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[miyakumo]

valentine's day pendants

by jeweller miya kumo

[kiwifruitt]

i wanna be back in mexico waking up to the sound of the animals wondering what chore i have to do. i live such a lavish life here but im so stressed. ik im blessed. i dont feel it as strongly as i wish i did.

i wanna go for a drive and listen to nostalgic music and cry and come back late and wake up late and it be warm outside. i miss the comfort i never had lol. how do i long for this stupid feeling of being content when i’ve never even felt it. how stupid.

[yashia7archive-deactivated20231]

you might bethinking "its so over" but the sun will rise tomorrow and youll be like "omg. its so back." remember this

[cvsmic-quotes]

[vampirlor]

there’s a lot of controversy going on with the host of the golden globes and i think this could have all been avoided if we let the muppets host every award show ever

[kiwifruitt]

like any other wound i’ve had, i’ll continue to poke at this to feel it again.

i dont like where my heart is when i remember how small i felt in those moments.

i want to do better in His eyes. but i cant help but wish the absolute worst on these people.

may God forgive you because i can not find it in my heart to.

[kiwifruitt]

the ghost of these things still haunt me. the knowing that im the most i’ll ever have.

tired lol. i feel so drained.

[kiwifruitt]

being handled with care is refreshing . getting the opportunity to have my feminine energy flourish is truly energizing . feels safe to be with this person .

scary to think this could be real and that i’m deserving but im done w/ doubting the good in my life . may i put my faith into the right people . and if not then God has blessed me with more lessons .

taking it day by day . spreading the kindness i deserve back into the world .

today will teach me that love is not always tangible but it is still present . effort made will be recognized and appreciated in the moment .

i do very much love the love in the world .

[madamlaydebug]

[kiwifruitt]

i wanna accept this i really do but im so SCARED lmfao. last night was cute tho im glad to know i can still feel this way

[kiwifruitt]

and what kills me is that i dont fucking believe anything or anyone anymore. even the praise feels uncomfortable.

i got a raise at work. i get told im profesional and a hard worker and a good daughter but i dont feel it. i dont know why i dont feel it.

[kiwifruitt]

i wanna feel loved god fucking dammit i dont know why i cant accept aby kindness anymore. i dont think i deserve soft hands. bc if i didnt get them when i asked then whh should i now. i wanna run away so bad. i wanna leave myself behind.

[kiwifruitt]

my body will forever long for yours. but even when i had you it didnt feel like what i wanted. i want to be wrapped up in an embrace. i dont know when it stopped being yours.

[kiwifruitt]

i will love myself the same way i had once loved you. i’ll check in with myself when im bored. i’ll play songs that make me think of me. because i am worth the emotion i once begged you for.

i am enough.

[kiwifruitt]

my daily affirmations include the fact that i am enough to be loved. i will receive the love i put into the universe tenfold because my intentions are pure and when i make a mistake it’s only ever once.

i am enough. i am deserving. the good in the world will find me in it’s given time. my patience for myself and others reflects my heart.

[kiwifruitt]

why don’t you ever fucking call me first i fuxking hate how i still wait for your calls now that you dont have an obligation to me. bc even when uou did uou wouldnt ever reaxh out. fuck you.

[sunshinetomorrow]

hey there, you've arrived at a Tumblr checkpoint!

are you thirty? have a sip!

are you hungry? have a spack!

have you been snitting in the sale proclation? mack your tabbers!.

are you stick? purt your indies!

do you need to prot a buntle? go! now!

are you tired? break your togs!

do a quick snat of your vitals. are you fond? do you need to reduct your plandles? if you have a trick, tog it. if you need to sitch, go so.

are you grod or too trinking? if you need to break off a grint or mend the bontle, go to that now!

I hope this helps! and I hope your tunderfal day :-)