lovelight {♥}

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[kittykixxex]

Theres a air of romance tonight, i felt a swirl of utter familiarity i miss and adore so.

Hello this heart of paper steel.

To find courage everyday.

[kittykixxex]

To find someone i love and live with in peace.

Need to find twinkle.

[free-my-mindd]

Your soul knows when something is real, authentic and true. No matter what anyone try’s to tell you, the truth will always feel different. Your heart knows when something resonates. Trust your intuition.

[kittykixxex]

Why do i not be a proper human like everyone else.

Why am i unhappy.

Why do i feel empty inside.

[kittykixxex]

Felt the immense need to write just to keep calm.

And possibly a good habit to once again continue for copywriting inspo and better understanding of myself.

I feel ive lost a huge part myself either that or i have evolved with experiences that made me who i am which am not the peak if i were to judge myself.

Then again maybe am just stress up, anxiety over nothing. And wonder if i got everything my way will i still be feeling this way?

[kittykixxex]

I try not to remember much but one thing that etch are emotions. One can never forget how another make them feel.

[kittykixxex]

When did u stop being kind?

[kittykixxex]

How to get back to the state of being castaway.

Thinking is bad, thinking that thinking is bad is bad for self and the vicious cycle goes on.

Clarity dont seem to be the best for me.

Intuitive does and my life apart from crying when i get clarity or overthinking are all intuitive. The gut tells me things my brain cant.

Does aging crack it and i lose my magic?

Heres to a better year of clarity and happiness not from pursuing but bestow upon because im me

[kittykixxex]

I have self sabotaging tendency, i dunno why i do it. I dont want to but i did it anyway ):

[kittykixxex]

Hey! It has been awhile and i think am in abit if a trouble and about to ruin something really awesome ): internal dialogue and struggle is real and i thought people grow out of it?

[kittykixxex]

Adult dating.

A little intimidating.

A little vunerable.

Mostly of doubts and riddles.

Guessing and second guessing whether you play the game or are the game.

[kittykixxex]

Honestly i believe ive got huge daddy issues.

Many things in my life root deeply back to parenting, esp my dad. That also makes it difficult when making otherhalf. Technically am picking the dad of my future children and i want only the best and nothing like what am going through now. It fucks me up mentally and am still learning to accept what i cant change and be a better person for the future me and love ones around me. This mental thing is breaking me and eating me inside out. I am so so tired.

[kittykixxex]

A little ass never hurt nobody. https://www.instagram.com/p/BunEzTeh7B0BT0O3CTSyDfDlUhJ6A2cx5XC4eY0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1k7qynt276hnp

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Hypebae done right! 💅🏻 @nicollicious https://www.instagram.com/p/Buf3_hfhkn2NZoyKJCH1S7lT4NxzN-2iPMr9HY0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1gzey8c8yq6i5

[kittykixxex]

Stalking my posts won’t tell you anything. I could be posting “im so done” and be talking about how macdonalds gave me one less piece of nugget. https://www.instagram.com/p/BuXjLoGBfx1L7fDiH6K_cJXnBZjg_U8SI02Df00/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1kan3gqh361z8

[kittykixxex]

i am having a mental breakdown every single day.

I dunno what to do with us and with myself. 

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All geared up to leech champagne at the Louis Vuitton party. (at Louis Vuitton Island,Marina Bay Sands Singapore) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bt4kZo4BVnP8-AeYQeCImvXQH6hxOS0JqxGG1Y0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=53h1nooful1q

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Babycat❤️ https://www.instagram.com/p/BtzaO5IBssoR9ECPZzzajduug1CbtGOKPlW4T40/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=8aovt3q9c9fq