“just a little angry”

Alnilam || Otherworldly || old blog, new one is @i-didnt-crawl-out-for-this-shit

[monsterbluntrotation]

here i am again

a deer came at me while i was doing 65 on the interstate. no injuries, but my car might be totaled and i have bills coming out over the next few weeks that i would have been able to cover if i had my car for work. but i dont.

please help if you can, please reblog regardless

cshpp $CorvySmores

vnm Chaotic-Corvid

dm for pypl

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[finding-me-xx]

Today. Todays one of those days that I feel the world is trying to destroy me and all I've worked at. Today is not for me. I feel defeated.

I am far from okay.

[ifyoufall]

all i want is to see the stars up close before i go in the end

[ifyoufall]

i wish i was from somewhere else. somewhere other than here

somewhere where i felt like i made a little more sense, where it felt right.

[ifyoufall]

when did being soft start feeling so insulting? when did gaining scars and wounds feel better than healing?

[thebookquotes]

“Part of me wanted to have a conversation with you, but not before you told me that you were sorry, not before you begged for my forgiveness. But your apology never came, and I’m still waiting.”

— Paula Hawkins, Into the Water

[ifyoufall]

when you felt so much like heaven, so much like peace, i should have known to await the same fall like i had before. the one that burns, the one that aches with a flaming destruction, but the flames consume slowly until it’s just ashes.

[theelven-forest]

A board for a Fallen angel with themes of revenge for @the-autumnal-hybrid

[brokendollydreams]

[lucifer-eosphoros]

I feel that a lot of you need to hear this - life being terrible as a human doesn't mean you're here as punishment, or that there was ever or is now something broken about you. Human life is hard for everyone, including humans. Instead of wondering why you were put here to suffer, instead consider maybe you came here or were put here so you could see what needs to be done to help humanity. Maybe the problem isn't being human, it's human society. That is something that can be helped, even for a small group of people, even just for one person who will then spread those messages. Find the good things and foster them. I'm not saying this because I think it'll be easy, or that you're all magically going to be cured of whatever ills you here. I'm saying this because it's sad to see so many in the divine and angelic tags being so upset and so distressed when you could be finding out what makes humans happy, including yourself as a human here. No entity has ever lived a perfect life, including divine's and that's the hardest truth I have. You're looking back with nostalgia because things are hard now and that's all. There may or may not be a time when you're divine* again, but you're still divine* enough to experience things in a divine* way and learn. If you feel you're learning only cruelty than think about overcoming them and look hard for the things that are good because I promise you good things are out there in abundance on this big beautiful planet filled with weird and wonderful, kind and compassionate, caring and loving humans. These are words from someone who has struggled and still does. Also, you're doing good. You really are. The fact you're still here, living, even though you're having a hard time, proves that. There's no bar of achievement to reach. No awards to win. Just keeping on every day and doing what you can do, building yourself up and allowing yourself to have breakdowns and then recover. That is what makes you close to humans and also utterly divine.* *or demonic, whichever you prefer

[unsenttextsuggestion]

I’m not a good person I don’t think. If you’re a downer, I’ll just ditch you. Funny talk coming from someone like me huh?

[daydream-squad]

Stars dotted my cheeks as I cried. I sobbed and sobbed until I was out of tears.

Halo shattering, wings burning to a black as I scream.

"It's not my fault! It's not my fault!"

I was never good at being a fallen after that. I begged and pleaded to go back.

Please take me back. I'm sorry I ever went with them in the first place.

[shalomamme]

st stephen’s cathedral in vienna

[godshand]

ANGELS ARE HIDING IN THE STREETLIGHTS, WATCHING

[soft-demon-positivity]

To any angelkin that are completely feral or chaotic alignment,

You're so valid and I love you. Go fucking rabid, you beautiful being

[ifyoufall]

you tossed me out like trash,

the moment my views differed from yours, the moment i thought for me.

you’re no god.

ive known the devil and demons to hold more feeling than you

[godless-divinity]

heaven: boring. Same schedule every week, one day leisure (sunday) 6 days work/training, god yells at me constantly to do shit that is metatrons job

hell: something new every day, can sleep where/whenever, everyones kinda chill and does their own thing, sometimes theres a cool party at vlads in the seventh ring