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ᓚᘏᗢ my chest is full of divine wrath ᓚᘏᗢ

[kittyboy-girlfailure]

Hiiii~

I'm just a silly little landmine kitty...

I'm a boy (he/him) !! I was a girl, but I was so bad at it that they revoked my license.

About me:

‧₊˚ミ☆ First of all, this is a sideblog !! I interact from @kittyboy-blogfailure !! If you wanna be my moot, read this post !!

‧₊˚ミ☆ I consider myself a lifestyle landmine, but I am clean from cutting for over a year 《and hopefully I will be for the rest of my life !!》

‧₊˚ミ☆ I'm 17 years old !! I'm asexual and IRL aplatonic ⟪but I love love love online friends !! they're different from IRL friends to me, so I really love having online friends, please feel free to reach out if u wanna be friends !!⟫

‧₊˚ミ☆ I have diagnosed depression which I am thankfully medicated for, but lowkey I don't think the meds are helping ;p.

‧₊˚ミ☆ I have pretty severe anger issues that stem from unrealistic expectations for myself and others. 《I have been wondering if I have NPD or maybe Bipolar Disorder, but I don't have the resources to pursue a professional diagnosis, and I haven't done enough research on either disorder to be confident with a self diagnosis yet.》

‧₊˚ミ☆ I am in recovery, but recovery is a long and very difficult process with tons of setbacks...

‧₊˚ミ☆ I wanted to make this blog so I would have a place to vent about my feelings since I'm highkey extremely depressed !! I don't really have a better outlet, and I wanted a space that wouldn't judge me for my disordered thoughts, and I've been lurking in jiraiblr tags here for a while :3

‧₊˚ミ☆ On here you can expect tons of vents, as well as aesthetic posts about cute things that make me happy !!

‧₊˚ミ☆ I love cats !! I also like vsynths, esp vflower. You can probably tell both of those things from my blog theme haha, but yeah !! Thats all I can think of right now tbh, I'll update this post later. I really want to make some landmine !!

My tags:

[ ꒰ ⪩ oath from the heart ] // original posts

[ ꒰ ⪩ time changes everything ] // original posts relating to ed/restricting ⟪feel free to block this tag !!⟫

[ ꒰ ⪩ vow from the soul ] // reblogs ⟪mostly from other landmines/landmine-adjacent posts⟫

[ ꒰ ⪩ echoes of the past ] // aesthetic reblogs, reblogs of art, pngs, dividers, etc.

[ ꒰ ⪩ I am here to serve your will ] // responses to other posts/tag games -> will be tagged as moots username

[ ꒰ ⪩ I engraft you new ] // answers to asks -> will be tagged as askers username/anon tag

userboxes from: cozy-menagerie azurewraith jiraisupporgroup graphics in my banner from: bab3tt3-at3-oatm3al habitcest dividers from: cafekitsune stamps from: puppysprinkl

[slashkawaii]

I keep having these moments where i blurt out "stop stop stop itt!!!" and shiver umtil the feeling goes away.

this has been going on for few now -!!!

[kittyboy-girlfailure]

ughh I'm in a heatwave rn..... I'm gonna dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!

[persecutioncomplexcellphoneboy]

>>SOME<< people on jiraiblr need to look at this kind of picture before making their theme. Please I just want some text and background contrast when looking at your blog

[kittyboy-girlfailure]

oh, you're thinking about a person who isn't me ?? so you want me to KILL MYSELF ??

[kittyboy-girlfailure]

sometimes I wanna plunge a knife into my chest and cut out Everything and just remove all the guilt and shame and sadness and make me nice and pure inside !! but I know that's not how it works so I guess sometimes I just want to stab myself in the chest and keep stabbing until I'm dead.

[kittyboy-girlfailure]

the sh cravings keep growing lolllllll teehee

[molabuddy]

3 hours of sleep = i hate people who laugh

0 ours of sleep = waouw 🌼🌼🌼🌼🐎

[molabuddy]

we all need to take better care of our selfs or we might Pass away

[deathcap420]

Ohhh wait...I'm cute!!! :OOOO!!!! *aims my pistol at your head*

[kittyboy-girlfailure]

I'm boy as fuuuuuuuuuck ⟪#transgender⟫

[kittyboy-girlfailure]

grad ceremony ended today so now I'm OFFICIALLY FOR REALSIES done with high school !! like literally nothing else to do !! like it's over forever !! ohh my god idk if I've fully processed it but seriously it's done. some of the worst years of my life. idk if I'm ready to be a college student next year, but I honestly think that moving out of my house and getting a fresh start will be good for me, so I am excited. maybe this will let me improve ?? there's so much changing and it's honestly so freeing to be done with high school <333

[kittyboy-girlfailure]

WAAA CONGRATULATIONS ON GRADUATING!!! 💜💜💜

aaaaaah thank you !! I'm so stressed about the whole thing >_< I'm glad that after today everything will be over and I just get to relax.... but uwaa why does the graduation have to be such a huge massive ceremony, I don't wanna be in a black gown for 5+ hours....

[kittyboy-girlfailure]

I'm graduating high school tmrw.... today was my last day of school...

[hailraykin-deactivated20230814]

Reblog to give mutuals a break from whatever they're been going through

[vanillabean5645]

You deserve a rest, I’m proud of you :3

[bl1nk-gxn3]

TAG GAME !!!

Reblog this post with at least THREE of your pride flags ( however many you want , but at least three ! )

If you don ' t have three then that ' s okay !! Post the ones you do have lolsies ^^

I ' ll go first <3

In order : Genderfloren , Altairian , Celseran , and Empavere !!

BONUS POINTS IF YOU INCLUDE THEIR NAMES AND MEANINGS ( wrote out or linked , completely optional to do ) !!

TAGS ::

@snowy-nights-alone , @starbubble17 , @smoky-salmon , @iliamoriae , @its-yoiichis-story , @xavierobviouslyxd , @asher731 , @lemon-v1ne , and @yanshiho !! + Open tags <3

If you don ' t wanna be tagged please let me know and I ' ll remove you <3

[iliamoriae]

TY BROO!!

@iaspis-hubae @kittyboy-girlfailure @godof-thenew-world @fatelosingitspatience @slashkawaii @jirais-original-sin @agepoyolo @foxthatweptitstail @bee24cha @remuswilleatyourfetus @venomvitality @minggegusha @forever-decaying-corpse @teto-teto505 @sleepy-1128-sodazzz @k4mi-noai @confessi0nsofarottensena @cosmiccomrade @invadercindy @hpdamechan @pawsitive4ever-dot-com @d0llcorps3 @cloudkurokuroz @lonely-in-purple @rotting-in-red @rotting-lilac @chocoprincess67 @ch0co-c0rn3t-lov3 @jirai-till @cupcake-jirai @lori-intestine @mortuarystray-333 @fuckupwithashotgun @borderlinetwotime @drv3-addict @ghostwalks-idiot @rgrtx @griefcide @magical-idol-tomo-chan @potatomaster39 @vomitpigtaileddoll-deactivated2 @jirai-mama @thelssiknwthebttr @reggieies @angelicglowingcherry @johngracer @purelyangellic @dreadfulrabbit @relaystar @bl00dy-n41l-p0l1sh @jiraimayo @rainyjiraii @stitchedsewnjirai @catsarecool789 @jirai-lan @lemon13th @drinkingmyoiter6 @psychodreamerangel @jirai-love @pleopeltispolypodioides @fuckingevil15yrold @syrupy-lies @v-viviro @blood-and-doll-parts @thatonebrackletdog @reze-bo0m @chandeliere @cutiepienekomata @cutz-and-bruizez @darlinglaiin @bl1nk-gxn3 @miata-landmine @momocide @floudphobiias @addictedaffection @azieltones @gutznbonez @juliettelilyxo @shojohime @nasshhhyyy @flowercaskett + free tags!!

[kittyboy-girlfailure]

waaaaa this is so fun !! here are miiiine :3

transmasc , aplatonic , hemihetero

caenean , monotropic attraction , starbrokenic !!

@cherie-crashh @strawberryfairyflower @pienmitsu

[kittyboy-girlfailure]

you ever like a fictional character so much that it GENUINELY hurts like in a BAD WAY like it's CONSUMING YOU bcz I am,,,, going through it.

[littlemut]

me: “sorry ): can’t come!! got so much to do at home”

me as soon as im home: