The Day I Couldn't Rationalize Feelings
So this day started off great. I felt the inspiration flowing in the household I was recently adopted into. I felt like today was going to be a great day. I hadn't actually hit my clients up lately due to personal reasons. however I saw the light glowing from my current partner. She was being nicer than usual plus I felt the confidence radiating off her. She’s always beautiful but this grand rising she had a stunning view with ambition set a fire. We loaded in the whip and started our journey. My best friend and partner finally got to talk face to face. there was a small explosion of feelings earlier this week. A hard recovery but we pushed past it .... the day went on while accomplishing what needed to be done. I flipped a old hook I still love to today. While closing off one session there was a transition where I got to meet a closed minded bitch named Alexis. while being both rude and butting her head in shit she had no business doing she tested the temper I've managed for years. I thought my partner would defend me a little more considering I couldn't be too disrespectful to my partners friend. however just like earlier in the week with some other bitch named April I was just a target with my partner making observations... this has left me again feeling like fuck the hood and I truly think this hood isn't something that will ever love me .... but fuck it I still love and hate it at the same time ... just like my partner today may have been fucked but maybe the next day a be better hopefully.
how much shit can you take without your partner’s defense with their friends?