#vent?

[li0r-is-a-l0ser]

One of the things I hate the most is when I have to wake up every morning and I have to go to the bathroom and then I see my face on the mirror.

Like. Who the fuck is that. Who are you? How did you get here? I don't really know how my face used to be, because when I look at the mirror, I feel very confused from the body I see standing in front of the mirror. I always avoid looking at it as much as I can, because it makes me uncomfortable. One thing I did is cover one mirror I have in my bedroom so I don't get jumpscared when I look around.

I also avoid reflections, and when I turn off my phone and see my reflection (for example), I get surprised. I just wish I could recognize who am I.

I wish I was one person. I want to remember my childhood. I want to know things that I feel they're being hidden from me. I want to be like the other teenagers. I want to remember. I want to feel real. I want to see a mirror and say "that's me". I want to know how having a single identity feels like. I want to experience emotions without dissociating.

[flankerclinger0a]

I am now very emotionally unavailable.

I feel horribly numb.

I can’t even think of anything. No new stories. No old stories.

Sugar tastes awful.

I slept horribly last night. Nightmare right as I got to sleep. Hallucinations. Something that went bang in the night that made me almost jump out of my skin.

I need to stop eating these cookies. I bet they would taste good if I wasn’t like this.

I can’t though. That would be wasteful.

I can always tell when audio is reversed.

I feel so sick. I can’t finish this food.

[punksstarlight]

i swear if i have one more inconvenience today im gonna blow my shit smooth off

[windybluebelles]

Maybe I don’t have sexual preferences. Maybe I don’t want to be touched every again by anyone ever

[kandykatz]

There’s a Lot Stuff I Looked Forward To Make For Some Of My AUs, But Since I’m Still In The Process Of Moving Out and Helping My Parents Pack and Everything In The House-

Not To Mention College Stuff, I Haven’t Been Able To Make Much Content Of Some Of The AUs Of Mine These Days..

I Just Kinda Feel Like I’m Losing My Spark To Make Them When I Want To, I Still Wanna Make Them!, But At The Same Time I’m Like Busy With Stuff IRL With The Moving and Everything..

I Am Very Sorry To Those Who Were Looking Forward To See New Stuff On Either Of My AUs You Liked, They’re Not Discontinued Though!

I’ll Still Make Content Of Them But For Now, I Guess After We Finish Moving Out and Have Myself Finish a Few Things From College, I’ll Hopefully Get Back On My Feet To Make More AU Content✏️

Rest Assured, I’ll Be Alright, Just a Little Kinda Down Is All🌻

And a Little Worried I Guess Of Disappointing You Guys From The Lack Of AU Content, But I’m Trying To Not Overthink On That Thought Too Much❤️‍🩹

[girlinpastelshoes]

Who are you to make fun of my personality when you don’t even have one

[blackside-art]

I don't know what I'm doing wrong, but Tiktok has received me much more warmly than Tumblr has in all 3 years of my stay there

Tiktok has everything: likes, reposts, and most importantly, comments. I see people's reactions, their thoughts about my art, which I share

Everything is different on Tumblr. There aren't many likes, although I use a lot of tags. Reposts are also scarce, and it's like nothing can change with or without them. And comments...not a single comment at all. No one writes anything

If this continues, Tiktok will become my main social network