🐟┆Kaji!! ꒱

she/him 𓄹 🔗 ┊ BIG jotaro fan ꗃ 🗒"Star Platinum!! ZA WURLDO!" 🌟

[kittyisburp]

Hooo sosofUnny am I right guys

[alfazoings]

a sisyphean task

[kittyisburp]

poor baby boy oh my lord

[kittyisburp]

I LOVE specifically episodes 1 and 2 of the jjba ova. Like yes, nothing MUCH happens, it's just the start, no absolutely crazy fights but all of it so homey to me for some reason. It's just so comforting

[kittyisburp]

[kittyisburp]

Yk that feeling when you relapse mentally and you feel sick as hell 😂😂😂

[kittyisburp]

I don't know who I am

I am in a constant state of finding myself. I feel like I have 2 sides. These 2 sides recently have been mixing it feels like. I cant stop thinking about the past, I miss it, and I hate it at the same time, so so much. I also think about the present, what if things don't work out? It's scary to think what might happen to me. Especially If I'm someone where no one I know or love can help me. I love being a girl, I'm going to stay a girl. The thought of not looking girly makes me sick. Do I want to be trans though? Yes, I really do. I've barely been a teen, so I know I can't to anything drastic like changing my gender. But I want to. It's such a hard feeling to explain. I also constantly feel like I'm being watched. I mean CONSTANTLY. It's been happening for years. My mother who was never really in my life, i feel like she's always in a movie theater watching. Any normal person probably would've thought of this scenario once and laughed it off. But I cant stop. I'm sick I'm sick I want help. Why do I hate my life but then get happy for lkke 20 minutes then I'm really sad again. But I cant hate myself because people in other countries have it worse. But I definitely can't say that I like where I live (I have a roof over my head thank goodness) because people immediately associate it with the president. Then I remind myself of the twisted sick world we live in by choice. I feel performative constantly. Why??? I,m not I swear. I just cant live my life properly. I use to run to my interest when I'm sad. For some stupid fucking reason though, whenever I look at it there is a voice in the back of my head calling me fake. I cant like anything anymore because my mind said so. I can't sh because then I'll get an affection, then get my arm amputated. I cant even cry, because I share a room with my dad and he always thinks he's doing something wrong. He takes things to personally. Urghhdnsjsjsjs.

Lolol guys it's ok I'm ok I swear

[kittyisburp]

This is my type ngl 🤷‍♀️

[kuyashiz]

yoshikage kiraaaa

[kittyisburp]

EXACT representation of jotaro

[kittyisburp]

⚠ very controversial opinion for some people

Ok soooo, honestly I love Saya no Uta because of how terrible it is. The story it's self, and art isn't not whats terrible! It's the actual meaning ifykwim. There's just something so raw (obvious lol) and gross about it that pulls me into the story. Of coursseeee I find it weird that Saya Is like 12 and fuminori is unc status. That is just one of the disgusting things in it that pulls me it. The fact that all fuminori sees is g0re and blood and disgusting c0rpes is a very twisted crazy thing to think about. Then when he means a gross monster that's practically made to reproduce he falls in love because since she is what fuminori usually sees, it's reversed for him and to him she's a small little cute girl. Also the uncensored version is ACTUALLY the most terrifying part of the games origin, please don't look into that and just ignore it.

[kittyisburp]

Having this much romantic loneliness at my age is worrying. I literally don't know how everyone pulls except me. Apparently I do, people are just too scared to approach md. Also apparently I'm good looking I'm just "too quiet". Anime ahh personality trait.

[kittyisburp]

Having a little fan base would be fun, i just don't know what to post and you guys probably would get bored 😔

[kittyisburp]

junichi hayama is one of the best jjba artists out there! He's directed some of the artstyle for the ova back then. I really love how he draws lips and noses, WJIDJRKEMDMDK. Anyways he's a very good artist and I suggest you look at some of his other works.

[kittyisburp]

I wanna go back to summer so badddd I miss it soo much dude. I miss J, I miss sh, I miss the smell, I miss the heat, I miss the sickness in my stomach and ache in my head all the time. I miss uploading things I actually loved to my story. I miss staying home. I miss not having to a talk or really reconnect with my friends bc it's a "break". I miss my old computer layout. I miss my situation. I miss it all :(

[kittyisburp]

Honestly wouldn't mind having the Canon event of home schooling and regretting it

[kittyisburp]

I wish i was born a boy instead of trying to be a girl everyday.

[suduo2002]

#VINLAND_SAGA My favorite old man.....

[kittyisburp]

ANNNNDDDD gooned 🥹✌️