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I was not meant to be a person I was meant to listen to music on the bus

there is no unlived life or alternative reality where everything went right…. there is only here and now what are you going to do with it

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anne carson wrote beautifully about this: “i’m not saying move back towards life, i’m saying the future isn’t elsewhere. we’re locked in a spaceship, h of h, we have nothing but continuing.”

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love & pop (1998) dir. hideaki anno

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the journey home is an endless one

may sarton “letters from maine” // james baldwin “giovanni’s room” // neil gaiman “the graveyard book” // @wordsnquotes-net // anne carson “men in the off hours” // miriam adeney // “no longer fits” // han kang “the vegetarian” // “garden state” dir. zach braff // richard blanco “mexican almuerzo in new england” // mitski “there’s nothing left here for you” // julian barnes “a history of the world in 10 1/2 hours”

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Radio station operator, 1964

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sorry i can’t be her.

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we do not intend to wait placidly

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anne boyer | louise bourgeois | barbara kruger

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bitches have complicated feelings about me due to my inconsistent swag

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Along the Coast (1958) dir. Agnès Varda

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I always knew that nothing was worth the investment of my heart, because nothing lasts, and I was right… Yet each time I see my unicorns, it is like that morning in the woods, and I am truly young in spite of myself, and anything can happen in a world that holds such beauty. THE LAST UNICORN (1982) dir, Arthur Rankin and Jules Bass