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[xynix-l0ves-him]

Magic, huh? Just another means to an end, don't you think?

╰› name ;;; You can call me Xynix, Ren or tofu ! People with permission can call me MingMing

╰› pronouns ;;; mainly use they/them , and hy/hym. He/him , Hx/Hxm are also okay, please don't use it/its and she/her for me

╰› issues ;;; I have severe anxiety, and depression (which I'm on meds for), D.I.D, dyslexia, PPD, maybe ADHD and autism (I've researched them and many people have said I have it im just not in the place to get diagnosed)

╰› kins ;;; elfkin (mainly the Mirkwood elfs) , godkin , otherkin , fox , Prunejuice kin , Black sapphire kin

╰› please note ;;; I am born in China(Taiwan), my bio mother being Taiwanese/Chinese and my bio father being Japanese, I am NOT RCTA, nor do I support RCTA and romanizing Asian culture

╰› extra ;;; I am HAPPILY married to my Husband @marrmora / @h1s-m4rtialgod , I'm a libertarian and an isolationist, I legit do NOT care for your political views. No matter if I agree or not I hate politics I will block, idc abt what's "better" or not, I have my opinions yes, but I'm NOT a safe space for political views, opinions or people. Get the fuck off my blog if politics is a big greatttt thing for you.

╰› links ;;; CARRD . TAGS . DNI . BYI . FANDOMS . Headmate Intros

[xynix-l0ves-him]

I have moved to @vampbuwn

[xynix-l0ves-him]

SCREAM AHHHHH

Sorry for disappearing yet again imma que posts

[featherless-cupid-deactivated20]

*takes 10 minutes to answer*

Yep, got it. They hate me. Gotta end myself <\3

[xynix-l0ves-him]

I'm so much fucking better then you. Idc how you feel I am your god. So politely shut the fuck up.

[xynix-l0ves-him]

I wish I knew how to stop, how to not make everyone hate me. I can't though, I always end up with everyone hating me and leaving. And people get mad, I don't blame them. I'm a fucking wreak. I wish there was an easy way to just shut up and not keep making everyone uncomfortable.

[d6ggiechow-deactivated20250917]

Jealousy is a bitch, I hate her.

Jealousy is a bitch, I hate him.

Jealousy is a bitch, I hate them.

Jealousy is a bitch, I hate you.

Jealousy is a bitch, I hate it.

Jealousy is a bitch, I hate everyone.

[xynix-l0ves-him]

Not me being gaslit into staying on calm with someone wtf.

[stellarpastel-deactivated202508]

99% of my problems would be solved if my darling just moved in with me so i can watch over them all the time :(

[xynix-l0ves-him]

My weekly check in time to disappear again

[vampyrsgrave-deactivated2025082]

don't keep me waiting.

[anastasiaandroses]

Dating applications on yandere communities give me the ick.

Like, why are you seeing a server full of mentally ill people and thinking

"I want to date one"

Sure, if its from a yandere who's looking for mutual obsession, it isn't bad. I get that, yan4yan is valid.

But if you're a darling with zero obsessive tendencies or at least attachment issues; you should NOT be singling out yanderes. It gives......fetishizer energy. It gives.....'I want someone who will do all of the work in a relationship for me and will obsess over me while i give nothing in return' vibes. It gives..... 'I see mentally ill people as pets to fuel my ego and take advantage of' type energy. You do not see yanderes for what they really are; mentally ill people in need of comfort, patience, space, and help, you see them as a fantasy to take advantage of and its disgusting.

[h1s-m4rtialgod]

Oh come on, you don’t think I’m that mean, right??

I mean, it’s perfectly normal to want to hunt everybody that you talked to.. It’s a sport. Like how you hunt deer! So what if I said I’d kill anybody who looked at you weird? I’m just protecting you!

And me being controlling isn’t so bad.. sure, I want to lock you away from everyone and make you so dependent on me that you can’t live on your own, but that’s normal! That’s how a relationship works! Wanting your lover to be with you forever is perfectly okay! Plus, you don’t need anybody else anyways. Nobody else will tend to your needs like I will.

But please understand my love, I’m not that mean. I would never want to be. Ill be good for you and only you, I’ll be a good boy.

If I wanted to be mean, I would’ve already done something.

[h1s-m4rtialgod]

You’re like a god to me, baby.

I’d worship the land you walked on, give you offerings and have a shrine in my room dedicated to you. You’d like that, right?

I would give you anything I could. I’d give you an offering of my blood, my organs, other peoples organs.. anything. You deserve to be cherished. You deserve everything.

I’d do anything you asked me to. Remove someone from my life? Already gone and forgotten. Never see the world again? My door is locked and padded shut. Whatever you ask, I’ll give to you.

You’re my fucking deity. The only one I wish to worship. You won’t have to give me anything back, because your presence is a gift on its own.

Just please let me be your one and only follower. That’s all I ask.

[h1s-m4rtialgod]

“I want an obsessive yandere!”

..Until I start threatening to hunt anyone who looked at you funny or with love like sport.

..Until I get so jealous of anyone calling you a nickname that I block and threaten them with violence.

..Until I start telling you how badly I want to cut up and eat you because I want to be closer with you.

..Until I start detailing ways I’d cut you off from your family and friends and make you dependent on me.

..Until I log into your account and block anybody who was getting a little too close with you or I don’t think will do you any good.

..Until I start sending you disturbing things as a way of me showing you my love.

..Until I keep you away from the outside world, locked away with just me.

But hey, you’ll still love me, right? You don’t just want me because I’ll stick to you like a dog?

You better fucking tell me you’ll love me.

[interfaithed-deactivated2025070]

if we’re dating, you don’t have a say in the matter - we’re staying together forever. you signed up for this, so i wont allow you to back out. i’ll lock you up inside of our home, so you can never leave me, and drill our wedding ring through your finger, so you’ll be vowed to me eternally. even when you die, eventually, i’ll follow soon after, and make sure we rest within the same coffin, so that our bodies decay next to each other. then we can spend the rest of our days as ghosts, haunting wherever we lay rest. doesn’t that sound romantic, darling?

[h1s-m4rtialgod]

You say you want a yandere boyfriend, but get scared the moment I mention how I’d gut you if you ever talked to someone the same way you talk to me.

It’s a little disheartening to me, don’t you think?