So here’s the truth; I sent my first newsletter last week. Due to a technical snafu, I thought only two ppl responded! After discovering that messages went into my junk folder on my mail server (which is new. Thanks @godaddy for changing to exchange, now having to pay for email that used to be free, AND spam marking all my mailchimp responses), I went about answering 148 messages. Then, yesterday, I posted for the first time in almost a year. I started responding to all the love and support…and then, got “frozen” by anxiety and depression. I mean, like crying and everything. I felt so defeated…and then I decided, baby steps. I am taking baby steps. If something doesn’t feel right, the person I need to take care of right now is me. That feels simultaneously freeing…and very self-centered. Thank you self-imposed judge! So today, here I am, making myself post so you know where I’m at, and to fight the desire to go back to cocooning. This. Is. The. Beginning. I love you all. ❤️ #heal #musicheals #selflove #startingover #keepbreathing #bekindtoyourself #seeker #believeinyourself https://www.instagram.com/p/CjIa98DO-Gh/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
