I feel like such a bad person. I’m in theater and my friend is going through a really rough time but I’m just so envious because I went through the exact same thing and I was just met with mockery and laughter when they get kindness. I know I should be grateful and sad for my friend, but I’m just so jealous that I didn’t get that. When something hurts them, everyone cares, and they rush to help them but last year everyone just laughed at me while I was crying due to the burning. Everytime I got obsessed with an inanimate object, it was immediately ripped apart bc it was funny but that does happen to them. I got called annoying so many times by my friends but now whenever they call my friend that, they apologize so many times. When I had told them I was dealing with suicidal thoughts, it was laughed off.