The High Priestess // Ch. 5 - Starvation
Rating:Â Explicit Words: 5753 Fandom:Â Hollow Knight Relationship: The Hollow Knight | Pure Vessel / Cornifer / Iselda Tags:Â Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Spoilers, Canon-Typical Violence, Slow Burn, Hurt/Comfort, Self-Esteem Issues, Identity Issues Summary:Â The Hollow Knight, bound no longer by chains meant to contain, must now navigate the world that no longer needs their sacrifice. Burdened by the question of who they are without a purpose, they find answers in the quiet spaces left behind in the forgotten Kingdom of Hallownest. Chapter Warnings: Oral Sex, Blowjobs, Overstimulation, Cheating, Guilt
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Routine continues.
Iselda cooking, Cornifer leaving to map, and Hollow cleaning. When they are left alone with her, Iselda does not speak of their sin again. Rather, she seems back to her normal, quiet self. But her touches linger. Her voice is quiet. And sometimes, when she asks a task of them, she will call them that name again. The sinfully delightful title that makes them quiver.
"Pet."
The word slips into the air like smokeâ soft, quiet, dangerous.
 "Pet."
And every time she says it, their body responds before their mind can stop itâ claws tightening slightly on whatever they hold, breath catching in their chest. She doesnât look at them when she says it. Not directly. Just a glance over her shoulder as she stirs soup. A whisper while handing them a basket to carry. But the weight of it is unbearable. They are complicit now. Silent in guilt and pleasure both. The simmering fire continues to burn inside them. Threatening to burst in a display of a raging inferno.
(And worse? They want to do it again.)
Then comes an odd day.
Iselda is up early, packing her own sack. Cornifer still snores in the bed, as she slips a cloak over her shoulders. "I have to bring a few meals to an old friend some distance away," Iselda tells Hollow, as she places containers in her bag. "They hardly take care of themselves. I worry often that they do not eat well. So I will go and visit them." She slings the heavy bag over her shoulder with ease. "I will be back tomorrow morning. I have left some food in the cabinet for you and Corny."
Hollow stares at her. She is leaving. Going somewhere alone. Staying the night. And she looks⊠different today. Prepared, like a warrior stepping onto the battlefield. They want to stop her; to tell her not to go, or worseâ to ask if they can come with. But they say nothing; only nodding slowly as she adjusts the strap on her bag.
"Please make sure you both eat. There are four meals there, already prepared for serving." Iselda opens the door, the bell ringing. Her dark eyes roam over their tall frame, and she takes a long moment to just look into their eyes. "Please⊠take care of him." The way she says it had a hidden undertone. Something implied.
But then, she is gone before they can use their board to ask.
They stare at the open door. At that empty space where she was a moment earlier. And all at once it feels like a weight has come down on them. Heavy, crushing, suffocating.
Iselda is gone. Cornifer is still sleeping. And Hollow is alone.
Alone in a house with her husband that they have betrayed.
Still. Duties must still be done.
Breakfast is oats mixed with warm milk. According to the note Iselda left, they need to just boil the milk till it bubbles, and mix it with the oats, then sprinkle in dried fruits. Hollow struggles to learn how to work with the stove, and then burns the first batch of milk, so they have to start over. A few failed attempts later, they finally make two edible (albeit, lightly burned) bowls of oats. They leave one for Cornifer, who has still not woken up, before they sit and begin eating.
Every bite tastes like ash in their mouth, and they can't stop thinking about her⊠about Iselda, out there by herself in this cold, cruel world. (Is she safe? Is she warm? Is she thinking about him, like they are thinking about her? Or, worse, is she thinking about⊠them?) By the time Hollow finishes their meal, Cornifer sleeps well until his oats turn mushy and cold. And for a long moment, they stare at the mushy oats.
This is⊠wrong, somehow. Everything about this moment is strange. Cornifer is still asleep. Iselda is not here. (Didn't she wake him every morning?) Looks like Hollow missed a step: here they are, failing at the simple task of giving Cornifer breakfast on time. How can they do anything useful if they can not even make oats? Frustratedâ at themselves, and at this situationâ they begin to clean up their mess. The light snores at least fill the silence. The bowl of oats looks sad and deflated and brown. Still good to eat, but maybe Cornifer would hate being served such low quality food when his wife cooked like a professional. They continue cleaning, stacking dishes and sweeping the floor.
But then, Hollow sees something. Out of the corner of their eye, Cornifer grumbles, rolls over onto his back, and something tents the blankets a bit, moving. Confused, they step closer to check on him. (Is he alright? Is he sick?) When their eyes catch the way that the blankets seem to bulge, they stare, and then slowly, carefully, they reach down and pull the covers away.
They can see his full form, laid out in bed like a treat. He was so different from Iselda. Attractiveâ soft and plump, his chitin would surely easily give underneath touch. His long snout twitches as he snores, and his chest rises and falls with the motion. Below the faint jiggle of his body, down to his thighs andâ
Hollow freezes like a statue. Ah. So that was what was making an odd shape in the blankets.
His unsheathed cock was thick. On the shorter side, but so fat that it was a surprise Iselda didn't limp more. It sits up in his lap, tall and proud even when he is asleep. It looked mouthwateringly good. It erases all coherent thought in their headâ that sight. His flesh, his fat, him. No slim waist, no sharp claws, no jagged horns⊠just a soft belly and warm, round thighs. They can't tear their gaze away; eyes locked onto him, body burning. This feeling was strange. Different from how they felt with her, and yet, the same.
Hunger. Want. Desire.
Could Hollow fit it in their mouth? Maybe, if they adjusted the void and stretched it open wider. It would be thick and heavy down their throat, and if they had to breathe, they would choke around the girth. (No, why are they thinking about tasting it?) Those thoughts are filthy. But in their own mind, they can think anythingâ do anythingâ without consequences.Â
And so they want. They recall how Iselda's voice dripped down their spine like honey. They memorize the shape of Cornifer's belly, soft and warm. They remember his eyes, the shape of his round face, the calming sound of his voice⊠And they are trembling.
(He was a deep sleeper. Maybe they could⊠No, that would violate all boundaries of trust.)
It was already bad that they had licked and tasted at his wife's cunt, where that⊠thickness was supposed to be. (How did Iselda manage to fit it inside her slender frame?) Hollow remembers how tight she was around their tongue, and that appendage was more flexible and forgiving than this⊠incredibly delicious⊠Their body tremblesâ every inch of them alight with forbidden want. They know it's wrong. This man trusted them: gave them shelter, food, warmth. But hunger⊠hunger is stronger than shame.
They remember Iselda riding their faceâ how tight she wasâ and now imagine Corniferâs cock buried inside her, and they want the same. Want to take him into their throat, stretch it open wide for him like they were made for nothing else. A low hum builds in their chest: the sound of liquid shadow churning.
They hesitate, and then they kneel beside the bed. Maybe they could wake him; maybe he would take interest in them, like Iselda did. It could be their secret, if Hollow begged enough. Maybe Cornifer would show mercy, and allow them just a taste. And as he lies there, breathing softly, so trusting, his body warm and vulnerableâ they want. So badly. Not with him unaware. Not stolen in silence while he dreams of his kind, quiet wife. They want him awake, they want him. Their claws curl into the bedroll. The void inside them aches. If only he knew how much they could love himâ with their mouth, their hands, their bodyâ If only he could see how much they could please him.
 A whisper builds behind their maskâ not sound, but thought:
Please⊠wake up. See me. Want me too.
Eventually, a shaking claw reaches out, not for his cock, where they desperately wanted to touchâ but his shoulder. And they shake him awake.
Cornifer grunts, eyes opening, bleary, and he mumbles, "Ah, Iselda dear, where is myâ oh goodness meâ" He reaches to cover himself, blindly groping for the blankets. "That's improper, Iselda, uncovering meâ"
Hollow stares as he rouses, groggy with sleep. They see him, rubbing at his eyes and fumbling for the covers to hide his nakedness. His voice is deep and thick with sleep as he calls out, thinking they are her. And something inside them clenches. They don't like his misunderstanding. They don't like being mistaken for Iselda. Not here, not now. Their hand is on him before they quite realize it.
When he feels their cold touch, Cornifer jumps, and very pointedly covers his lap. "A-ah! Friend, yes, hello, I erm. Hope I am notâ too improper. If you want to run and fetch me someâ cold water, I can ermâ" His face is turning a brilliant shade. Clearly, he must know they saw it. He clears his throat. "YesâŠ. um. Cold water."
They don't move. Their hand remains where it isâ on his shoulder, cold and unyielding. He squirms, face dark, and truly, they barely hear his babbling, or notice how he is trying so hard to hide himself. No, they can still see what they truly want: thick at the base of his belly, peeking just above the blanket now. They want to rip that blanket away. They want to hear him gasp when their mouth closes around him. They want to make him moanâ
But they are silent. Always silent. And instead⊠slowly⊠deliberately⊠they shake their head.
Cornifer baulks at the denial. And then, seemingly, tries a different approach. "Right. Then, um. Could you start the stove? It isâ right cold out, yes, that's it. I'll be but a moment, got to ermâŠ. get dressed." But Cornifer never wore much but his spectacles. One didn't need clothes in a society where your body was naturally modest⊠unless one was worked up. (And Cornifer was. And doing poorly to hide it.)
Hollow watches as Cornifer squirms. His face is tinted, though not for normal reasonsâ he's embarrassed, they realize. Embarrassed in front of them. And he sits there, trying to get them to step away, but they don't budge. All they can see is the shape of hisâŠ
(The hunger has become almost unbearable now. Almost overpowering.)
There is a long pause of silence between them. "âŠ.Friend?" Cornifer's voice is low, embarrassed, thick with a tension he likely does not fully understand himself. His face is still flushed, and beneath the blankets, there is a heavy twitch. This was affecting him. He was flustered, with the other so close, so powerful. And Cornifer is helpless, just sitting there.
 Hollow understands, though. And they want. And here they are, kneeled right beside him, hand on the bare skin of his shoulderâ so far away from where they want to guide it to the heat between his thighsâ as he squirms, blushing and red-faced and helpless.
Friend?
They are anything but a friend at that moment.
They are a starving, desperate creature.
And slowly, so slowly, they lean forwardâ tilting their mask just enough to look down at him, not with malice or violence⊠but hunger. Their other hand lifts; not to strike nor to harm. To gently, so gently, press the tip of a claw against his bare stomach.
 A test. A question. One that says: May I?
Cornifer's breath hitches. His soft stomach squishes just slightly under the claw. Plump, well fed and cared for. A deliciously soft body that Hollow could sink teeth into and watch bleed. (Hunger.) His cock was even harder now, creating an obvious, undeniable tent in the blankets. And when they touch him, it jerks, and a small wet spot forms where the tip brushes the blankets. (He's so soft. His flesh is plump and supple; smooth beneath their touch, just like Iselda's, and yet so different.) They remember her intensely: her lithe body, her firm muscles, the shiver she'd make every time their mouth had touched her sex. And they want. They want this, they want him, soft and thick and warmâŠ
Their eyes drop lower. There, just below the blankets, they can see the wetness continue to grow. Their claw gently presses against the shell of his belly. And then, Hollow's hand drops to rest on Cornifer's lower stomach, and the weevil makes a strained noise. Then, breathless, he asks, "Hollow⊠dear, um⊠oh dear⊠what are you�" But he falters. His words are wavering and uncertain. His face is flushed, he's trembling, just slightly, against their touch. But he is not pulling away. Not yet.
And so they push on. Their hand presses more firmly against him, sinking into the softness. Guiding itself along the blankets now, until the palm was pressing right up against that wet spot. And when they brush their fingers upwards, ever so slightly, with the edge of their claw against the very tip of his cockâ
There's a twitch.
A small whimper.
Oh, Gods, it was a delicious sound.
Cornifer falls back slightlyâ arms weak and unable to keep himself propped. And with the motion, the blankets slide down, and his cock bobs free, on full display. There is another beat of silence, and they freeze. Their breath hitches in their chestâ not that they need to breatheâ but something deep inside them reacts.
There it is.
Thick. The tip glistened with wetness, flushed dark. They want to taste it. To wrap their mouth around him and take every inch. But instead, slowly⊠deliberately⊠they lower themselves, so that their mask is level with the throbbing length before them, and they look up at him. A silent question in the tilt of their mask.
The weevil is beet red, stammering, trying to sayâ anything. Yet watching Hollow kneel, and tilt their head up, just slightly, his cock jerks again, and a heavy droplet of fluid escapes the tip, rolling down. Cornifer whimpers softly, and then silently nods. That is the permission they'd been waiting for. And it breaks something in them. That quiet hunger, building for so long. Something deep inside that has been denied this entire time.
Something like⊠obsession.
Hollow takes a breath. And then, they reach out, and brush their single claw down the full length of his cock; from base to tip. And oh, while Iselda was quiet besides her extensive praise, Cornifer is noisy. A loud whine, and he fists the blankets in his hands, hips twitching upwards, arching towards the touch. And in a breathless whine, he says it; "H-Hollowâ" It's like a shot of adrenaline into their veins. That soundâ his voice, so full of need, so brokenâ sends a jolt through them.
Their name on his tongue.
Not Iseldaâs.
His frame, trembling beneath their touch, eyes wide and lips partedâ
They canât wait anymore.
With a low hum from deep within their chest, Hollow leans forward, void shape forming a drooling, icy maw, and takes him into their mouth. Indeed, he was thick. Their jaw aches as they accommodate the first few inches, pulsing and heavy on their tongue. He tasted somewhat smoky, delicious.
Cornifer's hand flies to grip their horn, (wow, they were beginning to realize how much they liked that) and he whimpers again. Trying to keep still out of politeness, but his hips are twitching. "Oh myâ oh my starsâ"
Cute. His whimpery voice. The slight jiggle of his plump belly with his breathing. His curling antennae. Cute.
And so they take more.
Slowly, carefully, they stretch themselves wider, deeper, letting the void within open just enough to accommodate his girth with the pleasant stretch. Their tongue rolls around him, hot and slick with saliva. He tastes good. Salty. Alive. And that hand on their horn, clutching like he might fall apart⊠It makes something deep inside them thrum with perverted delight.
Hollow glances up at him, and they watch every movement: the way his antennae curl and twitch, how his soft plush form jiggles as he gasps, how he whimpers and pleads low and quiet to only them. (Only them.)
When Hollow sinks down to the base, they wonder how anyone could ever breathe, lavishing this cock. It was incredibly thick down their throat, and pulsed heavily. Cornifer was talkative even nowâ babbling nonsense, their name tossed into the mix now and then, barely restraining himself from rocking his hips into their mouth.
(Cute. So very⊠cute.) So different from her heat. Her fire. Her strength. This is softer, sweeter. Iselda had taken and commanded control over Hollow's mouth. Yet Cornifer is unsure, shaking and tense, and all Hollow wanted to do was take for themselves.
The starvation inside their frame is growing.
He's shaking under their touchâ trembling and so, so sensitive. And they aren't even using their hands yet. They just stay still, with his cock sliding in and out of their mouth. Taking. Savoring. Loving every gasp, every whine, every whimper. And they wonder: how many people have seen him this vulnerable?
When they finally pull back, it is only to allow him a moment of reprieve, as he shakes and jerks his hips into the air. His taste still lingers on their tongue. Their eyes find him again, watching how flushed his face is. How wrecked he is. And they want moreâ want the full, complete picture of him coming apart. So, while he still is catching his breath, still shaking, they reach up, grab his knees, and drag him closer.
Cornifer yelps when he is pulled; his body now perpendicular on the bed, legs hanging off the edge, open wide. His fat cock is achingly hard, and he whines again at the compromising position. Meanwhile, Hollow kneels between his legs, their eyes locked onto his flushed face, watching him. They take a moment to appreciate the sight: this soft, sensitive, trembling, eager body in front of them.
He's adorable.
And they want to ruin him.
"H-Hollowâ" Cornifer's hips jerk upwards, and he gasps again, pathetically cute. "Please, friendâ pleaseâŠ"
The word friend strikes something dark and deep inside them. They donât want to be a friend. They want to be needed, as important as air. And so, without warning or hesitation, they lean back down and take him fully into their mouth again. All the way, down to the base. Swallowing his cock down until there was no more to slide down their throat. It was so thick, heavyâ made their jaw ache with no effort. But Hollow had never felt so alive. Addicting, like the best drug, and they could feel the pulse of Cornifer's heartbeat through it.
Hips jerking upwards, back arching, Cornifer lets out a sharp cry, both hands gripping at their horns now. He is gasping, ragged, overwhelmed with sensation. Despite his attempts to hold still, he whines and rocks into Hollow's mandibles. He's whining, body convulsing beneath them. The cock in their mouth continues to throb with his heartbeat. Their mind fills with that image: that of his soft, fat body stretched out, trembling, writhing, pleading for their touch. And the hunger only grows, spreading like a fire through their body, making the void in their chest clench.
Desperate. Hungry. Burning.
"Hollowâ" Their name, whimpered like a prayer, made them feel wanted, craved, desired. He was making that noise for them; he was crying out for them. Their name instead of Iselda's was being moaned, whined, called out. Cornifer's hips move faster; rocking into the void-mouth of Hollow. Using them the way they wanted. But it's not enough. It aches, somehow; their body wants more. And so, with their claws, they grab his jiggling hips, and they slam him upwards; hard. Right into their mouthâ right down their throat.
Again.
And again.
Deep. Quick. Relentless.
Cornifer sobs in bliss, his body manipulated and controlled so perfectly. Thrashing beneath the motions, they could sense he was nearing a peak; the way the cock inside their mouth leaked steady amounts of precum, pulsing harder.
"Mnghâ" His voice cracks, and he chokes out, "I'mâ Hollow, I'm g-g-g-gonnaâ nghâ I sh-shouldâ" His hips twitch, like he meant to pull away. (And deny them this delicious nectar he seeped? Not a chance.) Their mouth fills with the pre (salty, salty, delicious) and they are suddenly overridden with the desperate need to have all of it, every last drop. They need it; to see him come apart completely, to see him ruined. And so, their claws tighten, gripping his fat thighs, pinning him in place, as they move their head, fucking his cock into their throat with all the desperation of someone starving.
Deeper, harder.
More.
And more.
And more.
And more.
Oh, Cornifer could not hope to last any longer. Gasping, voice pitching higher, higher, trying to warn them, gripping their horns tighter to try and maybe push their head back so thatâ ohâ And his whole body goes rigid, and he wails at the top of his lungs, hips pressing up, forcing every inch of his cock down their throat. So deep that they do not even need to swallow when he crests. Heavy, thick cum just filling their void-insides with a burning warmth they have never felt before. And it just pulses upon pulses of the never-ending sweet nectar.
Hollow drinks. They take every drop of it, deep into their burning throat. And when he finishesâ when his body goes limp and trembling beneath themâ They stay. Pulling up just enough so that their tongue can lavish at the drooling tip with an eagerness and hunger so foreign to them. (As if to say more. Again. Yours.)
The pleasured noises turn to overstimulated whines, and Cornifer squirms, his hands squeezing their horns. "Errâ umâ h-aaahâ I don't know if I canâ nghâ do that again s-s-soâ aahh-aahâ" But the cock inside their throat stays nice and thick and firm. He's still whimpering, needy. Like prey, cute and defenseless.
Hollow is not done.
They want more.Â
Need more.
They are hungry in every sense. And so, very slowly and deliberately, as if to taunt him, they lick upwardâ from the very base of him, to the very tip. And then they pause, looking up with an expectant stare. Cornifer stares right back, with blown pupils; face bright, panting, shaking. His cock throbs again, dripping fresh beads of pre, and definitely still interested. And in a little shy voice, he mumbles, "I canâ erm⊠try to⊠againâŠ"
They don't break eye-contact with him, staring still and silent. And then, very slowlyâŠ.very deliberatelyâŠ. They lick again. From base to tip, and then back down again. But this is not to tease. It's to taste. And he's sensitive, so very sensitiveâ And he's still making all these adorable noises. It's so, so cute.Â
And Hollow is starving.
It was almost endless from there. They spend a large majority of the morning licking, tasting, swallowing down until their throat ached. At least twice more, they make Cornifer cum, with those pathetically cute cries, his soft body rocking into their maw.
They pause long enough to allow him to rest a bit. Hydrate, eat, make sure he wasn't going to collapse from them draining him of every drop. But justâ watching him try to move around with a trembling frame? Watching the way his throat bobs when he drinks deeply? With the fire inside them not quenched?
Well. Hollow has him laid on the counter for round two soon enough, shoving his cock deep past their mandibles. They take him againâ deeper, harder, faster. His soft body is pliant beneath their control, trembling both with exhaustion and need. His fingers clutch weakly at the edge of the counter. He doesnât fight it, canât fight it, doesn't want to fight it. And each time he cum again; each time he cries out their name in that broken, breathless voice, the fire inside them burns brighter. Hotter.
Out of control.
This is not worship. Not reverence like with Iselda. This is possession. They are claiming him, again and again. Until his loud moaning turns to whimpers, until his strength fails, until all he can do is lie there. Claimed, taken, theirs.
Hollow loses count of how many after the seventh time. They blend together, the way Cornifer jerks and sobs, the way he shakes violently beneath their touch. It's almost mindless; spending their time on their knees with his cock swallowed in their mouth, their own head foggy with hunger.
Cornifer has barely anything left to give by the late afternoon; twitching, shaking, overstimulated and oversensitive; whining with the slightest touch. He lays on the ground, trying to catch his breath, with Hollow laying between his plush thighs, his cock still hard, leaking and twitching against their white mask, clutched delicately in their palm. The air is thick with the scent of sex, warm. He lies thereâ utterly spent. His chest rises and falls in quick, shallow hitches. His antennae twitch weakly. One hand trembles near his face, fingers curling into nothing. And still⊠still his cock stays hard.
Hollow cannot help but watch him. Study every breath, every shiver of his plump thighs, the way his cock rests so heavily against their maskâ slick with saliva and seed. And deep inside them? The hunger continues to hum; quiet for now. (Sated? No. Never. Only⊠waiting.)
Maybe mercy was in order. Despite how much they felt as if they were staved for more, how much heat still collected in their own genderless sex, they knew that their stamina outmatched the standard bug. Too much, and they might make him collapse from exhaustion. And the poor cock in their hands looks thoroughly flushed and abused. Especially as just their breath makes Cornifer shudder, gasp. (Totally vulnerable. A trembling, whimpering wreck. Sensitive, so sensitive all over.) They should stop. It is the wise, right thing to do. It is the kind thing to do. (And yet, their head is filled with a single thought: Mine.)
Hollow reaches out and gently brushes a claw along that soft, rounded stomach, and it makes Cornifer wail. "M-mercyâŠ" He mumbles, voice sluggish from exhaustion. "Oh⊠Gods, please⊠you're soâ h-aah⊠good at that. I think I m-may shrivel and die if you keep going. MgnhâŠ." The whine in his voice. And that word: mercy. It's so cute. So cute how he trembles for them, how he whines their name, calls them good, compliments them. But he's most definitely right about needing a break, so they lean upwards, and press an affectionate kiss to his plump thigh, then pull away.
Cornifer jerks bit, biting his lip, hiding the moan that threatened to escape. Their hand lets go of his cock, and it retreats soon enough into its sheath. Modest once more. He takes a deep breath, and then, in a hoarse voice, "Would you be a good dear and b-bring me some more water?"
Hollow's gaze softens. He's so cute. Weak and trembling, spent and tired and flushed. A good dear. They want to hear him call them that again. So they stand up from between his legs, gently laying him back on the bedding. And then nod, before going to fetch the water. Stepping away from the bed, they look around the kitchen area for a moment, scanning for the familiar shape of the pottery. Locating it, they reach for the jug to fill him a glass, but a glint catches their eye. And when they look, they find one of Iselda's map tokens, shining in the dim light.
Iselda.
The same betrayal they had done to Cornifer, with his wife, they have done tenfold to Iselda, with her husband. Did their hunger know no bounds? To lay separately with the husband and wife, and keep it secret?Â
How despicable.
They feel the shame and guilt well up inside their gut. All they can do is stand there, gripping the jug tightly in hand that threatens to crack it, staring down at that marker. Iselda was their friend. And here they were, stealing her mate, using him like a toy. And loving it, every moment, and still wanting more. Wishing that he would call them a 'good dear' again. This was messed up. This was wrong.
Surely, when Hollow found a new purpose and moved on, the pair would not ask them to stay. This home, this domestic life had no place for them here. The thought burned like a brand, a sharp pang of loss. They'll have to let go of this at some pointâ they have to. But the thought of leaving, of no longer hearing Cornifer's little compliments and Iselda's praise⊠of no longer being his dear or her petâŠ
It hurts.
Hurts like a blade, sharp and deep in their chest.
Still, Hollow pushes through, forcing those feelings down, pouring water into the glass. Cornifer drinks three glasses deeply, and when Hollow brings the fourth, they find him passed out in the bed, snoring loudly. Exhausted. He looks so peaceful, so content, his face relaxed. So cute in his sleep, soft and fat and comfortable beneath the blankets. And they want to climb in beside him. To wrap their arms around him, feel that soft body against their own. To protect him. But they can't. So instead, they set the glass down gently on the table, and pull the blanket up a little higher.
Cornifer sleeps through the afternoon, through the evening, well into the night, and into next morning. Hollow themselves struggles to sleep, so they resort to just sitting up all night. Quill in hand, parchment in front of them. Idly writing, sketching, whatever came to mind. Their claws move across the parchment. Not maps. Not royal scripts. No mantras to repeat until they are unfeeling.
Him.
The soft curve of his belly. The way his antennae curl when he comes undone. His plump thighs, trembling around their head. A sketch of Cornifer, exhausted, blushing, whispering their name like a prayer. And beneath it, scrawled in a shaky script: I do not want to leave. (But they must.)
So they keep drawing, until dawn breaks.
The drawings end up inappropriate, lewd. Nearly purely graphic content fit for a private book stuffed under a bed, nothing to be displayed. Still, they were nice to look at. Hollow spends a long time staring at them before deciding hiding these would be for the best. They carefully roll up the parchment, hands trembling just slightly. Too many emotions were displayed in their lines; too real, too raw. Each line is a memory: the whimpers, the warmth, the way he shivered when they touched him.
They want to keep the sketches close, but they cannot stay, not here. Not where Iselda might find it. Not where it could hurt their relationship more than they already have. So they tuck it deep into their cloak, into a hidden pocket where no one will look, and think they will dispose of it later. For now, keep it safe, away where only they can remember.Â
And they wait.
Silent. Hungry. Ashamed.
Iselda returns later that morning. She looks tired, drained from her journey. Her bag quietly deposited at the door, she disrobes from her travel wear; dropping them to the ground and standing bare. "Hello pet," she greets them, walking to the dresser to collect her clothing.
Hollow sits on the ground, frozen at the sight of her. The sketches still burn inside their cloak, so close, so guilty. And now she's here, calling them titles of affection like nothing has changed. Like they haven't spent hours devouring her husband. Their body tenses, the void inside clenches.
They want to look away from her, but they don't. Instead, their black eyes lock onto her form, watching as she bends and twists around the dresser. Roaming over every inch of her shell, with both desire and dread mixing in a sickly swirl inside their gut. They worry she will see right through them. Yet, exhaustion makes her unable to read them. Iselda pulls her dress on, and then moves to the cabinet, opening it up. Her eyes narrow, and then she asks them, "You only had one meal yesterday?"
Hollow continues to remain still. Silent. Their claws flex at their sidesâ guilty, heavy with secrets. The taste of Cornifer still lingers faintly in the back of their throat. And now Iselda stands before them, concerned. (Does she know truly if they were the same Hollow she left behind.) They donât answer right away, they canât. Because what would they say?
I feasted, I devoured. I claimed your husband. I couldn't stop. I was starving.
Instead, they slowly tilt their head down. A single nod, as the lie remains locked inside them.
Iselda gives a sigh, then glances at Cornifer's sleeping form. "I knew he would sleep all day if you let him. Did he go exploring at all, pet?" She pulls out today's breakfast: slices of bread and jam. And from another cabinet, she collects eggs, cracking them into a pan to begin sizzling. Another glance to them, and when they nod once more, she returns to cooking.
Hollow watches her move about; cooking, stirring, fixing breakfast as if nothing has happened. For her, nothing has. And they think, they wonderâ (how can she not see it? How can she not realize? How can she not look at me and know?) It almost felt like an open wound, festering in the air. The fact that her husband had been trembling underneath them the previous morning. That they had held him close, had devoured him like a starving beast. If she knew of their sins, they would not blame her for banishing them.
But Iselda says nothing. And so they stay silent.
















