𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐚𝐧𝐛𝐥𝐫 𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐭𝐬!! ^_^

Do NOT steal my posts, I don't care what your excuse is. Firm believer in the idea that if you have the time to steal others posts and act as they're your own, then you have the time to put in the same effort to come up with your own.

︶꒦꒷♡꒷꒦︶♱︶꒦꒷♡꒷꒦︶♱︶꒦꒷♡꒷꒦︶♱︶꒦꒷♡꒷꒦︶♱

(Header and pfp made by me!)

˚.🎀༘⋆𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓼𝓶𝓮𝓵𝓵 𝓳𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓼𝓽𝓻𝓪𝔀𝓫𝓮𝓻𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓼…˚.🎀༘⋆

[obsessivel0v3r]

Sorry I remember that 2 minute conversation and what you were wearing from 4 years ago like it was yesterday.

[obsessivel0v3r]

I can play the part if that's what you want.

[obsessivel0v3r]

Why do you even have yourself as your pfp on that account? I already know what you look like, take it down.

[obsessivel0v3r]

First date idea: We deactivate all your socials 𐙚

[girltalk]

there is more love ahead than behind

[girltalk]

there is more love ahead than behind

[obsessivel0v3r]

Show me your love.

Show me your love.

Show me your love.

Show me your love.

ㅤ♡ྀི ₊

[obsessivel0v3r]

It's crazy to think that everyone is a stranger, yet for some special reason we were written on the same page made to meet. How one interaction built years of friendship. How one sentence can break apart life long bonds, and how a change in emotion can give a thousand different meanings to your actions.

Do you ever find yourself up late at night thinking about me? Do ever feel like your heart is in the line of danger as it beats out of control when you think of us seeing each other once more? Do you wish for us to meet again or just wanted it to be a simple accidental passing? Was it ever really accidental?

[obsessivel0v3r]

❝Isn't it funny? You always dream about it, but you're scared to love.❞

❝Maybe with the right one, you won't even know what hit you. Maybe you'll sense a tingling feeling spread in your chest and think "Yeah, I could get used to this." With a smile on your face as you chase after them to stay beside them.❞

[obsessivel0v3r]

No matter where I go, who I meet, and who I try to be, people will always be able to tell that you bleed into me.

[obsessivel0v3r]

How many minutes into knowing them am I allowed to say he should unfollow everyone but me? ♡ྀི ₊

[obsessivel0v3r]

The thing is, I WOULD HAVE CHANGED FOR YOU. DON'T JUST LOOK AT MY WORDS BUT SEE THE EFFORTS THROUGH MY ACTIONS TO SEE THAT I GENUINELY MEANT IT.

[crybabyals]

I’d love to stop yearning for things I know aren’t in the cards for me

[obsessivel0v3r]

What's wrong princess? Would some bicep pictures cheer you up?

-🔪

Moot, you know what I'm gonna say!!

[obsessivel0v3r]

I need a biker bf she's just a hater and doesn't understand!

[obsessivel0v3r]

Me because everytime I mention something and they think I'm starting to fall for someone new so they get excited for me. But I specially don't mention it's just me getting delusional over the same guy for the past 4 years again.